freak man...im so pissed!wonder wat the hell is going on in the freaking sis man!coming up with all sorts of stupid ideas!fancy her giving away the study table that's meant for her to do her work!it cost freaking 500++ bucks and she juz gave it to the town council without discussing with us man!i think she's freaking screwed lahz...my dad is so freaking angry now!and now she cause my mum to get scolded!freaking STUPID lehz...waste money and all the shit...im realli angry with my sis and her screwed up brain man!SCREWED UP!!!wat the hell is wrong with her man...and she freaking hell thinks its alright...WOMEN,always the root of all problems man!cant my sis juz get abit more sensible?SENSIBLE PLS...wake up her FUCKING idea man...i realli cannot take it esp when my dad is scaring my mum!!!all BECOS OF my FREAKING STUPID 18ODD SISTER...im currently bloggin this to get away from the "argument"...well,i personally wont do something this STUPID in the first place to get myself into trouble!

14th jan:
its a extremely busy and tiring day!so many plans but so little time!woke up earli in the morning to rush to Science Centre for my volunteering program!!!we brought the boys there to have some fun.this time round we not only had boys from our regular grp,but the home also included a few other boys to join us for this science exploration trip!!!after the boys were split into grps,within my own grp,i was suppose to take care of this super ultra big size boy call alex!his super duper difficult to handle man!but well,i think i still managed to keep him under control!!!one thing abt him is that he likes to wander off without telling anyone!!!next,he doesn't listen to instructions and his damn huge to be like pushed ard!but then,off course im kinda strong enugh to push him ard when he wanders off from the group lahz...realli a tough kid to handle man!well,taking care of him is super tiring lolz...so when we had some free time to actualli walk ard to look ard,i didn't realli go far...and i was recruited by hazel and boonliong to help out with the skit later on.after the science centre trip,went out with the rest of the volunteers for lunch and some of them spoke to mi.well,they seem to be pretty interested in wat im doing and stuff...ahahah!!!after which,i left with mingchun...at first wanted to go down to East Coast park to do some recce...but then,was super tire liaoz,so decided to go home get some rest before heading for kenneth's bday party!!!


pelvis and mi!!!(one of my fav boys)


tat's ALEX!!!and the rest of the team


the boys from the home

went over to kenneth's place ard 610pm...not many were there yet!the reason for mi being there so earli is such that i can leave earlier to attend the other 2 more celebrations!!!well,the good thing is that kenneth's place is at potong pasir which is definitely easier for mi to travel to sentosa for the next party more conveniently!well,kenneth have been my best buddy since my first 3mths in CJ...well,he could be consider one of those frenz that managed to keep mi in CJ as well as odac man...his one great crap-piess...gone thru shit with him and keep in contact till now!its been 4yrs of frenship and its still going strong!thx pal...his party also kinda act as a gathering for the odac peeps man!many of us turn up except afew of them and we were so busy catching up with one another talking abt anything under the sun man!then i met my BMTC mates at his party too!both were from my plt...Roland and Zhenhao...caught up with roland as he was one of those that arrived earli!took pics with him,kenneth and my ODAC die hard pals man...well,had fun teasing kenneth's indian ex classmate!!!well,i left ard 8 before kenneth could cut his bday cake man...im so sorry but im sure he understands...


Kenneth's classmates and mi


5th ODAC Family


Mi and the b-day MAN!!!

then i rushed over to seha's party @ sentosa!well,seha was my sec sch classmate!we were pretty close back then...having fun sitting beside one another!always bitching abt ppl,discussing abt our crush blah blah blah...she's also considered my saviour lah!without her, i think i wouldn't have made it to CJ also!being a very lazy me,she noes that i always dun do my maths and bio work!!!so she always helps mi out by lending mi her hw earli in the morning to copy!!!but well,she make sures that i dun copy blindly and understand wat im copying...besides that,she's always there to help mi with english,my worst sub man!but aft we went seperate ways aft Olevels,we seldom meetup or even chat but juz occasional smses to keep this frenship going man!well, was shocked she actualli invited mi to her 21st bday cum farewell party lolz!though i din noe almost everyone,i realli had fun catching up with her and gregory!and she's freaking generous with hugs man...ahahah...besides that,met linda on her way home!muz realli thk her for helping to get seha's present man!well,still owe seha a prata date before she leaves for aussie this coming feb!!!im realli glad we're still good frenz aft all...


