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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

waisan and khian hao
Jonas and khian hao

im glad im home safe and sound.ALMOST got into a accident and i must say we're damn lucky.was out with the sheep gang at geylang for dim sum supper.the dim sum's very good.very fresh and stuff and we actually pooled money to buy 4D.met alicia and serene there too.didn't really talk much cos we're leaving in a rush.



before that was dessert session at Menotti with toons world.it was pretty good though i dun really eat lotsa sweet stuff.had a soffiati which is something like a cupcake containing some warm moist choco syrup with a scoop of choco chip ice cream.it's pretty nice.before that,we were out at glutton's bay to have dinner,talk cock and went to millenia walk to talk cock and take fotos!went abit of south park there and talk abt the toons world stuff.shall go settle the ID stuff asap so i can have a peaceful week ahead.



had a short chat session and someone commented that im patient.m i really a patient kinda person?nah...i dun think so!but somehow,i think i've gotten very patient with stuff and ppl around me.perhaps i've changed but then again,when im back home,it's a totally different thing?i hope i can straighten out some stuff before holiday ends and its really impt to me for i cant afford to fall any further next sem.

tml shall be another shopping day and i cant wait for our cable ski and malacca-genting trip.its gonna be a really busy day ahead later.

♥Oh, so vintage... 2:28 AM


Monday, June 25, 2007

a fren told me this:

"when you show the goodness in your heart,your always the winner.Life is an echo and it throws back what you give."

what do you guys think?maybe i haven tried my best and give my all such that i've never ever felt the echo before.be it studies,friendship or whatever stuff.all i can say is that i hope things will get better next sem.i'm thankful that i do have such great friends around.thanks alot ppl for standing by me.thanks alot.

been sorting out fotos and some fotos really brings back memory.im a determined person and i do have high mental strenght to overcome obstacles.going for treks and going against my weak body allows me to get myself out of the comfort zone and grow up.i need more setbacks to continue to grow.i'm lookin forward to the new sem with new challenges. at the same time i've to overcome all the obstacles right now and get myself out of the comfort zone again.

*hope you can overcome everything and grow stronger and i do believe u have the kind of determination.gambatte*

♥Oh, so vintage... 12:19 PM



First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my favourite GL nakaleong!!!all the best in watever you do and may ur wish come true really soon!i'm behind you man!hahaha!

sales wasn't really that good nowadays but im glad had someone to entertain me.thx for the company and hopefully we'll get to work together again...ms 'leg sour'!!!the staff there were very nice too and thanks to them,i finally got my new camera powershot A710IS!!!shiok...function and outlook wise,i believe its the best for the powershot series and i think the manual functions will definitely be useful to me.6X optical zoom is good and comes with image stabilizer.wat more can i ask for?functionality is more impt to me than the outlook and my sis was like.WHY YOU ALWAYS BUY THIS KINDA BIG AND UGLY CAMERA?hahaha...

had a couple of updates on some of my frens and im getting abit worried for my junior.well,im happy you've found a new love but pls be careful!i'm worried for you cos most of the promoters from our company ain't that decent to hang around with and esp when some of ur frens dun even think his nice just from hearing stuff here and there.but oh well,just beware man!

won't be working anymore till probably next IT show?so kinda freed up myself in a sense.i really need a life but i shall not make myself so packed with activities such that i keep complaining that i dun have time for this and that.hopefully i'll be able to go to the beach soon!but then again....odac seniors camp coming this weekend.Should i go?i'm still feeling sick and all the fatigue from work plus this and that things that's happening lately.but well,life's still pretty good.there's alot of things that i've yet to try them out and i must stay strong but mentally and physically to do them.shall really start to do physical conditioning soon!i need someone to accompany me!!!any volunteers???hahahaha...i wanna clear IPPT during aug?perhaps i should go book the test date soon!!!i needa shop and i needa start getting into the enthu mode man!!!

