looking back for the past 2 yrs 2mths,i believe i've become stronger in the psychological aspect.met lotsa ppl from all walks of life,experience hardship with a bunch of like minded individuals to form a team.also encounter ppl that's way different from the acceptable social norm and learn how to actually help to bridge gaps between these ppl and the rest.

BMT was great and i had lotsa fun.remembered that i was always down with fever while i was in tekong and its not that i really want it.i wouldn't say im not use to military life but it's just freak-ness that made mi ill most of the time during major exercises.handled weapon and grenade for the first time and the experience was great.was put in a section with so many funky peeps,singing hokkien songs while we route march and encouraging one another along the way.sharing rations or sort when we run out of it and sleeping together outfield was great.though i would say that we dun realli meet nowadays,im glad i've met this bunch of crazy shit.ppl of different personalities coming together and living under one roof,transforming from boys to men.the thought of it was just crazy.well,the only regret in BMT is that i din perform or rather like wat ppl say wayang my way to OCS.and during my BMT period,it was also sad that my grandpa passed away.lotsa things were happening in a flash and im so in a lost.was clubbing very frequent during that period of time too...afterwhich POP,was posted to MP.

Posted to MP...mixture of feelings.was like questioning myself,m i so cmi that im posted to MP as a men?pretty ashame of myself for the fact that im the only from odac that din make it to commander position.besides that,i failed my sect com in BMT cos he was like telling mi i expect u to be at least a specialist.felt like a failure at times.on the other hand,i was kinda happy also cause i have always wanted to be a Military Policemen.it wasn't easy to get to Provost Unit in the first place and i grab my opportunity during BMT when i was selected for an interview.well,i got an offering from Air Force for the C-cube thingy but i rejected them cos i wanted to be a pilot or a WSO for fighter pilot.Besides the pride discipline and honour that MP has to inbuilt in them,the job scope of an MP is something which i look forward to.its one of the few vocations that you're actually carrying out peacetime ops.for real...can get injure or killed or anything.we're going ard spotting for offenders and detaining offenders like the police force.besides peace time roles,we also have war time functions.that's the interesting thing being an MP.well,adjusted well to the the MP basic training.in fact i think i did pretty well and was very serious abt training at that time and was much more focused than i was in BMT.perhaps knowing that i've not done good enough to get me where i wan in BMT made mi fell hard and realise that i should be more proactive.was pretty discipline and motivated to do well.there were many tests and i was consistently doing very well even scoring the highest for the entire batch once.fitness wise i was trying to prove my worth and eventually got my gold.improved my 2.4timing further and did my Personal best of 9:06 here.improved my pullups too to 15.i fought hard for my posting within the Provost Unit.somehow i knew i wanna wear the smart no 1 ceremonial dress and learn to do fancy drills.APC was the place.and during our basic training period,they were forming a new 6 SIR poi mp plt and im kinda being spotted to join them.its more of for the elites at that time and i actually got in at first.so i tried working my way out of the system.tok to PC tok to PS ask Sect Comm for help cos all i wanted at that time was to get to Active Provost Company than to go 6 SIR.eventually i managed to do a swop and off course i did apologise to the 2 specialist that were asked to come over to our training course to hand pick the members for the 6 SIR force.im thankful for their recognition but i told them wat i wanted and they respect my decision.im thankful.

after our MP basic POP,for those posted to APC,we were sent for the Basic Silent and Precision Drill Squad training.it was a gruelsome and stressful 2mths.we had our seniors taking the course with us too and some idiotic sect com that's just one batch abv us showing us authority.they were super unfrenly and were out to kill us.just waitin for us to get back to our own coy and they'll show their powers.eventually managed to pass out from the course and we got back to our company for our personal training.initially was tekan by some of the specialists.nv greet,dunno their names,go canteen and sleeping in bunk also kana.very low morale.everyone from our batch of basic was basically staying out and enjoying life.no tekan,less duties and enjoy nights off while we were doing drills under the hot sun every day,no nights off and stay out,no canteen break,even after office hours,no mess to use, no newspapers,no magazines,no entertainment but only can polish boots and iron uniform.life was bad.i managed to get out of the shit faster than the rest by passing my orientation drills faster.i was one of the 3 that passed out first out of the batch of 20 ppl.was really proud of myself and that's when i start to get some privilleges.you learn to earn ur respect and benefits and not demand for everything.just when u tot once orientation drills is over and that's it,there comes the advance SPDS training.SUPER DUPER TOUGH.doing warmups with weapon,being pumped over and over under the hot sun,running with ur weapon round and round the parade square.Those were the days.Sweat and blood were lost at the parade square.no doubt there were times of fun and laughter.training together with ur batch encouraging one another and learning to work as one was bittersweet.managed to pass out of advance SPDS being the first few and mounted squad.Tot that i will become an instructor but in the end it didn't happen.its just that my PS din wan mi to be one.Actually alot of seniors tot i would become one but i failed them.But well,abit sad but not realli into being an instructor also.perhaps im just abit too problematic for them to handle and tat's y im a bench player.but no doubt i got my chance to perform @ major performances to.Im like one of the first team type of players when it comees to that.Being a non instructor was something which i feel was more suitable for mi at the end and definitely ppl will say im just jealous.but trust mi,at that point in time,im already very slack and on top of that,an instructor have to give up alot of personal time which i couldn't and wouldn't have sacrifice willing.im thankful for that man.the good thing for mi was that even though im not a instructor,the instructors of my batch din really draw a line with mi and sometimes we actually can sit and discuss abt things happening around meant for instructors to hear onli.Im very honoured.i even performed the one last performance @ Suntec with almost all the instructors.out of the 6 performers,im the onli one that's not a instructor man.even the junior instructor din managed to perform.not that im yaya,but sometimes i think im not bad but not very good also.It all depends on mood.haahaha...to date,i've actually 40 Guard of Honour parades,7 prestige Guards ceremony,5 Change of Guards (Guardsmen) and 7 Change Of Guards (SPDS performer),performed on Mindef Pride Day @ Warriors Hall,Performed in front of near to 8000+ crowd in Singapore Indoor stadium during the ACF and did 3 NDP preview and 1 actual performance.Besides that,performed at Army Career fair at Suntec.Did tonnes and tonnes of rehearsal parades which easily amt up to 100 thru out my whole life in Active provost unit.I also had the chance to go for Operation bLitz whereby we were out there spot checking military vehicles.Had a chance to play volleyball for Mindef Formation in Inter Formation Competition 2005.being an MP also means having a chance to visit detention barracks,shooting of a Machine Gun and best of all,a Pistol whereby no many will get a chance to shoot.i also get to visit the istana like crazy and come face to face with various foreign ministers,ambassodors and our local ministers and president.thru out my stay in APC,i realli enjoyed myself and i pride myself that we're the only MPs that's actually working this hard.With Pride and discipline maintaining our Honour.those were the days.

