Monday, September 29, 2008
i swear i wont take beer when its not really chilled.its fucking disgusting.after watching tang xin feng bao today, i really feel something.how sad it is and it seems like it always happens in real life too.omg...fucking disgusting.oh gosh...why m i using so much f words now?gosh...DAMNS!
ignorance is bliss and i hope i can have the ignorance.im really jealous but it kinda make me feel the need to double up already!but how,i really still dunno.i really feel the stress now.esp when there's so much things to juggle.this is really a challenge to me rite now.i wonder if anyone will understand how im feeling now man.
anywayz,during the recess week,really gotta thank my unofficial SP!!!thanks alot for dropping by and giving me the cookies!it roxs and im really touched.thx alot.it really made my day!!!i hope you're coping fine with ur studies too.anything,im just a call away man.seriously.
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:42 AM
Sunday, September 28, 2008
the best thing i did this entire recess was heading to sentosa for toons world outing.that's like my only break for the entire week.that's how boring...but well,it was a great session out under the sun,on the sand and by the beach.i realised that its been a long long time since i've hit the beach.perhaps its time to go back more frequently.i just so feel like playing beach vball once again.SERIOUSLy.i need the kakis!!!after sentosa was followed by a meal at seah im and then ben & jerry!!!shiokness...
instead of mamboing during the recess week,went for junior treat seniors thingy at bugis.the food there wasn't too bad just that there's no variety!oh damns...i miss mambo-ing.Today was suppose to head to cool deck at sentosa for the so call RnB party!but ended up coming back to hall to study.oh boy,seriously no life right now.i missed those days...
*surely have fallen.and let my love get u home.*
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:00 AM
Friday, September 26, 2008
definition of RIGID:
–adjective
1.
stiff or unyielding; not pliant or flexible; hard: a rigid strip of metal.
2.
firmly fixed or set.
3.
inflexible, strict, or severe: a rigid disciplinarian; rigid rules of social behavior.
definition of FLEXIBLE:
–adjective
1.
capable of being bent, usually without breaking; easily bent: a flexible ruler.
2.
susceptible of modification or adaptation; adaptable: a flexible schedule.
3.
willing or disposed to yield; pliable: a flexible personality.
WHICH DO YOU PREFER?im flexible but i dread working with RIGID PPL!its killing me.SERIOUSLY!and i ain't no SUPERMAN!i cant possibly devote everything into this shit when i dun even have time for my studies.that's very WRONG!!!arghx...
*throw stones at girls!!!*DAMN IT!
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:46 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008
i miss sitting on a swing.and yesterday,i did just that.the swing is sucha wonderful thing.sitting right under the cover of many millions of stars, swinging as the cool wind blow,not forgetting a mug of beer in ur hand. it's really a break that i needed badly. it seem that i've thrown everything in this world away for that few moments. it was sucha good therapy and i swear i'll buy one of that swings and put it in my house next time!
anywayz,its the START of hell week!looking forward but not so looking forward to it.i must seriously start studying already!if not,i'll just die!stop jio-ing me for MJ or watsoever kz.thx.now i just wanna focus on studies, volleyball, softball and cheerleading!so yeah...sometimes,i kinda look forward to cheerleading practices at denvers!training there gives me motivation plus the fact that its near my place and it means that going to denvers= going home!!!SHIOK-ness...
pics will be up real sooN!watever i'm doing this recess week
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:23 AM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
ever taste bitter beer?i have.*pukes*
sry for being just random.its hours before SU16 GL list will be released followed by 3003 quiz.there's a part in me that want you to get it but also dun wan you to.u should understand my worries too.but well,if you're gonna get it,just hope nothing happens man!if not,i'll feel damn bad!!!SERIOUSLY.
side note...looking thru the past year quiz paper seems to make me feel better.its seems like things ain't that difficult after all.i hope i can perform later.im tired...seriously very tired.and i have yet to see my sinseh and it seems like its slowly recovering.i wonder if i should go and if so,when?i dun seem to have any time for it man!ahaha...DAMNS.
*STUDY LAHZ*
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:36 AM
shit.
that's the word that correlates to how im feeling now!u just see how trying and trying too hard makes a difference.perhaps,im just too focused on things i shouldn't have.things that i noe i shouldn't and i won't do.perhaps its just not right.watever the case.all i noe is im overloaded with shit.tml will be heat transfer quiz.i desperately wan a break for this week!just fucking disappointed with self.there's no one to blame except for self!i just wish that i can do all my quiz questions tml.that'll just make my day a little better.
sometimes, i really wonder if the problem's with me man!!!like SERIOUSLy!and the truth is...it hurts :(
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:57 AM
Friday, September 12, 2008
as i bid farewell to this place where i held on dearly for 2 freaking years, i've truly opened up my eyes. 2 years ago,it was a group within a place where i can find that homely feeling.but as time goes, i see and learn. till this point, i've finally given up totally. taking a step back, i realised how naive i was and see the ugly side. esp after the call, its a total slap in the face to make me wakeup. is that the kinda people i wanna meet?its not an expensive lesson to learn but it'll just be the last one.thanks for the wakeup call.i dun care if they're gonna see this cos i believe that they have already lost my trust in them and i only care abt those that matters to me and there's really not much to name afterall.i would just say that im extremely disappointed that's all.
