Wednesday, September 30, 2009
what kind of happiness can you offer when you have nothing at all?
so long as u keep smiling,all is worth that effort.
actually,i just feel like a sore bastard now!but then again,that's just a small part of the reason to leave. its just a jersey no but i just dun like the way it was handled. but anyway,i just dun wish to play for the simple reason that i wanna free myself up!i still love vball but i wanna spent more time out of hall.i simply lost faith in hall.wat friendship, wat loyalty, watever they call it.i just felt its a good wake up call. my only suggestion to you guys is to engage the junior players! if they dun come, you guys will be in trouble! jiayou se7en vballers.
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:52 AM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
i've finally decided.its time to move away when things ain't feeling the same anymore.its definitely easier and i wanna have more time out of hall. 3 years of hall is enough for me to see so much and learn so much. thank you very much. i've enough of all the nonsense and things which i shouldn't be too affected. tell me about how much you love hall and stuff, it still boils down to nothing. i guess i've given back enough and its time to give some back to myself! i decided not to play vball for hall, and im gonna just stick to cheer and softball and that's it. the rest of the free time this sem will be used for mugging and my frens. by doing so,i've free up more time for myself,and definitely this free time will be more worth while though i cant leave hall cheer for now. this is definitely worse sem of stay in hall by far!year 4 sem 1,i really hope to erase all these from my memories.
DAMN!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:05 PM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
been pretty overwhelmed by tonnes of things especially academic studies.project is the killer so far and the best part,hall.
finally elections is over and i finally have a successor.Nice that his hardworking given the fact that his inexperienced. Poor chee ann having to carry a uphill task of managing cheerleading and all the social events.
Having spoken to many ppl lately, it has come to my attention that feelings aint the same anymore. Especially when things have come to this stage and i felt its more of like politics already. Ppl growing dreadful of these and that and that really sucks. its time for some damage control and i really dun wish to see the end of it, or should i say, a START of a NEW beginning. Perhaps that will then ensure the survival than experiencing the fall with my own eyes.
It must be noted that im not that nice when anyone really chose to step on my tail. Seriously! and when i dun say anything means i dun feel anything. i might not be the best person to do this but i dare to say that im aware of ppl ard and their feelings. We're not machines and we dun just do things our way/ rather,force it our way. i dun believe in using the same old shit over and over again. Ppl change and thus new working methods must be deployed. I'm also very irritated by ppl that just dunno when to stop. Its freaking irritating cos when its time to move on,MOVE ON. When its time to stop,STOP. Dun leave behind bad memories and worse still irritate third party.oh god, did i mentioned 3rd party?hmmm...gosh...
its a bad bad year...like seriously.i really wonder if i should just wash my hands off everything and dun give a damn and concentrate on my FYP. okie, or should i also include giving my commitment to Denvers as one of the final 16. its really overwhelming now.options open,bastard's a choice.What to do now?
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:59 PM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
一盘散沙
好失望 ：（
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:28 AM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
ego gets no one anywhere. No room for coexistence?hmmm...just strong headed freaks.
n i cant believe u're actually so selfish! ridiculous. im disappointed!
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:49 AM
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
how to cope with stress?HOW HOW HOW?
i need strength to carry on.standing right here alone just doesn't feels right.
a short walk down to the com hall, laundry and back to my room could actually affect me so much. small talks and msning kills everything tonight.
*i still love you.i do!*
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:23 AM