well...gotta run.meeting up kenneth and alvan for supper liaoz!im feeling so lost now as to wat i will become when im going back for reservice.

like wat was mentioned in my previous post,did damn alot of things today!went down to PA to pay up for the freaking APC lvl 3 course.its definitely encouraging to hear that im actually part of the first batch of ppl that's going to get certified and recognised at national level(SMF).even the old timers will have to do a conversion course.but then again,its definitely something that we should be yaya abt cos we haven even pass the course.wat's more is that there's alot more experienced instructors out there...DUN PLAY PLAY!!!$525 gone...

went back to CC to practice the ascend and change over technique.not bad,i still can remember.rigging wise im still pretty weak!gotta train hard and do it fast tml morning man.not much time left for mi to improve my rigging!!!after the practice session,went down to Marina Square to catch X-men.i like storm man!love her hair and the cool-ness she exudes.after which went to changing appetites for some cheesy cakes before heading home.anywayz,big boss is gonna give mi camera sales training this thurs and im going OJT this fri!woah...exciting!luckily im working near my place man!AMK courts...hopefully i can learn as much as i can this thurs bah!wish mi luck...

yeah...nothing in particular happened today.went back to camp to spend the remaining credits i have as well as pack up my stuff and left that place.went for a short training session with 8kg of load for 8km...wobbly legs!!!

anywayz,glad that my big boss sms-ed mi to ask if i could work from thurs to sun.but then,too bad i cant cos thurs is my BIG day...go back collect IC as well as sun,Adventure Trail Challenge.so he just say nvm,work on fri and sat.i wonder wat his going to do with mi man.anywayz,jason din noe i was approached by the big boss to help him work.anyway,i seriously hate going back to the Cathay photo shop to work coming sat and i hope boss would help to overwrite bah!cos it will definitely be another fruitless day of promoting shit to professionals=no sales...wat's the point?

tml's gonna be a busy day.medical checkup for the OBS APC level 3 course to be done tml morning.then rush down to PA to settle the payment and then to jalan besar to make some rope protectors,then back to CC for Abseiling and prussic-ing revision.after which gotta join mumbo peeps for dinner and movie...XIONG DAY awaiting mi man...ahahaha

yeah...today's post will be on my sales performance today!well,yesterday i hit my all time high record of 9printers a day.and yes,like wat the title suggests,i also hit my all time low sales record of 3 freaking printers!so sian cos din managed to earn more commission.however,i must say that my hit rate is pretty high today!there really wasn't any customers even though its in Marina Square cos all of them ain't shopping for cameras or printers!ppl that come in just browse and go kinda ppl.i can actually count the no of cameras the shop sold today with 2 hands man!well,i tried my best again today.trying to hit on which ever ppl i see giving my printer a slight glance.i managed to close 3 of them which is like higher than 50% hit rate...anywayz,im super tire now cos i woke up super earli to go to bishan park for a jog with 3 naglene bottles filled to the brim.quite shag man...then stand for 9freaking hrs!!!shag shag shag...

tml going back camp to buy some stuff and then try to catch my 2ic to get his signature for clearance!hopefully everything can be done tml.after which gotta rush back to CC to practice abseiling and prussiking!!!long day ahead...jiayou oh!!!

fyi,i've been relocated to another shop to practice my sales tactics.im now stationed at Cathay photo shop over at peninsular plaza.and who the hell do u think will go all the way to peninsular plaza to get cameras and photo printers?that was the first question i asked myself!!!though lyndon told mi that the shop has a good traffic flow of customers,i wasn't really hopeful.the moment i stepped into the shop,i realised that the shop is the kinda shop that caters to the higher end camera users(semi-pro and pro photographers) and mayb a small no of camera users like us.and in the first place,semi-pro and above will realised that the color quality that comes out from the printer im selling will not be able to satisfy them with their super good quality cameras.so,its very difficult to sell it base on the quality.well,wat ever the case,i would term it as un-sellable to semi-pros and abv.though its difficult to sell,i did broke my own record of selling 8 printers a day.i sold 9 today.it was pure luck.the first 2 piece that i sold was not very difficult at all.i merely did a half hearted warming up presentation and then,it was sold.then one of this guy actually went over to speak to his big boss in some weird language.after which he say he wants another 5 units.*no effort on my part*i was super stunned.after which the last one i onli took part in the presentation for awhile only.i onli did abit of printing on the printer and abit of add ons to the presentation plus 2 man pressure and it was a deal.

anywayz,to touch on the customer flow.it was pretty oki but i believe i see more customers over at south asia while i was working there.the environment at south asia is better...brighter,more girls,more friendly environment.over at cathay,its like the customers are usually regulars.they recognise them by name and it seems to me that the customer flow is more of like regulars coming back every weekend to chat around and play around with new stuff.i believe they sold more SLRs,camcorders,Lenses,memory cards more than those point and shoot cameras.my customers is actually the pool of point and shoot(idiot proof) cameras.well...tml im still working for cathay photo shop but over at Marina square.over there,heard the traffic flow wont be that good.but i think that shop should be more on the lower end or rather those point and shoot kinda cameras.which also means customers that will think that my printer can print out very good quality prints.hopefully i'll be able to perform tml bah.anywayz,i would say i realli din perform much today cos i was spotting potential customers rather than trying to hit on every single one.tml will be better i hope...

Bel...thanx for the tips!anywayz,planning to go for advance open water liaoz.still scouting and checking out the rates.probably going back to my same club to do it bah!i wanna do a LOB again...nice and relax trip!

as per wat was being mentioned during yesterday,was running a 1 day event for Haig Girls School.the girls were much more easier to handle than the previous school that i took.the pay was even better.70bucks for a day of fun with the P5 kids.din realli do anything much except for some belaying and entertaining the kids.cheers and songs here and there unlike i din realli do much of this during the previous camp.i feel more accomplished cause im beginning to get more independant in taking the group.though it was quite a good camp i would say,its also the first time i've seen an ambulance coming to the same place for 2 times.one incident is because of this girl with a cramp(i think) but the second one was more serious cause this girl kept vomitting nonstop.other than that,it was nice getting to work with new ppl.