♥Oh, so vintage... 1:51 AM


Friday, June 22, 2007

sometimes i really wonder what happened to my friends?throughout my 22 years,i have met alot of people and made alot of friends.however,as we grow old,our social circle really shrink and its really tough to keep this friends that i've made so far.once i stepped into CJ,i realised that i've already lost all my primary and sec school friends.all i have was ODAC friends,CC friends and Classmates.went on to army with only ODAC friends and CC friends and kinda lost my classmates except for people like guanyou and bel only.the rest kinda became lost in history man!its really quite disappointing.

somehow,managed to meet up with some friends that were gone sometime ago and it seems that those catching up sessions that they proposed comes with a hidden agenda.it really defeats the purpose and aim of the catching up sessions that i have in mind.really saddens me when we use to be very very very good friends and after losing contact and finally managed to come back together,you actually came to me with an agenda.really disappointing.i really must thank woo ren for telling me all this too.his the one that changed but i didn't really expect him to stay nice to me.arghx...i guess that's the end of our friendship guys.i'm really disappointed.i really am.
but im really happy that some of you still try to keep in contact with me and i'm thankful.people like shini from my sec sch!i'll dedicate a post on this lovely girl who really helped me alot throughout my sec sch life soon.

was chatting with bel regarding dance lessons.somehow,i still have the fire to learn how to dance.i'll probably start learning dance again once i get my timetable and stuff.gonna drag some others to join dancesport next sem.its really something i would like to learn and seriously hope i can do it next sem.will probably try and go for lessons outside also if i can.BEL and BAO!!!once i cfm my timetable then we see if can take lessons together lolz!

arghx...the weather is killing me.having headaches and sore throat.wat's best is that i've just came out of the shower and wanted to go out and it starts raining like crazy!seriously spoilt my day.need to go do some admin stuff again and i'm working tml!damn sianz.hopefully huifen brings me luck like wat jonas say,she's a very lucky girl!zzzz

♥Oh, so vintage... 11:34 AM


Tuesday, June 19, 2007

http://www.flickr.com/photo_zoom.gne?id=514539214&size=l&context=set-72157600268068803

came across this pic from my frens blog and i think its pretty well taken except the fact that he didn't managed to capture down the entire ENDURANCE word.and there you go,LADY FOR ENDURANCE with the aunties and uncles aside.

feeling sick and nua-ing at home.spent the entire day at home facing my laptop,printing photos and backing up my laptop.didn't realised i have so much stuff on it until now and im having a hard time trying to back everything up and filtering those that i would no longer need.so sorry that i couldn't go for movie today but surely i still owe u 1 bimbo movie!hahaha.

heard from leslie that we have 5 new female vballers for team se7en and it seems that we might have the chance of getting professional training since volleyball have the potential to win medals for the hall.i cant wait to play with them and i cant wait to play vball.charmain shares the same sentiment and really cant wait for school reopen so that we can start bumping balls again.i hope we do have some new guy players i hope.im wondering if i should go for SPIKE 2007.its 80 bucks per team and i think i should go join to increase my exposure.but the thing is that its gonna be on the 21st of july.its also the last day FOOT which is the preparation day for SP nite and stuff.since i've already decided to commit for the camp as a SA,i shall just forget about this entire thing.will see how things go cos im really into this.perhaps i might be able to make it for both and get the best of both worlds.shall see how i can work things out.
well,thx yali for asking if i wanna join as GL for FOOT but im really sorry i can't commit to the entire camp cos sports camp is my main priority.but i will definitely be back for FOOT as a SA.so dun wry and i thank you guys for giving me that opportunity.
subject registration is damn irritatin and i freaking catch no balls on how to go about it.shall just wait for kenneth and hazel to plan everything together.hopefully we can be in the same class next sem bah!she's damn gan jiong abt it and she can't count her GPA properly.luckily you called and ask k?and because of that,u owe me a treat cause u feel happier now!shall plan for GIP together also and pray hard that i pass the interview if there's any.we shall meetup soon and tell me more about ur entre minor kz?
look forward to tml's jiuhu retreat before coming back to sg for all the shit again.working with huifen this weekend at Centrepoint and hopefully she won't be so boring.i'll probably get my camera this weekend too and hopefully jasmine will give me a good deal!!!hope the rest of them enjoy good sales this weekend cos i think we're stopping work from next week onwards bah!seniors camp coming and i have stuff to shift in hall too.there's some much to do and i haven done alot of things that i wanna do!shall work extra hard to complete everything on hand.haven even come up with ideas for adventure club involvement in super sunday and the meeting's next week.we need something refreshing and interesting to attract the crowd!any ideas?

