Oh, so vintage?

Monday, December 27, 2004

hmmm...juz came back from yvonne's house!it was a nice dinner considering the fact the amount of effort the gals put in in cooking up such a meal for us!it's a pretty standard meal considering the fact that they had appet. followed by main course (under-cooked salmon) plus a nice desert put up by sophia!i appreciate it very much!thanxz gals...!!!muz say muz of u din realli changed lahz...except melissa lolz...muahaha...dyed her hair until i cant recognise sia!but generally,u gals have become more lady-like!!!guess wat...yvonne appears to b shock becos mi n wilson bought a box of chocolates for their family!!!actualli also nothing much lahz...go ur house muz definitely get something there wat...so more its CHristmas!!!aft dinner,sat ard tok rotz lolz...then sophia started asking mi n kenneth weird stuff like how now...got gf notz!i realli dun understand y but recently,there's juz too much toks on relationship and stuff!i'm sick n tired of it!cos im still aimless!!!whaha...dunno why also!juz feel damn sian but i played along with her lahz!tok tok tok...then everyone was like so involved in their various act. and melissa was like sitting one side stoning!cant realli understand her lahz...so soft spoken and quiet one!was asking her whether she's attached or something,then she said no and i was damn surprised!she's quite pretty and nice person but still available!juz unimaginable!wat's going on man!!!anywayz...realli admire the 3 couples in odac sia...still going strong!!!waha...can't stand teresa and shihan especially!!whaha...they're so SWEET~!anywayz,y m i thinking of all these when im suppose to think seriously wat course i should chose?should i reselect my course or should i stick with my current course?!?its so tough to make a decision when all u feel like doing is not to study and pursue wat u wan in life!nah...its impractical!!!pls WAKE UP ur IDEA!!!im so depressed now...juz simply can't settle down with so many things happening recently!its driving mi to nuts!!REALLY!!next impt issue is to quickly pass out from my spds training lahz!u wont noe how much i like playing ard with tat stupid weapon!i wanna mount squad now!i wanna be proud of wat im doing!MP isn't that slack at all guys!come for the warm up and u'll noe y!realli got alot of catching up to do with my frenz!i admit i dun realli catch up with ppl lolz...in fact my life is damn boring one!i've many frenz.....but then i dun usualli go out with them!i always stick to the same few ppl lolz...other than that,i will find my means and ways to stay home n rot?i cant stand this life anymore!seriously need to edit my lifestyle!anywayz,damn sianz as 2005 approaching!that means gonna b 20 next yr liao!y m i still single!m i missing out lotsa stuff?m i not doing wat im suppose to do?wat's happening to my life?wat's gonna happened to my personal goals?i'm so confused and lost...

♥Oh, so vintage... 4:26 PM