well,i've finally met this girl that i find pretty nice from ATC last yr in this camp as a instructor.nice person and her fren is quite sweet too.both of them have very nice eyes and well,i'll say they're somewhere my type of girls.loves children and doing camp stuff...adventure seeker too.but then again,they're both attached!!!(*sobs*)ahahaha...anywayz,they're gonna be my seniors in NTU.same faculty some more...will get to bump into them quite often i guess.anywayz,met this guy call victor.first impression is like his quite fierce.but after interacting for awhile,u'll realised his realli a very zai instructor and someone willing to teach.in fact i would say his a nice guy.besides him,the camp chief for this camp(Peizhi) is quite cute also!!!F.I.T rules man...hahaha

well,forgot to mention that there was actually another coy conducting a camp on F.I.T's campsite.but due to rain this afternoon,they were forced to share the sheltered basketball court with us.while we were there,we guys were having a ra-ra session while the instructors of the other coy look so lost and cmi.din realli do anything and leave their kids to rot while waiting for the rain to stop.end up they had to 'confront' victor to get us to tune down abit so as not to really show that they cmi.hahaha...

after the camp,rushed down to newton for the canon briefing.end up the briefing was something which i've actually attended.met kelly there and she said mingfang was still wanting mi to go back there to help her with selling printers.well,i've been posted to another new location and jason say the area should be quite crowded one.abit pressurised to do well again this time round.aim for this weekend is 15printers bah...hopefully more...to break the record of 19 printers for last weekend.well...look forward to working tml.time to restart my engine and get it going...

was back in camp to do clearance today!im almost done with it except for my 2 ic signature and the ord clerk signature!everything was pretty smooth sailing.and while i was in the office today,andrew called mi and asked mi to work for him tml!its suppose to be a 1 day event over at CDANS!!!interesting it will be for the fact that im gonna take girls school for the first time.hopefully they prove the point that girls schools are easier to handle and less problematic!

went down to CC to do abit of prussiking and realise that we realli forgot some of the stuff liaoz!!!*pushes the panic button*now i only have abt 4 full days to practice and i'll be so dead if i fail the course~!!!it jolly well means 500bucks down the drain!!!i better not...well,think i better go take a rest liaoz!tml will be a long day.first the 1 day camp at CDANS,then gotta FLY down ASAP to newton to meet the managers of canon for the IT show training and briefing!SHIOK SHIOK...CAN'T wait...

finally im done with my diving trip post!!!3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for myself!!!hip hip hooray...hip hip hooray...hip hip hooray...!!!now im getting on with my first camp with camelot.im once again very lucky in a sense that i din have to be an attachee again for this well recognised camp operator.this camp is abit more tiring than the first one i had even though the first camp was suppose to be a more rara kinda camp and more mental and physical taxing.well,this time round im quite unlucky cause on day 1,my mirror group buddy instructor fell sick.so i kinda gotta handle 2 groups all by myself.even though they din try to put someone into help me but in the end this catherine and jihad that was suppose to help came and left within 15mins leaving myself to hold the ford.after which the camp 2 i/c had no choice but to help mi out only at the sea activities part in the late evening.after which,its onli till the next morning that there's one full timer that came to take over the group(izwan).well,i wouldn't say izwan is not good.in fact his a good instructor but then,he kinda take advantage of me in a sense that he frequently leave things for me to do and wander off once in awhile.so basically,im like 1 instructor taking 34 participants.they're abit hard to control for the fact that there's quite a no of mischieveous students.but after awhile,i really had fun with the students.this camp is quite fun and a good experience for me.i actually feel it hard to believe that a couple of students that i think would be difficult to handle were completely won over by me man!they dun listen to over ppl's instructions but i can talk to them and make them follow instructions.the group grew from quiet to abit rowdy and they actually enjoyed themselves when i see the survey itself.i feel proud of myself in a sense that my mirror group participants actually acknowledged that im their instructor.some even din put izwan name for their instructor name on the evaluation form.at least i know they can feel my presence and effort for the group.despite this,there's also 2 from my own group that kinda prefer izwan.one girl felt that izwan was the best instructor she had in her whole camp life while my group leader felt that i should have been more crazy and rowdy.hmmm...point taken.i do agree that im not as crazy as before but im pretty sure i'll improve on that.besides that camper recognising me as a not bad instructor,the camp 2ic also kinda praised me saying that i did pretty good while we were having a small talk with him before we leave camp today.i do hope i'll get more assignments from this company cause i really like the campsite and somehow the more relax way they're running camps.and wat's impt is that i've actually bought 2 freaking company shirt from them.i hope that this 2 shirt dun just end there u see.i look forward to more of such camps and gotta work hard to learn the more civilised and educational cheers for commercial camps.well...besides having a great camp,i've made good frenz too...ppl like aik james willie shah...etc etc...very nice ppl to tok to.strengths and weaknesses apart,i hope that we can learn from one another and hope to see one another and work together again for future camps.


Grp 13...my mirror group!!!


Grp 14...my dearest group!!!

hmmm...now gotta work hard for my abseiling level 3.gotta go practice my knots and stuff plus abseiling and prussiking.on top of that,gotta start my camera sales training liaoz!!!hmm,just found out that kelly sold more printers than me man.Feeling abit disappointed...but then again,should feel happy for her cos she can earn more mah.Im still learning and she's pretty experience...so should be alright lahz.shall break her record as days goes by lolz.and im glad that i might have a chance to go for the CANON IT show which i can make much more.hopefully my training stint will help prove my worth.i so damn wanna get into that IT show staff list.WORK HARD!!!

well,realised that i haven been salsa-ing for awhile liaoz!HOW HOW HOW???later my skills deteoriate like shit how sia?hmmm...gotta do something abt it liaoz.im looking forward to salsa beginners 2,salsa casino as well as going for advance open water diver course.not forgetting that im going for the obs course the week after next.failure is not an option...gotta work real hard!!!gambatte...

Yeahz...finally my diving trip post yeah?must be wondering why i took so long to actually post this out rite?well,i've actually just came home from a camp which was one day after i came back from the dive trip.so i din have time to actually sit down and type out everything.so,here's everything man:

We met at the Apache clubhouse to grab our diving gears and load them up to the mini van to transfer to mersing.the ride on the van was super exciting.the driver was driving super aggressively and the whole ride feels like a roller coaster ride.there were some instances whereby you'll feel your heart dropping out.negotiating bends @ 80kmph is no joke and weaving in and out of lanes overtaking lotsa vehicles were kinda very very scary.reached endau old jetty at around 12mid nite.loaded our stuff up the boat and we were welcomed with a delicious treat of fried maggi noodles.there was quite a no of ppl diving with us and there's only 6 of us whose taking the Open water training course.the rest were leisure divers or divers on rescue course.well,was allocated rooms and we slept till 8plus in the morning.actually,the boat and facilities were far better than wat i've expected and the crew were very friendly.