*jiuhu...here i come!!!*












♥Oh, so vintage... 11:26 PM


Monday, June 18, 2007

today was a bad day!its a very bad day for me.i cant help but feel sian and diappointed about everything.in fact,i didn't really do much and i realised i'm feeling damn sian!what i did was just to go down to office to settle some paper work before heading walking around aimlessly before going to cineleisure for a movie.after which came home before starting doing some work and chatting online.

i'm sure alot of you have heard [ zhong yan ni er ] and somehow,i came to a point whereby i was speechless and began to ponder.yes,i do agree that i'm overboard to a certain extent and come to think of it,i really complain alot but i still do what im suppose to do.basically i just need to voice out my feelings.thanks for telling me off in sucha nice way and i really appreciate it though i really felt damn lousy!and that is the kind of friends that i need.people whose willing to tell me straight in the face that i'm so wrong.i'm sorry and i'll remember and i'll change for the better.

as we were wandering around aimlessly,i was kind of distracted and i really felt that something's missing.really hate this feeling but i just have to bear with it.watched shrek 3 and fell asleep initially.well,basically wasn't really in the mood to enjoy myself and the shagness from working added to this not-so happy meng.

was chatting online with a close fren until she asked me certain questions which i couldn't really answer myself.besides that,heard some other stuff which kind of demoralises me.this aside,i'm happy for you that you did well and it seems that you're having a great time.

there's no point getting disappointed with anyone cause no one knows and all i know is that i'm disappointed with myself.the confidence level should not fall but then again,i'm feeling lousy once again.perhaps i'm just falling sick and feeling weak too.i cant wait for camps to come and my self-imposed deadline will be coming soon.good men die young,should i be a devil?will i???

*i do have initiative but i cant always be the one when there's no reassurance*

♥Oh, so vintage... 10:34 PM



just got back from work not long.its a long and tiring weekend.sales quite sian over at my location cos firstly,there's 2 of us from canon!so its pretty sianz to split the com.i really wish to go back to those days where we solo!!!the good thing is that there's quite a no of promoters to chat with.im super tired and i think im falling sick very soon!i hope this will not happen bah!really need lotsa motivation to work and carry on with watever that i'm tasked to complete.shall start learning all those cheers and reading up my books man!arghx...i cant wait for my JB trip and cable ski!planning to get a new camera for camps.i think its time to retire my nikon camera and change to a new canon PS 710IS and start saving for the marine case so that i can bring it along for my next dive triP!!!

so many things to buy.first of all,i think i should just set aside my money for sports camp first!the rest will come 1 by 1.when u really have alot of free time,u really begin to waste time thinking of stuff.i think im lucky to have that bunch of kids to accompany me....i think im getting too tired such that i dun even noe what im typing now.forgive mi...

♥Oh, so vintage... 12:31 AM


Sunday, June 17, 2007






above are pictures that i've taken at this Blu Jaz pub which i had great time with kenneth and jonas.it was a talk cock session which serves as a wake up call for everyone of us.heart to heart talk was great and i really wanna thank them for being there always for this low level freak!hahaha...i wanna LEVEL UP!this pub is really damn cosy upstairs and i really like it alot.hahaha.went shopping in the afternoon and got myself a pair of 3/4 and a pair of new shoes.i'm a happy man.




went for night cycling with the odac ppl to recce the cycling route for FOOT camp.it was alright but the route was abit dry.but what can we expect from night cycling.the only interesting thing which freshies might not have tried before could be the night walk only.night cycling ended and went back hall to sleep.next morning went back to office to settle some admin and collect stuff before heading down to CP and Suntec to drop the stuff there.after which we went to suntec to shop around.couldn't find anything that i wanna get.then went for dinner with jonas's and kenneth's marist frens.

today was quite fun at work though time passes quite slowly.sales ain't that good due to location.but no doubt,we had fun chatting with the rest of the promoters.hope tml will be better baH!im really tired now and i wanna kun...