i still wanna thank those that matters to me.esp all my rhumba peeps!thanks alot...u were the ones that made me stay and you were the ones that made me realised my foolishness.i also have to thank a couple of them that crossed my paths during this 2 years.u ppl should noe who u r!i really appreciate it!thanks once again.
all i wanna do this year will be to truly enjoy myself and hope to bring more fun and laughter to ppl ard man!
im glad that you're happy!and it just makes me feel happy for ya too!cheers :)
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:25 PM
mixture of feelings.
cam's back with me already!repaired with no charges!!!GAN HENg.afterwhich i went to take a short walk.sometimes it really helps if i have some free time to just walk ard aimlessly.the gentle breeze right into my face kinda refreshes me!but after that short walk,its back to reality.
freshie gl recommendation meeting wasn't really good for me.i noe i did my best to help but then,i just cant gurantee that my freshie can get it.it hurts to see that someone really want it badly and seeing that she fits the bill but yet might not have the chance due to medical reasons.it really sux.and i believe i'll cause certain ppl not to be able to get wat they wanted.but i believe i was just being objective and i did it for the sake of the club!so pls do not blame me for wat i've done for wat you've showed us did not prove ur worth.im sry.
stress building within.with so many things coming in at the moment,it really just make me cannot breathe!i learn to cherish my time more than before but its not enough cos i dun have enough time!i've 132134252 things at the back of my mind while having to settle 23130291 things!all i need would probably be encouragement and strength.be it a simple sms or wat.its all these that make me smile and feel better.
all in all,i've just this short story to share and i realli find it meaningful. check this out:
http://www.comchest.org.sg/comchest/MyCharity/OurChampionsforMyCharity/tabid/171/Default.aspx?Id=222a single starfish storey!!!
*i hope everyone's doing gr9 and thx for the concern and im touched!*
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:03 AM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
shag.tml first mp3011 presentation.i shall be more active in doing mp3011 or else later my group condemn me!so many things to settle!hahaha...wonderful lah!and it just feels weird tonite.seriously weird.i dunno how to explain but its just feels like there's a void somewhere there but not there.
ho seh lahz.this weekend burn!!!swee...
all the best for my MP3003 QUIZ!
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:20 AM
Monday, September 08, 2008
for 1 moment i feel so naked without my camera!!!i wanna take more fotos but now that its in ICU.just have to wait for its recovery.hopefully, medishield covers everything!!!if not gotta fork out money!damn broke now lahz!
finally started studying and it seems that heat transfer aint that difficult after all!but well,i haven started doing tutorials!and i realised that im more conscious of how i spend my time after joining JCRC cos i can forsee that i'll be spending damn alot of time on JCRC.so need more time to do my other stuff!jiayou man.that could be a good thing that i learn to cherish my time more!MAF drawing closer and good thing is i've more or less completed the proposal!next proposal will be the investiture which should be done in probably 2 hours at most!then will come the halloween idea!interesting but shag.just take over and i've already 3 events on hand.looking forward to the tough times ahead!!!
i shall remember to go for lessons tml cos i dun wan a sec warning email!!!for all you noe he bar
me from going for exams.arghx...take care ppl!!!dun sleep too late and take care of ur health!!!
New member in my familY-CHarLotte!
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:44 AM
Friday, September 05, 2008
well done lahz.first time i received sucha mail.GG.
i'm exhausted but happy at the same time.i must be thankful i have such great friends ard.REALLY!thank you ppl.
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:12 PM
Thursday, September 04, 2008
feeling kinda weird right now.had a good talk with beckie today and perhaps wat she said was pretty right.perhaps i should just treat it that its normal and nothing special before i head into another pile of shit.it hard to move away just like that but things aint really in the best situation for me right now.im really lost as for this.all i noe is i have so much to worry abt and plus the 2 of u to worry for as well.there's really a limit to how much i can do man!seriously.i dun wanna suffocate man but at the same time i really need a signal!perhaps im not putting in as much effort but then,i just feel unsure becos of certain facts which i probably cannot get pass myself.im really disappointed and its super duper disappointed kind!arghx...but if its meant to be,it will...
time to prioritise!!!WAKE UP!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:52 AM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
is it outdated news or wat?i really wonder.if it is,then i should be glad.if not, i'm probably a fool again!seriously speaking, i really dun understand the intentions and stuff and it really keeps me in suspense and hanging in the air.thx alot.but sometimes i feel its pretty fun and exciting!
elections day tonite!!!im looking forward and also not so looking forward to it.time to start work for MAF after that and i should really wake up and not procrastinate anymore.must start catching up on my studies and stuff.less play and work MORE!u can do it!!!
jiayou.jiayou.jiayou
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:29 AM