for the 1st day,we completed 3 dives.for my first dive,i din really have any problem with it except the fact that i took a little longer to actually equalise than the rest.nearer to the end,i had problems descending due to the lack of weights and the tank getting lighter.well,did i mentioned that my regulator was constantly leaking air?and that's probably why my air consumption was far much higher than the rest.well,did the mask clearing exercise the first time in salt water environment and it was definitely different from the pool lesson.the difference is that there's a sting in the eyes when clearing out mask under the sea.and i almost choke on the sea water too.after which,we dive around for awhile and saw my first CLOWNFISH!we actually dive for quite awhile before we see all this coming out of the anemone.its probably due to our moon landings that actually stirred up the sandiments on the seabed which greatly reduced the visibility.after our first dive,came on board to rest for awhile before we went on a second dive.


my first clownfish


first dive...with my buddy

on the second dive,i still forgotten to change my leaking regulator!!!this time round,practice the hovering exercise.was more comfortable with for the second dive now and can fin around pretty well.our dive instructor brought us to dive through this canyon and into a semi cave area.he showed us to a moray eel and baby giant clam.saw my first angelfish and tonnes of beautiful corals.kenneth and i practiced laughing underwater!!!hahaha...


second dive site


second dive site

onto the third dive and the last dive of the day.fixed my regulator prob and changed my weightings.maintained to achieve neutral buoyancy and we felt even better breathing underwater.was showed to a nudibranch while diving by the rescue divers diving alongside our class.after we surfaced,we took the speedboat onto tioman main island over at salang bay to walk around and we had dinner while the rest of the divers went for their night dives.had a great time chilling on by the beach with a seafood feast right in front of us.


3rd dive site


nudibranch


on our way to salang

upon coming back from our island trip onto the boat,hang around the boat to check out those fishes attracted to lights from our boat.saw lotsa fishes and saw something like a leave crab swimming around and a sea snake.saw something which i think is sea hare wriggling near our boat.afterwhich,did my dive log and went to sleep shortly after.

into the second day of diving.the 4th dive was spent doing alternate air source sharing and cesa.saw a few schools of fishes and i managed to swim alongside with them.the view was exhilarating man.saw many different colors of fishes swimming around me.the feeling was great.managed to dive nearer to the corals with confidence and managed to spot on my own a moray eel and some cool fishes hiding or camouflaging within the corals.did i also mentioned that we actually spot a ford of dolphins swimming pass?we took a small boat out to get closer to them and from wat i can see,there's at least 20plus of them swimming together.i must say we were super duper lucky.


4th dive site...near reef area


taken during 4th dive


4th dive


dolphin sightings before 4th dive.onli 2 shown in this pic


we were this close to the dolphins.lucky shit...

for our last dive for the trip,dive around the reef and saw a brand new different environment.saw lotsa coral fans,feather stars and nudibranches.spotted a couple of baby giant clam.off course i shall not forget to mentioned that i got kissed by jelly fish while descending!!!hahaha...after we went on board,we found out that the divemaster have actually went hunting for fish while we were having our last dive.hunted a couple of big fish and they cooked it for lunch.the fish was super fresh and taste super good.though i kinda feel abit sad for the fish but then again,i believe that someday that fish will still end up on the dining table.but it really really taste super good.


pic after last dive


the fish hunters with their catch...the two holding on is the J brothers

as for the rest of the time when we were not diving,we spent most of the time sitting on the roof of the boat getting some tanning done and catching some sea breeze.we even did a boat jump by running and jumping into the open sea from the highest point of the boat.the feeling was damn shiok and adrenaline rushing!!!the height that we've fallen is slightly higher than the distance when u stand on the railing of a 2nd storey HDB!!!u'll get to experience free fall for sure and u can feel ur heart dropping!!!we also managed to tok to some of the other divers and they were very very friendly ppl.super funny and crappy especially jerrich and jerome that pair of twins.gui teng was also a nice person to tok to and yeah,spoke to enqi for awhile also.on the whole,the dive trip was a pleasant and memorable one.however,i did feel abit left out for the trip itself cos im like throwed to partner kenneth's sister's friend.i mean its like im suppose to go with kenneth and buddy kenneth mah...then end up his present gf was going and somehow,i mean,no choice,end up partner jimmy lolz.then thru out the trip though kenneth and suyi did not like keep me out lahz...but then,i mean i dun wanna like be such a bright lightbulb hanging around the 2 of them mah.so i wasn't really comfortable at all but still i mus say this out.its not that im angry with kenneth or anything lahz but i just dun wanna keep this within.but im glad kenneth and suyi they all got together and enjoyed themselves.suyi was a great companion onboard too.super crappy and shitty just like kenneth.hahahaha...shall upload some pics for ur viewing pleasure...


suyi,kenneth and mi!


all the OWD except jimmy


the slack area at the top level of the boat


the open deck top of boat


our room...


the tanks recharging and holding area


the dining room and living room of the boat


the giant leap off area


most of the members on board


the boat transfer foto with3 of us on the small fishing boat

wait for further updates of pics man...i've more pics with kenneth!shall show u peeps the leaping off thingy and how high it looks...keep track yeah?

yeah...as the title suggests,i actually went down to zouk yesterday with kenneth aviel zheng and mark.Was pretty surprised to see aviel at first also.haven caught up with him for ages and both mark and zheng too.meet them @ pizza maker(if i've not forgotten the name of the restuarant) before heading to aviel's place.He actually drove us to his place before we take a cab down to zouk.well...it was an eye opener.the moment he drove into the carpark...basically everywhere parks a BMW.there's a couple of damn nice convertibles and according to him,there's another 2 ferrari parking somewhere there too.Tonnes and tonnes of luxury cars man.and that's the first time i step into this new residence too.

well,then caught up with kenneth at zouk and everyone seems to have frenz everywhere.went in and had a couple of drinks.lit my first flaming lamborghini but well,i doesn't seem to be very strong.the nite with just filled with booze and more booze.haven had such a great time liaoz...well,spent most of the time @ phuture but end up going for the later part of Mambo cause phuture is just too crowded.Had a fair share of fun at Mambo itself and actually met jeremy from Camp HA.well...i think i'll try to get him as my anchor the next time round.but still...im pretty skeptical abt helping out with HA liaoz.hopefully EDU get back to me asap.next i've actually gotten a reply for the IEC camp 06.well...basically,the pay is definitely slightly lower than wat other camp operators will be giving me for a standard 3d2n camp.but then again,the IEC camp requires less effort on our part.u're taking care of teenagers whose independant and you dun have to be that kinda RARA instructor.No cheering or those typical camp shit...its more of like a tourguide...bring them around to see singapore and stuff and at the same time u get to enjoy the benefits of having fun.Food and transport being paid for as well as being paid for facilitating.hmmm...but at least i noe if i work for 2 full weeks,i'll probably be 500+richer...can't wait...