*zonk out*

♥Oh, so vintage... 12:26 AM


Wednesday, June 13, 2007

yea,...just found out from yy that we've been cheated in a sense.tmd...we're on the fake rec list which means the JCRC are just trying their luck cos they tell mi i've been successful in my application and will have to wait for freshies to get their room first.so basically,im like being put in front of the waiting list only.wat angers me is that they cheat my feelings.they rec ppl that dun really contribute to the hall but here i m on the fake rec list.not that i'm very gian to stay in 7 again.but then,at least if im not on the rec list,just tell it to mi in the face.i can take it one and i would rather do something else to get myself a safe place rather than for u to try ur luck that we will still have vacancies after freshie get their rooms and just dump us in any rooms cos we're in the first few of waiting list.i wonder how you're gonna answer to us if we dun get a room cos all the freshies decides to take up every single room we have in NTU!u'll be so dead

i just feel cheated and i dun like this.well...no matter wat.i'll fulfil the promise to devote to this IH for 07/08.i really dunno what to say liaoz...

♥Oh, so vintage... 9:39 AM


Tuesday, June 12, 2007

should i be happy?hmmm...anywayz,i've got a place in hall 7 through fake rec list.exact room location still unknown.but all i ask now is for them to publish the list of people that gets on the rec list and be transparent about it.Yes.People will start questioning and you guys are suppose to kill their curiosity!!!do it the right way and things will be fine.if not,there will definitely be hard feelings which i don't wish to see happen within our hall man!

i'm so rotting at home watching movies and im gonna leave home soon for Toon's world dinner.turnout should be good today!!!SPO msged us regarding com treat and comments from participants.I'm really glad that the participants enjoyed themselves and i'm very thankful that there were no major accidents and mother nature was kind to us by not raining!!!gotta head down to office to collect my cheque from nicole and head back to zenitant to hand them the vouchers!!!shall update later tonite if there's any!!!

****HAPPY BIRTHDAY SILIN!!!****

♥Oh, so vintage... 3:57 PM


Monday, June 11, 2007

its finally over.ATC 2007 was a success.

for the past few days,i've been working hard and i mean really very hard towards the big day yesterday.spent fri going around to do up the signages,and reach home 5am on sat.slept for awhile before meeting KASH whose late in the morning to get my signages and fly down to white sands.was kinda pissed cos she didn't come prepared and i freaking gotta waste time waitin for her.

spent the entire sat doing up the area i was in charge of and im really thankful for those logistic that got me the stuff i wanted.esp kelly!!!his my halus lorry ic.and thx for the nite ops getting wat i needed the most to do up my area and thanks for being the man with gary to stay overnight at halus.Halus was really a killer cause,in the day,its freaking hot without shades and at night,the place is filled with a whole company of wild dogs as well as an entire army of 'zebra' mosquitoes.ever had to go to try out the river crossing segment at 3am on sunday before the event starts to settle whatever has to be done.it was challenging and i had fun crossing the cargo net in the dark.din get to sleep at all and had to go back to event ground to get my helpers and collect my stuff before the flag off.the flow was good and im glad nothing went wrong terribly.there's so many things for me to worry abt yesterday.having to take the entire trail biking and running sector with 'wuss' was damn hard cos basically im working alone.really had a hard time esp when he went off on sat for something impt and didn't even do anything to help.promised to come back at 3am but came back next morning instead.arghx...i almost died but im glad he came back in the morning with a fren to do marshalling.but boy i was so wrong cos i keep getting bugged to change his fren's marshalling position telling mi his fren is tired and its damn hot.i just cant be bothered and the thing is i dun have enough man to shift ard.if he had so many frens and ask them down to help,this wouldn't have happened!!!being the OIC there,i had to free myself from duties and to oversee the flow.but then,i didnt have that kinda manpower and ppl who noes the place as well as i do to move around with that box of packet lunch for my helpers stuck out in the wilderness.gotta cross all those shit water areas to deliver the food to my medics and helpers.