Gregory,seha and mi!!!

after which,left from seha's party to meet up with the mumbo peeps to celebrate js's bday!!!arrived ms ard mid nite man...then accompanied them to bowl and tok abt going for courses and diving!!!afterwhich,went to eat punggol nasi lemak at hougang!!!on our way on roger's car,we encountered a road block!!!well,the car was overcrowded with a total of 5 passengers!at first we were so afraid that we might get roger into trouble,but he was calm lahz,ask us to steady abit and slowly drove past the block!!!well,the police onli stopped a taxi with 2 indian guys lahz...HENG sia...ahahaha went home ard 3 and gotta wake up @7 for abseiling course man!!!STEAM!!!>....ahahahaha


the mumbo peeps....

well,had a superb weekend...SUPER busy running ard like a mad man...attend bday parties,went to science centre,went for abseiling course level 2...realli had a great time...well,at the expense of SLEEP TIME!!!well,its definitely worth it...anywayz,tml i gotta bk in earli for a rehearsal @ istana!!so super sian,wanted to blog but im afraid it would be a long one man.well,guess i realli need some rest before i realli faint during parades...shall blog tml when i hav the time man...well,the momentum is increasing...im getting super excited!!!FUN FUN FUN...

hooo...im back home now resting!juz came back from the doc and he gave mi mc for tml!!!horray~!finally got a chance to take a rest lahz!well,today quite swaay!!!trained for a short awhile w/o my gloves on and panggg...kana my palm and the old wound bleeds again...ahhaha...but luckily not too bad...but the internal bruise is getting even painfuL!!!well...nothing realli happened today lahz.all i did was left camp and went to novena square to look for shoes and help to check out Jianshun's present!ALL ALONE!!!pretty boring also...duno who else to ask for company man!well...hopefully i can rest and reflect on myself and prepare the watever stuff that im doing for the adventure club man!!hahaha...*afk*

today is a freaking tiring day for mi man!well...to start the day,i almost fainted at the parade today!well,waas suppose to be the reserve until one of my juniors can't realli do!so being the ever gungho person,i juz volunteered to go lahz!well there was another reserve but then again,since im not an instructor,so i should actualli be the one that take up the "sai Kang"...so went up and did the parade!the guest made us wait for super long and there im not feeling very well already and have to wear that freaking thick and stuffy ceremonial dress,it realli sux!well,managed to hang on till the end lahz~!if not sure die liaoz...juz kept telling myself to hang on cos i cannot afford to fall!if not later all my juniors look down on mi sia...that's our culture!NO ROOM FOR MISTAKES!!!after the parade,went back camp and immediately went back to bunk to take a rest lah!all thx to my sick body and that freaking choy whose my bunk mate for talking loudly on the fone thru out the nite till 2plus...well,its juz my luck to be his bunkmate and last nite,there was onli the 2 of us in the bunk...so there wasn't realli anyone to shut him up!well,at least im nice enugh to give him the freedom to talk since his the duty personnel last nite!but din expect it to last that long man..well,he managed to sleep thru out today till bk-ing out while i tot i could do the same!well,i was wrong!!!went down for training of new formation for next mth's performance!mind U...NEXT MONTH!!!super garang rite?hahaha...there's a price to pay lahz,was so not focused that i lost grip of my weapon and hit my shoulder twice.and also,dunno why i hit the weapon so hard till i actualli bruised my palm!!!stupid or wat...haizz...juz cant seem to focus lately...and i seriously hate being anyone's puppet man!pls...stop it...i can be super nice but well,i can be super evil too...dun try mi cos u wont noe what u will get...i dun wish for anything bad to happen also.PLEASE!!!then went shopping aft camp even though not realli feeling very well...thx to ah ling for accompanying mi to shop lahz!well though i din get anything for my frenz while shopping with ah ling,well,i did managed to find another fren to share a GUESS bag for my sec sch mate...dun ask mi how much cos i dun noe how much YET!!!but then again,its definitely worth lahz...a 21st and farewell gift to my saviour!!!