hmmm...will have to hit MOS tonight to check out some competition as well as check out NTU's Hall 4 bash.will probably be going with kenneth that's all...yeah...We're leaving for diving tml!!!can't wait and today,the abseiling equipments will be coming in.can't wait to go down to CC and try them out and practice abit here and there.as for now,gtg...

just got the confirmation from Sean that the Abseiling Proficiency Level 3 will commerce this 6-9th june.Personally i really feel like going but there's quite a number of factors stopping me and making me consider twice.Firstly,this is actually a instructor course whereby once i attained the certification,i'll be able to conduct abseiling level 1 and 2 already.The cost of the course is actually $500 and we can actually get a $250 subsidy from the Adventure Club fund.And in order to repay the adventure club,we gotta conduct the first 3 courses for free.so effectively,we only have to pay $250 plus give 3 free courses.

from my previous experience at level 2 course,the assist manager of the PA adventure team actually said that the course is pretty intensive and will be held at OBS.there's chances of failing and we gotta be damn skilled and proficient in doing the changeover within a certain time frame...well,the fact that we haven been touching all this stuff for quite some time actually puts me off for going for the course.If we have been practicing lately,i wouldn't be too scare to go for the course.secondly,if we actually fail the course,it would be a waste of time and money.and its a huge sum to let it go down the drain.Besides this,im actually concern abt the fact whether we'll be able to conduct enugh courses to get back these sum of money to breakeven.as u noe,the local abseiling scene ain't that prosperous yet or it might not be bright at all.Chances of breaking even or even getting close to that is pretty unlikely.yes,u can argue that u've learn something but the price to this is just too high especially when our CC is already sending 2 of them whereby im not very sure if they can make it plus if im going for this,i might have to forgo possible camp assignments coming up as well as sales asssignment.and even if i get to practice everyday from now...its not possible cos this coming weekend i'll be leaving for diving till sunday.Mon-Wed i'll be taking up a camp assignment.fri to sun might have to work and that onli leaves mi with next thurs free to train.and to think that i've gotta go back to camp to dekit on the thurs...haizz...i seriously lack the time and commitment to go for this course.and to come up with another 500bucks after this weekend which will cost me approximately 500 bucks is kinda difficult for me also.and that's probably why im more of like not wanting to go for the course after typing all this shit out.Probably blogging it out will help mi look at the bigger picture and i'll be able to reason out things one by one and see everything in a more rational way.hmmm...i've finally got my answer...

well,super sianz rite here cos im actually staying home to look after my niece whose down with Chicken Pox.Cause my mum is actually working part time outside and cannot change her work schedule to take care after my niece,so i shall be nice and help her out.and did i mention that i nearly forgotten my sis's bday.she msn mi today to ask for a present!!!so i just ask her to go get wat she wants and get back to mi lolz...im realli super useless @ getting gifts so i guess that's the best way lahz.hahaha...

Happy 18th Birthday to my sis and Hanzhi...

yeah...went on a shopping trip with alvan.on the way to orchard,i bumped into edmund @ bishan mrt.glad his doing well and he kinda have this small company that he and his bandmates set up!he dropped mi a name card and it looks pretty cool.

oki...back to shopping with alvan.was looking all around Tangs level 3 for something that i like and i realised that there's nothing in particular that really caught my eyes.the objective of the trip is to fully utilise my $60 voucher from Tangs.After the first round of selection,i only find one top that i kinda like it.So i tried it and it was abit too oversized for mi.the sales person said that the white color piece doesn't have any more stocks.so sianz.in the end,took kenneth advice to get a new pair of jeans.here's wat it looks like...it's a pair of comfort fit levi's engineered jeans...


front view


back view


close up back view

and to get this pair of jeans i actually topped up with 80bucks...well...i think my abercrombie and fitch cargo pants will have to wait liaoz...i'll probably get the polo t by this mth.woahz...must work hard so that i can spend harder...ahahaha...GIVE MI MORE WORK!

after getting the jeans,met kenneth together with alvan and we went to mambo to play pool.after which,alvan left for his lessons while kenneth and i proceed to thumper to watch the Flairing competition that his supervisor is taking part.first time walking into thumper @ goodwood park hotel.pretty small and simple layout.managed to catch a glimpse of Singapore's no 1 bartender doing some flairing for us to see while his warming up.we realised that the actual flairing competition will onli start @ 9.and we only managed to catch the top 5 finalist showing their mixing skills.quite cool...then proceed to far east to get dinner and kenneth's ex supervisor actually gave us a treat.his a super nice guy and so is his girl friend.well...not all M's are f-ed up...but generally,i've seen quite a no.hahaha...after dinner then come back home lolz...super tiring...shall just stop here...

went for a short jog just now @ bishan park.now i gotta do my own xtra training cause i can't make it for sat training with the expedition team.the jog was just the entire of park 1 and 2 but then after i come home,i realised that both my ankles are giving mi some kinda signal that something is wrong.i wouldn't call it a sore or something neither its pain enugh to call it a pain.so i'll categorise it as a weird feeling.well...tml will be meeting alvan to go shopping.im still thinking if i should go get my abercrombie cargo pants first or the polo t.hmmm...will probably get either one of this nearer to the end of the mth.well shall upload it below...i seriously think its very nice...anywayz,im glad my fren have already helped mi liase with another camp operator for mi to go help out at camps.besides that,i also managed to land myself into another camp operator company that most of my odac pals are currently working for.shiok...must take good care of myself and keep myself in tip top condition for diving.and i wonder when will my NTU orientation package come...im DAMN DAMN DAMN excited can?

woke up this morning and saw the sms jason sent to mi.im super surprised.he sms..."ya the overall champ..haha.."so i tot it was meant to be some sarcastic remarks.so i msg him to dbl check lolz.in the end,he told mi no one else sold more than 20 printers for the 3 days i've worked.it was a great encouragement cos its the first time im doing sales and im pretty pleased and relax now cause the results really make mi feel that im doing good enough.well,or mayb i shouldn't just get so complacent.it could be the fact that other locations dun have nice dealers or benefits that customers can get to help them sell the products.im happy...well,later gotta hit the park for some runs before i realli start growing along the x axis man!it really feels weird when everyone is slogging to work on weekdays and spend their free time hanging around on weekends while im simply the opposite now.ahahaha...im so bored...