as u noe,i've been complaining non stop for this entire event and i dun like doing this.but i realised i was so wrong.after the entire event,grace showed me this msg from a participant which really made me felt accomplished as a programmer.and looking back,i think it was a great improvement as compared to last year and everything was much organised i believe.got a couple of feedbacks from participants and i think we managed well this time round with the choke points etc.despite this,i swear im not gonna be their programmer again.its really tough to work with limited resources and being squeezed completely.programmer having to cover the job of logistic,pub etc.its really tough and we're really overwork with most of the rest doing little things.

from this event,i really see more people who i cant stand at all!what's with their attitude man.i cant believe what i heard or see.please keep ur fuck face to urself can.especially when we're joking about certain stuff and u cant take it.knn...we dun owe u a living and so what if you're a senior?dun ever think that u're an officer and u can do everything your way.everyone's shag and joking around keeps some going.certain things cant be forced and it hence we shouldn't.and dun give me that kinda of attitude that only you can see the big picture.and logistics wise,i respect you guys for doing all the saikang.but then again,if there's only 2 of you doing it alone and you complain and give attitude to others,my first question would be why didn't u guys plan the manpower carefully?no point giving this kind of attitude to ppl when u did not work to facilitate ur movement.but all in all,i still wanna thank you guys for the support but i believe there's still room for improvement on planning side.if i show attitude,u guys should noe i got damn alot to show liao lol!but all in all,i thank all my helpers and the entire com especially the log for makin it happen.

finally can take a rest liaoz...so looking forward to a good 2 weeks break now.concussed for entire day.eat sleep eat sleep movie....ahahahah...i need a good break!

*wait?hang on?indefinitely?i dunno...there's always a limit!*

♥Oh, so vintage... 7:44 PM


Saturday, June 09, 2007

short post.close to 17hours of non stop action liaoz.im super tired and i shall just hang on till the end.happy bday SEOK!!!have fun...

i hate pussies that complain to others when wat i do is merely spoke with a louder voice.its not call a disagreement when there's nothing to discuss.basically,im just trying to GAN you for ur incompetence.stop being sucha weakling and complain to others when everyone noes u cant do things.u better not screw me up tml and just hide somewhere.

gotta go sleep liaoz.gotta wake up in a another 3 hours to get my stuff done before heading out fro another long long day.keep mi awake!!!!

♥Oh, so vintage... 4:51 AM


Friday, June 08, 2007

yea...got my results already.its worse than last sem.damn cui even though i dropped one module and i have to retake it this sem.

basically...everything i aim for previously wasn't achieved except for effective communication.

Maths 2- C
Chem -C *expected to bao but i'm lucky*
Physics 2- B-
Lab -B+
Marketing - B+ * this is the most disappointing result that i get.most of my group mates got A*
Effective Communication- A*this shows i really can smoke them*

arghx...im freaking disappointed.feel like dying...gPa down by .3 and i freaking fall out of the min 3.5 for GIP application.no doubt i'll still try.i must improve next sem.arghx...

♥Oh, so vintage... 1:18 AM


Thursday, June 07, 2007

everyone seems so incompetent.must i specifically tell you every single shit and you just absorb and replicate exactly what i give you?cant you ppl just try and run through everything in your mind and do some editing on your own.and it takes just a little bit of common sense to know that there's not enough signs for the entire route.what im giving you is just for my station alone.and what the hell happened to the ICs for the other sectors?omg...i can come up with every single shit but since we're given our specific roles liaoz,cant i just relac my mind and expect that you guys can do your work on your own.

if i didn't check,tml will be another freaking wasteful day just to do up my part only.and wat the fuck happened to the other 2 of u.u freaking dun pick up my call especially when events nearing.i dunno how well to trust u ppl again.somehow i just think you should just f off and die.why bother to apply and be a unless programmer.arghx...becos of you ppl...my brain cells dying rapidly and i'm dying too!!!no time for frens,no time for rest and i dun feel happy at all.

results coming out tml.i dun really feel anything.in fact my event is more impt than results now.who cares abt results.im worried for my event only.and it better not screw up.im really very very tired liaoz.though did had a not so good time last nite at mambo,but the drink session was great.but then,sometimes things just happens and it doesn't feels too good.though im not really the one directly affected,it somehow gave mi some points to ponder upon.arghx....please keep me alive man...i'm freak pissed now and i have to keep my cool.how is that POSSIBLE!!!2more days to GO!!!

