Sunday, March 30, 2008
just came back from my study break!well...i've been taking alot of breaks trying my best to cover my maths 4 module!ITS KILLING ME LIKE CRAZY.studying things that doesn't really make any sense sucks!and the best thing is i cant move on without seeing the proof of certain things.just feel damn uneasy abt it.anywayz,2 weeks to papers.and i haven even completed any module revision at all.die lahz.it seems that this sem is worse than the previous.WHY isit so?i've started earlier already.arghx...DAMN IT!
anywayz,i kinda made a decision that i wont be stayin next sem anymore if i dun get my single room and get allocated to a double room with a cui roomie.pray hard i'll get my own comfort zone in hall.that's final...and as well as my take on wat to join next year.i figured out that i should do something different since i still have 2 more years in ntu.i wonder wat's gonna be fun and meaningful.i was wondering if i should continue to go for salsa lessons since i did learn that before and i had fun.besides,there's also other latin dances that i can go for and learn.then shall wait for the dancing queen dk bEL to come back and be my partner!!!UPS lahz...shall see how thing goes.
anywayz,as mentioned before,this year im allocated back to toons and though everything doesn't really seem quite right,after yesterday's small talk with ah dian and waisan realli work wonders.it seems that we see eye to eye on the fact that we have no culture and we have nothing to lose and everything to win.weird combi u can say but we're positive that deep down inside us,there's a huge surge of power waiting to be unleash!!all we need to do is everyone puts in alittle bit more effort to noe one another and we will be good!!!im looking forward now...cos im gonna put in my final 100 and 1 % effort!its a final chance and we're gonna make it together.
lixian's bday party was great.had fun chnging linalo all the way.damn funny.thx to ah dian for the ride to the party and back to hall.forsee more 21st parties to come.and sad thing...all the guys will be on standby!u ppl noe wat i mean!hehehe..
time to take a shower before heading back to the books again!DAMNIT.
for those taking exams and mugging like crazy now.
printf("jiayou");
*basically it just a C statement telling the program to show 'jiayou' on that damn prompt window!!!*
*i feel damn guilty for bringing up ur hope and smashing it on ur face by saying I'm not going anymore!!!so sry...i hope you can understand my situation.its tough.*
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:26 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
it sucks when u tot you could do it and yet it ends out otherwise.and the best thing is,i feel kinda guilty for trying to influence.arghx...
now...all i can do is to look forward to wat's coming up after exams man!arghx...i feel so sianz!but im HIGHLY motivated to study except that i also suffering from LACK OF SLEEP syndrome!omg.like wtf...
i really need to plan everything from now.i keep planning for others and nv did i really do any planning for myself.now i come to realised i've missed out a great deal already!OMG...OTUL!!!
fittness getting from bad to worse and i freaking gonna clear my IPPT after exams
and i must start training alraedy.i need my 400 bucks and i need it urgently.hopefully i can find enough money to bring me on a vietnam or thai triP!hehehe....i need to shop badly!ehehehe...
bought 4 novels over the weekend and it arrived on tues.i've read one and my part time borrowed one from me.very touching story and she actually cried reading the book.omg...i think i seriously got a good deal buying these 4 novels cos i enjoy reading theM!so so so long since i've read a book.and the last time was probably when i was in primary 6.hehehe...im falling in love with books once again!
quiz was bad today.just when i tot i can score for computing this time round,the quiz suck big time and kinda demoralised me man!omg...and tml's 02 quiz again!hope i'll score for it man!gtg kun already.shall update again....
*pls come out of ur shell and play.u're not alone!!!*
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:05 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
last nite was gr8 with se7en vballers.we went out for zichar dinner like a family of 8 at extension.the food was gr8 and company was just as good.after which headed back to hall for 2 rounds of mahjong.super crazy mj session whereby everyone was winning big and as the turnover for the entire was pretty high,it ended up that no one really lose too much.hehehe...HENG ahz.
today was wasted as i woke up late this morning and then,was busy watching dexter season 2 cause its getting more and more interesting.damn it...shouldn't have started watchign it!and since i've started,im hooked.arghx...then went to chinatown for some stuff and seminar before heading back home and tada...NUA!!!going to sleep and heading back to hall earli so i could study!hope i can wake up on time and go back before lunch time!
enough of breaks...time to get serious and up my gear alreaDY!