hooray...its finally a weekday.after 3 days of sales over @ funan IT mall,i actually have mixed feelings abt doing sales.firstly,i must thank all the staff that were there to help mi with my some call "training" over there.overall i sold 20 photo printers in 3days.many ppl were reassuring i was doing fine but well,mayb im just over estimating myself that i can do more...well i dunno.but i definitely wanted to do better...proper 10 printers away from my target for the 3 days.well...its all over.today was pretty jialat in a sense cos the crowd was even lesser the previous 2 days.sales wasn't coming in at all...tried like shit and ended with abt 4 deals by 430pm.and shop closes @ 8!!!then at that moment was quite pissed also cos i explained my product like shit and the customer went off and came back to buy from the camera counter and therefore those at the counter closed the deal without doing anything.im pretty sure there was at least 2 of this situation.felt very disheartened and din wanna go pick up a fight with the other promoters esp when she's a girl!!!so i just let it be and just dun feel like doing anything else for the day ending with just 4 closed deals and that should mark the end of my sales stint.slack and slack and slack until ard 630,there was like a sudden rush of customers rushing back to get the products from mi.at that moment was feeling pretty good.4 sales closed within an hr.it was easy probably becos this 2 customers actually attended my demo and went out to walk ard or go for dinner before heading back to look for mi to get my printer.this couple was like saying...OHHH...i was looking for you and i like ur service.that's y i must make sure u get ur commission.that really made my day despite of wat happened earlier.the other customer was actually a father of 3 and i was pretty surprised he came back to mi cos he actually have a membership with this other IT shop which could jolly well give him a better discount but he still came back to look for mi to get from mi and he told mi his not like other customers that i had, walk ard to look for the best price before coming back for my shop.i felt even better...the other 2 out of the 4 that i managed to close was pretty easy going.1 foreigner came and say tell mi why i should buy.i merely stated the benefits half heartedly he there he goes...give mi 1 of that...WOAH...shiok...the other one was abit more tricky.can see that the lady wants the printer...so i gotta use the physical method to make her get it.DUN GET MI WRONG.i merely printed out her foto using the printer and keep praising that she looks super pretty in that foto!!!wahahaha...and there comes the deal.8 deals today was pretty lucky shit for mi...DIN REALLI EXPECTED THAT.well...i realise one weakness in mi.that is interacting with ladies!!!hahaha...i mean i could have jolly well snatch my deal back from the lady cos she din do much but i chose to just let it be knowing that im not doing enough to get my self induced quota.that's my sales weakness when working with fellow female promoters.hahaha...die lahz...too gentleman liaoz...HOW HOW HOW???anywayz,even before i left the shop today,the supervisor was still not giving up.she left mi her name card and ask mi to call her if there's any changes to my weekend jobs.she wants mi back to work for her company as their part time promoter...will see how thing goes bah.im thankful that she wants mi to stay with them even though she found out that i dunno shit abt the stuff she wants mi to promote for her.hahaha...i realli feel very honoured sia...

well...after work then gotta rush all the way to my aunts place to show face lolz...MOTHER's day man...went there for dinner and some cake and came home...so tiring.

hmm...i actually missed my salsa last lesson today.quite sad lahz...but no choice...no work = no $$$ = no salsa lesson.to think that alvan helped mi and kenneth sign up for salsa exam...SIAO BOH!!!im really afraid i dun have time to practise.with so many camps and roadshows coming up,i realli dunno how sia.shall take things one step at a time then.hmmm...time to relac and start doing abit of training before i cant catch up with odac training.arghz...

well...today is my second day doing sales.my sales was pretty bad today.onli sold 5 printers.well,the crowd was worse than yesterday but i should not just use that as an excuse.im super proactive today but there must be some kind of liquidity trap somewhere that makes everyone buy nothing.but im glad i sold 5 printers today lahz.well,it could have been 6 but i let my "mentor" kelly close that deal.well,her sales today is quite sad case also and till ard 3pm she onli sold 2 cameras and was feeling quite sad.so i let her close one of the deals that im quite involved with to let her feel happy abit lahz.well,things picked up eventually but i suppose that she din really get the usual sales volume.i actually feel quite happy working there with the other ppl cause they're very frenly and helpful.wat makes mi happier is that my supervisor actually asked mi if i wanted to just become their promoter for the rest of the time im gonna work till sch opens.she's kinda like getting mi to stand with them with the middle man company.i felt super high at one moment lahz.cos its just like 2nd day of my sales then got someone that kinda recognise my effort and stuff.even the new promoter for today was like shock at how active i go all out to attract customers.hahaha...but all i noe now is im still not very zhai but i really like the job cause u realli get to interact with alot of different ppl.well...im still pondering if i should actually work for them rather than thru the agency.will check with them the pay tml first and decide later...*head swelling*...ahahaha...to think that i actually missed lunch today till i come home at 9 for dinner.WONDERFUL!!!workaholic...

well,today the temperatemental veron called mi.i guess it mus nicholas idea for her to call and clarify things with mi.well,im still very pissed with this person and the way she handle stuff.i'll probably not gonna work under her anymore.hopefully they will put mi under jeremy.worse come to worse i can just try out other companies since nic keeps reassuring mi that im good enugh for most companies outside.i hope so...muahahaha....tml will be the last day of work at south asia for this week.next week not working and wont be seeing kelly!hahaha...she's someone pretty cool to work with and she finally remembered my name!!!hope she gets her place in SMU bahz...all the best.

expedition coming and i cant go for training liaoz..i shall compensate the training by training next mon to wed myself.no choice liaoz...and i miss playing vball.1 week nv play at all and it seems that my joints are slowly recovering.should i go and train this wed...hmmm...diving is next week and i cant afford to fall sick man.diving with flu or block nose is not advisable and i definitely dun wanna spoil my virgin diving trip.take good care of myself man.and probably the next day after my dive trip will be a camp instructor assignment...SHIOK ah...

im extremely exhausted!had been standing for hours since 11am this morning till 8.then went over to kenneth's place and waited for him before proceeding to suntec food court for dinner at ard 930pM!!!well...im currently located at funan IT mall selling the latest selphy CP printers!!!...its damn nice i must say and its really hard to do sales.but i enjoy doing it.the dealers at the shop is pretty helpful also.they kept pushing the customers to my side after they're done with their camera purchase.7 is not a lot i must say.cos out of 7.1 was closed by my "mentor" and she gave it to mi to get mi started.in between,its more of them trying to help mi while i continue the later part.im really grateful to them.well,there ain't a huge crowd at all even though its a p.holiday.well hopefully things pick up tml and i aim to close 10 printers tml since its a weekend!hopefully i can achieve this target.well...enugh said.tml i'll be more proactive in doing my sales...wat's more?im damn attracted to the printer that im selling!its very good and nice.gonna try and ask for a discount price for the printer itself man...ahaha...

dunno where the hell it originated but i think its interesting...woahz...another 5 yrs before we'll see another one.