*all the best all my frens collecting results tml...wat's done cannot be undone...look forward to a better tml...*

♥Oh, so vintage... 11:05 PM


Wednesday, June 06, 2007

ALYSHA ANTONINO DREAMS LYRICS


Dream - as long as you know
It's not impossible
To make it a reality
Dreams - are always there for you
And always there for me
To reach as long as you and I believe

I'm not just telling you
All of your dreams come true
As long as you just remember that I believe
Anything that I can do
I know that you can too
Don't you let anyone ever keep you from your dreams

You can do whatever you want
Don't ever turn away from your heart
So make a wish of heaven
The stars will send you in the right direction
As long as you believe

Dream - as long as you know
It's not impossible
To make it a reality
Dreams - are always there for you
And always there for me
To reach as long as you and I believe

Don't ever think you can't
Don't ever think your hands can never reach the future that you have planned
Don't ever say there's no hope for you tomorrow
When you control the dreams that you've always known

You can do whatever you want
Don't ever turn away from your heart
So make a wish of heaven
The stars will send you in the right direction
As long as you believe

Dream - as long as you know
It's not impossible
To make it a reality
Dreams - are always there for you
And always there for me
To reach as long as you and I believe

There's no better place than where you are
So reach for the sky, you'll touch the stars
Whatever you want - dream
It's already yours
Just don't be afraid to dream

Dream - as long as you know
It's not impossible
To make it a reality (you can make your dreams come true)
Dreams - are always there for you
And always there for me
To reach as long as you and I believe

(Dream) Eventually if you dream, you know,
Eventually will come to you
(Dream) Anything you want,
If you believe that you can have the stars, the moon

(Dream) Eventually if you dream, you know,
Eventually will come to you
(Dream) Anything you want,
If you believe that you can have the stars, the moon

i like this song...hahaha...just bored and need some time off from the boring admin work i have to settle.sian...

♥Oh, so vintage... 1:45 PM



yeah...im still rushing to complete the log list and floor plan.its going to be difficult for me esp when im given the 1 of the main segment for the entire race.arghx...almost went bersek just now during meeting and i realised that i shouldn't really have raised my voice just now.i really shouldn't have done that but it's really depressing to keep repeatin myself to get the idea across to them.i really dun understand why they took so long to understand what's my concern.arghx...

4 more days and my segment gets messier by the day.given much more to do and im kinda stress right now especially when i have to handle 2 legs of the race.the bike followed by the running part.floor plans,medical points,welfare for helpers,flow of event must be taken care of.doing my very best to come up with every single shit to help improve the race and i seriously hope it will turn out well.still in the midst of finding helpers to come down on the actual day to help us out.

there's so much things i have to do.i need to go back to Bukit Panjang plaza to get my dealer's chop!!!arghx...waste time.thurs have to go back and pack goodie bag and i still have to settle the instructions and briefing for my helpers.i need to go finalise all this asap.to think i happily accepted nanxing's offer to work for the next 2 weekends.what have i done man?freaking no life liaoz and i really wish to meet up some of my frens over the weekend.i hope we do have time.probably catchup over some drinks after work?anywayz,im going to harvey norman centrepoint for the next 2 weekends.

seha's back in sg.i must find sometime to meet her before she leaves for her graduation day.guess i wont be able to see her for sometime once she leaves.mark's coming back soon too and we've already agreed to go clubbing the night he comes back man.how enthu can we get.erjie ah ling peishan and qz flew off for HK last nite.hope they have a great time over there and dun forget my drinks!hahaha..i need my regular dose of starbust soda slammers from candy empire man.its the only thing that keeps me going when im so freaking tired.next week hopefully i have time for frens man.gonna catch shrek 3 with silin and dunno who else lolz.lina wants to K and i promised ruyan to help out for FOOT night cycling as a safety officer when im not a safe rider myself!royston's back in sg and i need to meet up all these guys before sch reopens.im sry i wasn't around for the COG last week and i hope you guys didn't change much man.hahaha.will catchup with you guys soon.hahaha...i wanna go joggin.i'll definitely find time next week for that.*roars....gotta go continue with my work liaoz...