yesterday was quite bad for mi lahz...though it was a public holiday,it wasn't realli that good as well!RAIN RAIN RAIN!why cant i juz hav that bit of sun even though im not feeling good!couldn't blade,couldn't play frisbee or have fun at the beach!ended up playing boardgames at this cafe at parkway parade area!well,its the usual mumbo suspects!!!well,before i rushed to meet them,drove down to beach road army market to get my new naglene bottle!!!hahaha...then shopped ard to see if there's any stuff that i can get but din find anything tht i fancy!!!well,almost had an accident on the road cos its super slippery on a rainy day!but im sharp and fast...ahahaha...LUCKI shit...anywayz,aft that rushed home to get my stuff and met erjie qingzhou and yifei to go to parkway...met diana and pass her her notes...played boardgame and lost and drank a mixture of banana mocha strawberry freeze!!!aft that went to parkway parade to shop ard...then went over to hongkong cafe for dinner...at that point in time was feeling quite sucky liaoz...but still ate abit and left for camp!on the way back,super suay lahz...vomited and was coughing like mad...well,the lucky thing is i went to the toilet to vomit lahz...if not like so paiseh sia...ahaha!im feeling so useless now man...realli...mentally and physically tire!some little time but so many things to do!will i ever achieve wat i wan?i realli can't say it for sure...but one thing im sure is im trying my very best to squeeze everything out of mi till im dry and that could explain y im falling sick and feeling lethargic lately!hope things will improve and hopefully i can make use of the placebo theory that mr lim always used in the past!come to think of it,i realli miss those days trekking thru the jungle with ur pals taking care of one another,encouraging one another,and having fun togetheR!!!i hope we can come together again to revive our friendship!well,i also won't mind doing things like that with another grp of frenz though...but then,trust mi,im super crazy when it comes to this!when u wanna do it,do it the hardcore and tough way!then u'll enjoy the trip...at least for mi...hahaha...

well,onli hav a few points to blog nia lahz!anywayz,i've gotten my DREAM phone yesterday!YESH...my brand new W800I!!!i love it so so so much!well,to my surprise,there will be another version,W810I coming out soon!but well,i wont regret cos firstly,the new version is not available in orange white!!!its the color combination that i realli like unlike the conventional black white silver fones that's all over the shop nowadays!!!well,after getting the fone im officially quite poor liaoz!gotta start saving up again...but well,i've seem to develop a disbelief in savings...someone pls change my thinking man!ahahaha...gotta do alot of stuff very soon and i seriously need the money man!!!ahahaha...shall work for it bah!

well today im suppose to have my monthly Change of Guards Performance @ the istana today!but well,all thanx to the weather!!!its my first time ever since i've mounted duty @ istana that i din hav to do it due to the "bad" weather man!well,im not complaining in fact im glad we din hav to do it...but now,gotta change formation for next mth liaoz...hopefully i wont screw up bah!well,the next performance will be on the 12th of feb!!!its one performance nearer to my freedom date!!!ahahaha...