Poem by Ong Ah Bee

Recently, my white MP,
Kok on my door and very kek ki...
Say 'I've worked so hard, so vote for me
Or rubbish won't be cleared, in your vicinty'
I said 'Dear MP of my GRC,
Dun remember u, so please pardon me...
I only saw you on TV,Dozing off and jiak liao bee.
Last GE I voted for thee,2% up in GST...
Cut CPF and up utility,
Are still very clear in my memory.
5 years later, then you come to me,
Fresh from your slumber of ivory...
Say that only you can help me,
Escape from a life of poverty.
Just take a drive on CTE,
Count the number of all the gantries Or squeeze a ride on the MRT,
That has not been cleared for ye.

My life since the last GE,Has been downhill though I voted PAP.
If I vote the same for your sleeping spree,I can expect the same misery.
So this time round I vote for somebody,Who will kachiao you to productivity.
Forms fill wrong, no big deal to me,
If there's someone to speak up for Ah Bee.
So dear MP of GRC,If life no improve, vote u cho si mi??'

well...today's pay day!and off i went to spent some money!bought 2 tops today and im pretty satisfied with it.well,before i left to meetup alvan for pool,my eyes were hooked by this top from samuel and kelvin.think i'll head back down tml to check it out.before this,i think i've gotta hit town tml to check out tangs man.i have vouchers worth $60 to spend it there.currently thinking of getting a formal top or maybe a bottle of cologne.well,shall take a walk down town tml to check the best deals.

fri will be the first training day.gonna miss the plt gathering to go work man!how desperate i m for $$$.i just hope i wont place $$$ too high up on my priority chart man!well...just gotta work abit harder to earn abit to spend too...arghz..sianz...i hope i can do sales well man!ahahaa...i BELIEVE I CAN and I WILL!...jiayou...

went for a job training this afternoon @ cairnhill CC.suppose to sell some new photo printer which looks quite cool.after which,kenneth and i went to the salsa club @ union square!!!it was really an eye opener for us.even though its a beginners nite,it really isn't as simple as it seems.well, at that place,kenneth and i kinda suffered from mental block.couldn't remember our 6 sets of routines lolz!!!well,there's a certain kinda pressure there that forbids us to think clearly.then zhijian kept pushing his frens to dance with us.im like hello,we're super beginners can?and i really realise that we learn stuff in a different manner.they learn alot of fanciful routines that we guys will WOW.but kenneth and i concluded that to each its own.though we're not into such fanciful stuff yet.we feel that both teachers have their own merits.and after going to that place,im feeling more motivated to learn more salsa steps.i really wanna dance well man!hahaha...and thanxz to zj for teaching us something also lahz...and also thx to the frenz that were like toys for us!!!hahaha...*no offence*well,at a certain point of time,kenneth and mi was like if (bel,zhen zhen and eileen) was there,we would have enjoyed ourselves ever more.well,that's always a chance i believe.anywayz,i like that place also becos of the presence of a live band playing alongside with the salsa music.quite cool.they're from columbia and the lead singer sings pretty well though i dun understand the lyrics.

well,im feeling quite sad now cos i won't be attending my last salsa lesson.its not that i dun wanna go.but i have work to do and the timing doesn't permit mi to go for lessons.but i guess its the best i can do.i need money to go for more courses and thus i've gotta work.though im gonna miss the last session whereby they won't be teaching new stuff,i believe it should be alright bahz.im tired and i need to rest...im looking forward to my first job training this weekend though im gonna miss out on alot of stuff man.sadz...

im super shagged now man!just came home from diving!!!its super fun oki!!!though the equalising part is abit irritating!well,it fun laughing at one another.its even better when u get a instructor whose quite pleasant to look at.hahaha...the feeling underwater is really very different!no wonder ppl says that divers are ppl who can take PRESSURE!!!hahaha...anywayz,was practising the alternate source sharing drill with kenneth.he was the one that ran out of air.everything was alright until we ascent to the top.to simulate,he is suppose to oral inflat his BCD.so he was like asking,"eh still need to use regulator in the mouth anot huh?"(when he was out of the water,floating!!!)hahaha...super funny lahz.well,i think words just cant describe the scene man!u've gotta be there to laugh it all out.the best thing is kenneth and i was laughing underwater at su yi when she suddenly cannot take it and stand up and laugh out of the water!damn comical lahz.now im so looking forward to my overseas diving trip!everything will be so much more different.currents,temperature,waves,depth,weather etc.so many factors that will be every changing for every single dive.

after lessons,we went to casuarina prata shop for dinner.well,the place have changed alot!almost can't recognise it.we ordered alot of food and we couldn't finish it!hahaha...was trying so hard to finish every single item lahz but we just can't.

bleahz...i think i cant concentrate liaoz!gtg rest liaoz...maybe im gettin premature nitrogen narcosis!!!!thinking and acting foolishly out of water!!!arghxz...

well,im feeling super bored here and not motivated to do anything else rite now.and since im waiting for my confined water lessons which is gonna happen in 4hrs time,might as well just crap ard and attempt a to make a change for my blog bahz.im bored...seriously bored!!!no money,nothing to do,and dun wanna work with banglahs...how lazy can i get!!!im on the verge of getting real crazy!!!someone...SAVE mi!

as im blogging right now,there's this lorry with a loud speaker blasting away."thank you residents of AMK GRC for ur support.thx for ur 33.78% of votes for the workers party and we will do all best and work hard blah blah blah...."well,it was nice for them to take defeat graciously.with them parading ard my area,we can see that they're pretty well received by the residents living around here.there's lotsa ppl waving to them,showing them the thumbs up,blowing whistles etc.AMAZING sight.

anywayz,just came back from dance lesson.its my last session next week!and i can't wait to go for the next level.well,im pretty disoriented today!!!probably due to the lack of sleep!my mum woke me up earli in the morning JUST to eat the laksa that she bought home!!!ARGHZzzZZzzZzz...im freaking tire.today lesson was quite fun lahz.after lesson jessie kinda start psycho-ing us to go for this go for that.well,regarding the friendly match,im actually quite interested.just join for fun...but then,i probably dun have a partner man!HOW HOW HOW?hahaha...im also planning to go to another studio to learn salsa casino and i probably will start going for practice nights so that i can practice the steps that i've learnt!!!hmmm...the problem with me now is the level 2 lessons.im going to be so packed for june july!i seriously dunno where i can find time for lessons.1st week of june will be the ATC competition,18th will be our expedition probably till ard 30th june.then from 2nd july to 15th july,i've got a English immersion SUmmer camp to attend to.from 17th to 22th will be NTU odac orientation,25th to 2nd aug will be NTU sports camp!how how how?die lahz...if i sign up for level 2,i'll probably miss a couple of lessons lah!im so dead!...so little time but so many things to do!well,shall depend on the rate for the level 2 bah...if its not very far off the public rate,then i'll probably go for the public class liaoz...no choice...shall update again man(esp after my confined water lesson tml!!!)im excited...