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:54 AM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
yes...getting more focus and spending more time on studies already.well,i was hoping my mentor could do something to help me to get my special sem 1 elective cos i cant do in special sem 2.hopefully he'll be able to do some magic or else...i've already planned wat to do.the tough thing would be to carry out what i'm deciding to do.there must be some form give and take.OR ELSE...that's the end.or rather,it'll just mark an earlier ending than it was suppose to be.
watever the case,i MUST go for 1 elective in either of the special semester!!!unless the school decides not to give it to me.but its highly unlikely man.
last but not least,thx part time for the home cooked soup man!taste great and it's one of my favourite soup back at home!SHIOKness....SERIOUS!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:55 AM
Monday, March 17, 2008
Black and White.
was browsing thru my photos when i came across this.it was taken by sean when he went down with js ps and ah ling.i like it along and it depicts exactly how im feeling right now.everything's turned from a colourful world into just black and white right within.i just feel so empty right now.be it my heart or my brains or even physically.it just feels emptY!!!bad...i feel the need to be serious now and i need to be more discipline!i needa work on almost everything and i freaking haven done much yet.i still have 32 days to go and how will i fare from now?i really dunno.did a reality check just now and i freaking have to get approximately 4.5 GPA per AU in order to bring my CGPA for next sem up to 3.8...that's crazy.and im not far from it considering im like 3.6 now!omg.
gtg sleep earli from now on and wake up earli to condition myself to exams.it sounds crazy but i think it really helps!i cant following my usual routine and wake up like say 10am still seh seh cannot think.most of my papers will be in the morning and i cant afford to let my mind go haywire at that kinda timing!pls give me the strenght to carry on.tml will be a better day and i seriously hope to find back the colours in life.
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:29 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
stagnant life.
haven been updating for quite awhile for the simple reason that there's realli nothing much to update.on top of that,i didn't really have any time to blog too.there's just quiz after quiz.damn irritating.and its exactly a month to exams and im definitely trying my very best to catch up with the entire sem of work!!!
im realli disappointed that i didn't get into the world i wanted.besides that,things just happens every now and then which make me begin to wonder.no longer have that desire to be part of this with so many things going on.1st year was a great experience,2nd year was a great experience in a different perspective.as for now...its enough and i have enough already!realised that there's no one i can depend on and all these ppl you've made friend with can only share the fun times with ya excluding a few of them.yes...thx for the good OLD memories and it stops just there for good.
thx for the concern and encouragement.sometimes i really feel like u're special cos we just kinda think in the same way and share the same views though we've met like less than a year!its really amazing that i have a friend like u man!thx alot.
IT show was damn sianz this time round for me though i have the usual few peeps to disturb!or rather,there to entertain me.and there's this new additION!!!hahaha...realli nice working with you ppl keeping me entertained!hopefully ah lian will get her group of cutie friends to work with us next time round and i wont have to miss out this cuties!hahaha...this time round wasn't realli into the sales mood and i probably sold ard 100 only.but sales on the overall seems very good!and hopefully we'll have more than 900 bahz.
im currently staying in hall and wont be heading back home already.for the simple fact that i've 5 quiz in 5 consecutive weeK!and its like i've just passed the mid week only.and after the 5 weeks of quizes,it will be 2 weeks to start of exams.basically,no time to rest.i'll definitely need a good break for this long holiday and hall overseas trip will be the first thing i'll be going for.PULAU REDANG!!!shiok shiok...2 days right after last paper and i'll be back just in time for EID!!!freaking waste of time for just 2 AUS!damn it...best thing is im going for special sem and after which will be camps already.im so packed to the brim so much so that i think that i've been missing out on alot of other stuff.things wont be the same any more next year.definitely!i need a change in my life.
*do appreciated wat you and dun regret only when u lost it all*
33days to exams...and i'll be good!so should you too.
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:24 AM
