Saturday, January 03, 2009
end of my IHG journey for this year.everything ended just too fast.lost everything at the QFs.despite the strongest showing this year,i would say we dun have the form during the games.damn...i have enough of losing.be it sports or watever shit.Even studies...i've been losing too much.and i come to realise that 付出不一定会有结果. it really made me to rethink of my options and stuff.it really sucks and i seriously dun train to lose.so do others but why do we always perform below par when it comes to actual games?its really a painful end though i would say im not the worse hit for the case of softball.but i seriously feel for him.
it seems to be tough to pick things up from now.seriously tough.to a certain extent,i kinda have enough of everything.im already thinking of wat i should do next ihg.like seriously,i dun wanna join things out of goodwill anymore.i only wanna join things that i wanna do and i must stick to it.feeling's are different now,very much...or should i say,i dun feel that much anymore.i just dunno why.i wan my freedom,i wan things MY WAY.i wanna slack but play hard for things that im interested.i wan i wan...
♥Oh, so vintage... 5:50 PM
Thursday, January 01, 2009
i'm shocked and im angry to learn what is happening.i'm in no position to judge but i seriously hope you know wat you're getting yourself into.this is so absurd and disturbing.If im the only one that thinking abt it,mayb im just biased.but if there's more than 1 person talking abt it,then something is DAMN WRONG.you've just changed my impression of you...and i seriously dun see what good you'll get from this.X FACTOR?i hope you know exactly wat you're doing man!
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:55 AM