finally the elections is over.well,im not particularly happy with the results.its not that i dun wish PAP to win.but all i wan is not a win with only 2 oppositions sitting in parliament.2 opposition out of 84...and how do u think their opinions would be significant?its not that they're always right and stuff,but then,when u need someone to check on the other party,what can 2 person possibly do?it probably sounds like dust dropping in a room man.i urge singaporeans not to only look out for carrots that 'benefits' us.cos if u guys actually realised,we're the ones providing the carrot in a sense.ever wonder where does all our taxes goes?yes,u may argue that voting for this party will benefit you cause they promise u better facilities,better environment better this,better that.but we should not forget that the other party could also provide us with intangible benefits like keeping the system a fairer one.generally,we gotta look out for the big picture.especially when the danger of having a single party parliament could be complaceny on the MPs part.no competition,no stress=no need work so hard=loss of public benefit=our own loss.and i dun understand why can't oppositions parties taking charge of a constituency have access to the government resources too?i've read something online which makes mi curious.it seems that there's an unfair disadvantage to the opposition parties when what they're doing is suppose to help Singaporeans improve their lives!!!why should there be a clear line between who can use government resources and who cannot use it?well, at the this point in time,i would like to apologise in case i've misunderstood the concept between fund allocations for different parties.but as far as im concern now,why can't every MP have the right to access the government resources that comes from the people of Singapore to help improve the lives of SINGAPOREANS and not going by who lives in which constituency?if not,shouldn't ppl living in constituency under opposition party be entitled to pay less tax or even no tax since they might have to fork out money to help upgrade their surroundings?i believe we should be fair and give everybody a same amt of resources and its more of judging the person by their leadership qualities rather than putting a gamble with the resources they have to fight in a election.no matter wat,i still believe that PAP can deliver and i hope that opposition parties will come back stronger with better candidates rather than fielding a suicidal team just for the sake of giving ppl a choice.we wan someone capable and no one that gives us a choice.

*the above post is just a personal opinion.whoever think that its extreme,please take it with a pinch of salt.no offencese to anyone though*

yesh...went for the interview liao!its not really an interview anywayz!have more or less been confirmed for the assignment from 2nd to 15th july.they pay pretty well.any1 wana work?mth of july and aug?faster ask mi for more details.

my ankle feels weird lately and i hope its nothing serious.i pray its jus some aches and will recover asap.im getting kinda pissed with some ppl.she's freaking irresponsible and doesn't work efficiently.judging at this working style,i think i better go work for other companies bah.i feeling freaking irritated.

interesting day i had.stepped into JJC today for the first time.its pretty nice.was suppose to be there for a interview but then the director had a super long meeting tht they decided to postpone the interview to tml.arghz...gotta travel all the way back there tml just for a short interview.no choice.anywayz,just realised that this mth will be the last mth im drawing money from the SAF!!!good and bad.good thing is that im gonna be a civilian real soon.Bad thing is the fact that i dun have any source of income.or rather,must cut down on expenses!!!i guess i should be able to get use to it bah.hopefully.gotta look for more jobs now so that i can feed myself man...arghz..currently having a slight headache but i still have minutes to type out and proposals to rush.ciaoz...im tired...

im freaking frustrated and irritated by my mum.for the very fact that she wants mi to do something for her and yet she doesn't really trust me at all.and it irks me for her to keep asking questions when i already analyse everything and told her the only solution.and hell she gives mi by continuing to ask me the same old questions again and again.and that makes mi mad.i know its kinda my fault to be speaking loudly but if u didn't irritate me with questions of doubts,i wouldn't have reach that level!!!so please please get away from me and dun expect mi to answer u twice when u've already got me loud and clear the first time round.dun try...well,this applies to others too.that's probably why im considered someone with a bad temper bah.on a seperate incident,my cousin lied to mi and i seriously hate ppl that lie to mi or even try to keep things from me in the dark.its not that i dunno that he lied on a couple of occasions but i just close one eye and gave him a chance to change.but then,i just couldn't take it today.gave him a good dressing down and punished him.now his suppose to be under my charge.no tv no play only work and more work.the onli rest=nap,sleep?...his getting out of hand and i guess its time to step in.

as for the adventure club stuff,things are going on pretty oki at this stage.i can't wait to see our first event and monitor our growth.well,my target for our club is to have at least 70members by yr end.hope that it will happened and i must make it happen!abseiling equipments and stuff will be in soon and im so eager to practice them man.well,just gotta wait for probably one week bah~!hopefully tml's interview will be a breeze for me though i might not be able to work for that period they're needing mi.but just go for the interview first to gain some interview experience.

shall blog abit more if im free later...shall go type out the minutes and stuff plus send in the quotations and stuff.till then,cya...

im so freaking boring!stayed at home the whole day.did nothing much productive.anywayz,was going through some stuff that my teachers wrote for me when i was in primary school and i realised that i still haven really changed alot from wat i used to be.im just so resistant to changes.well,its all abt my bad temper and the fact that i don't think carefully abt what i have to say before i comment on an issue or person.but why should i when i just wanna tell ppl off straight what my heart feels?why must i please ppl by having to think or perhaps censored off certain "notsonice" stuff that's hidden within my heart?im particularly pissed with this idea.no doubts that we should give a tot to other's feelings.but then again,who's gonna spare a tot for my feelings.after so many things that happened,sad to say,i come to realise that everyone is on their own.who cares?sometimes i really cannot take it and shoot it off.if you jolly well can't take it,then just too bad.even if that really cost a friendship,all i do is feel sad and think its fated to end this way.well life still goes on.but if u actually accept my comments and work it out to change or maybe discuss together to see how best we can compromise one another,that would be gr8.well...im just feeling damn sian to be ranting away.somehow im feeling pretty lost in a sense lahz...dunno wat's really bothering me also.arghz...so sian!someone save mi!!!

im feeling damn lazy nowadays.just slacking around.well,i think i gotta stop slacking and start working!im gonna go for my "tour-guide cum facilitator" interview this wed!!!wonder how it will turn out sia.anywayz,i seriously need WORK man.anyone wanna employ me?hahaha...im so SLACK!!!arghz...WHY WHY WHY?i seriously think im turning crazy man.i better stop sitting and get moving...perhaps clear up my room abit more...ciaoz...