besides army stuff,im realli getting into the adventure club stuff!well,being in the com can be quite sian sometimes...but im being to love wat im doing!though planning suxz!!!but then again,there muz be someone there to do this!once the planning phase is done,the execution should be more fun liao lahz!though im quite sure we'll be the ones so call overseeing during execution also!hope everything goes smoothly for our Adventure CLub by!n i seriously hope to actualli help to conduct the basic course for public...currently,waitin for confirmation from YJ teacher nia...hopefully he will give us a chance...hahahaha...well,though im not very confident!but i can vouch that i will do my best to impart my knowledge to their students man!hope that could be our stepping stone for the adventure club bah!

well,gotta stop here liaoZ!!!abit lazy to blog today!very lethargic!!!gotta dig out my notes and compile the syllabus for the basic course!even if YJ doesn't want us to conduct,i seriously wish i can actualli compile something like that to help kickoff something in our club man!pls give mi strength!!!!!

well,gonna blog abit today so i wont hav alot to tell when i come home on sat!anywayz,i've changed my COG position again for this mth!not bad,im starting to get better treatment by getting a chance to take up the back positions which are definitely less stressful!but then,this mth's formation cost mi 2 cuts on the same palm on 2 consecutive days man!imagine that u're bleeding halfway thru the performance but u din noe until u noticed the blood on the sling aft exchanging weapons near the end of the show man!well,aft that,its pretty painful liaoz...but nvm lahz,we're getting lotsa benefits as a senior squad member now!!!not too bad...anywayz,damn sian lahz...gotta do duty tml!super sian can!!!anywayz,this could jolly well be my last COS duty cos i should be mounting G3 duties next mth!hope everything will juz turn out the way its suppose to be lahz!well,still gotta prepare the CIP stuff for the mumbo peeps and prepare the proposal for the baywatch thingy!things getting stressful man...but well,i enjoy it...besides this,i feel that something is wrong...but then,this time round,im gonna do wat i think and feel is rite...anything else,it doesn't matter man...well,going to get my new phone this sat liaoz...i CAN'T wait...ciaoz...

woahz...finally got sometime to sit down and slack!well,haven been getting enugh sleep lately!all in the name of FUN!!!i was down for the chalet since last fri(30.12.05) till yesterday 2.01.06

30.12.05
well,woke up in the morning not feeling very well!kinda having sorethroat and headache and a little bit of a flu!suppose to met jianshun gillian and roger @ CC ard 1pm...but then i ended up waking up at 1pm when gillian called!cos i took some med. and went to sleep again!after getting the call,rushed down to CC to take some stuff for the chalet before we move off to pasir ris!after we reached the chalet,we unload our belongings and stuff before leaving for the NTUC to buy stuff to cook for dinner!the 5 of us had fun buying and cooking the stuff back at the chalet!make black pepper spahgetti and 4 different flavours of chicken fillet!!!had so much fun back then!



after that,jolie joined us for super late dinner!after dinner we slack ard singin ktv and i waited for yifei to come before we embark on making the choco moouse that we're intending to make for the bbq...well,somethings screwed up and ended up not being able to create the actual thing we wanted!but well,we at least managed to get the bottom layer done!and it taste very good! then ended up playing the KING game in the room!the game was introduced by michael to us lah!well,suppose to draw cards with onli one picture card from the stack of X where X is the no of ppl playing!the one with the King will instruct a no from the stack to do a certain task!at first we played pretty friendly like drinking water,slap one another blah blah blah...until they started asking ppl to kiss another person or lick another person!well,im one of the those that kana lahz!first,"stolen" jolie's first kiss to a guy cos she had to obey the instructions!next,she kana another time by having to lick my face from near my chin to somewhere below the eye level!ahahaha...well,she's juz too lucky!ahahaha...then there was once i was the king and i order no8 to spit on no9's hand and lick the saliva thruout the hand!well,it turned out that no 8 was zhijian and he was actualli eating chocolate at that time!then no 9 was joann...so zj spat the melted chocolate from his mouth and spread it all over joann's hand man!aft which we played till ard 0430 before we slept till ard 0900 to go to mac for breakfast.