*when people get suspicious...all i do is to tell u wat u wan.HAPPY?*

♥Oh, so vintage... 2:55 AM


Tuesday, June 05, 2007

haven been updating due to the busy schedules.i'm either attending meetings or going to work.ATC will be held this sunday and we're still short of helpers.today's participants briefing was alright and i didn't expect such a huge turnout.but well,all was fine.

i need more manpower and this is really the test of "friendship" in a sense.i'm touched by those that agreed readily to my appeals for help and i believe in lending a helping hand to others when they need it.thx to lina,ivy and howard for agreeing to help out man.this goes out to teckpin too!!!though i really dun wish to involved my frens at all but then again,they really need alot of manpower to ensure that it flows smoothly.thx you everybody!

Over the weekend was busy at work over at Bukit Panjang Plaza with my attachee.first time sales person and i gotta teach him some stuff so that he can survive on his own.i hate having someone to work with me especially when we have to share the commission.but it was great having him over the weekend cos we were chatting non stop.the dealer there was great too.very nice person and i really enjoyed myself over there even though it was pretty far away from home.sales there can get pretty good but might not be the case lah.should i work next next weekend???

Steph's 21st was great.caught up with my CO and many others.it was pretty fun and im sure most of us enjoyed ourself.i was reeally pretty tired that day cos have to rush down from work.stayed and helped to clear up abit before rain gave mi a ride back hall!thx CO!!!

had a really bad nightmare on sunday!!!first time in my life!i cant believe what happened but then again,if it really happens,i think i'll be damn damn sad.but life still goes on...so it better not happen!!!hahaha...i'm scare but i'm confident.

another stupid thing i did was...i actually missed the deadline for application into mechatronics or design stream.I'm so dead.i wonder if i will still have a chance to reapply for it man.shall email the administrator tml.

cant wait for mark to be back for mambo nite maN!!!cya on 27th man!i really cant wait...and i cant wait for ATC to be over too!!!

*i know what i want.but do you?*

♥Oh, so vintage... 1:28 AM


Friday, June 01, 2007

finally got a chance to sleep like 10 plus hours after such a long time.it appears that i should be happy but then again, the bad thing is that the moment i wake up,there's so many things on my mind that needs to be done.and with ATC coming up next weekend,its going to get tougher.i realised i've made quite a few mistakes this week and im really sorry guys.i promise i'll make it up.i've decided to give up working for camps for the month of june cause i believe that its the only free time i have left for the entire holidays.i shall just make full use of it before all the camp stuff comes in.





my co called me during the middle of the night and she sounded really upset.the conversation ended shortly without me knowing what happened?i only found out what happened the next day when i msged her again.i really feel bad for not being able to help or be around for her that day man.i'm so sry and i hope everything's really fine liao!shall catch up with her on sat at steph's bday again.





another thing is i actually went to club on wed while some of my com peeps were still in the forest cutting grass,doing up the instructions and signing the route.felt really bad.im really sry man.i'm making it up for you guys!!!Don't wry...and thx grace and chongmeng for the swedish meatballs maN!!!though the club session was kinda bad and i had a bad experience that night,it was good that i managed to meetup with ppl.realised i've been busy that i dun get to see you guys.





catching full house right now as im typing and i kind of like this show!!!but sometimes i really don't understand why would someone generate such a story.if this ever happen in real life,it's gonna be so painful to be that kind of relationship man!how sad...hahaha.





well,gotta cut short this post and start doing my work liaoz.NV ending...





here's my 1 week old hair cut:


front view



back view


side view

and its gonna change soon due to the growth of new BLACK HAIR.

♥Oh, so vintage... 10:58 AM




Man of the Year

Meng Heng
29th Nov 85
CLPSS,NBSS,CJC,NTU-MAE since 07
loves trekking and traveling around
Current Commitments includes:
(1) Sports and Adventure Secretary *tgyec*
(2)NTU sports Club Sports Unlimited 15 CGL
(3)NTU Hall 7 FOC GL
(4)Hall 7 volleyball capt
(5)Teck Ghee Adventure Club com.(aka Rose of Jericho)

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Nepal
Volleyball
Being Successful in life
The Dream House




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