31.12.05
after having breakfast,we went to NTUC to buy more stuff for the BBQ happening tonite!aft that went back to chalet and cook another pasta lunch!this time round was much better cos we bought better ingridients!!!hahaha...after lunch,the guys went downstairs to play soccer with those youngsters whom we beat last nite~!hahaha...this time round they got more tactics liao...but still no use lahz...after which we start preparing for the BBQ while the rest start arriving as the sky turns dark!well,nothing very interesting happened at the BBQ!so nothing worth mentioning lahz!after which,we packed up and went back to chalet to prepare for countdown...but then,as usual,the grp of youngsters were downstairs awaiting us to go challenge them and so those yandaos juz went downstairs to join in the game with them!well,trashed them 3-0!!!hahaha...they were super lan diaoz...after which we went over to playground side to play catching!well,its super tiring for mi esp when im not feeling very well and suffering from lack of sleep!so i din join them to play but juz sat one side...after which we return to e chalet also ard 0430 and slept till ard 10 next morning!



01.01.06
haha...finally 2006!im enjoying every moment of 2006 with my mumbo frenz!the best thing is that this yr,im going to ORD soon and go myself into the uni lifestyle which i've been yearning for quite awhile man!dunno wat to expect in this new yr but definitely got resolutions to uphold lahz!anywayz,quite a no of them gotta leave this very morning!so mi and js took the opportunity to show off our underwear for the UNDERWEAR PARTY!well,we even managed to borrow weirder and much interesting UNDERWEAR to take foto!take a closer look man!well,aft tat we went t0 NTUC once again to shop for dinner!well this time round we came up with the idea that everyone will be given a budget of 4bucks to prepare for dinner!so mi js and jh came together to actualli come up with the grilled mayo dory fillets!then shopped for the stuff and went back to the chalet to start dinner preparations!well,preparing part i din realli do it cos i was involved in a card game session with zj joann hongwei gillian and san!well,that wasn't realli responsbile enough of mi to play instead of helping out!but then,i did stopped to help them bring down the charcoal to Grill the fish K!!!aft that i brought them up and off course thinking that we're done with our dish and the fact that there's so many ppl outside helping liaoz,i decided to go into the room and started playing card games with the slacker grp lah!they onli pay but nv cook!but well,they did help to pack up abit lahz!anywayz,aft which when the rest was ready with the food,we went out and afew of em were like..."hor hor,see lahz,kana condemned liaoz!go play"...well,it's kinda hurting to mi at first lahz!i mean,i dun see any point with mi standing around doing nothing lolz!if u ask for my help i'll definitely lend a hand one...and the sad thing is that they took lotsa fotos aft cooking w/o askin mi to join in despite my little effort in helping grill the fish!!!nvm...well,im not realli angry with them lahz,but rather more of myself for being so insensitive and irresponsible!why join the slackers to play than go help out...i feel so f-up that nite!!!realli...well,aft that i juz double my work load lahz!since they asked those slackers that din do anything to clean up,so i decided to go clear up also!well,i dare to say that i did definitely much more than the effort of the others that played cards combined together man!basically i washed the whole kitchen lahz,packed the rubbish and threw them away!wasn't realli in the mood to join them to tok cock or do watever they were doing at that point in time!it muz be the guilt man!after which we had some white wine and tok abt our new yr resolutions!well,mine was juz to do well enough in uni lah!there are things that i din said too...off course lahz,definitely cannot finish saying one lolz!then aft that we went to the playground to play blind mice again!this time round lesser ppl and those that's ard are pretty good at it man!hahaha...aft which i was super shagged once again esp after playing ultimate frisbee with the guys!super fun!at first were trashing the other team until they managed to figure out the playing style and they caught up some lost points!but then again,we managed to end the game @ 15-11 if i nv remember wrongly!ahahaha...then went back to chalet to rest!bath and went to bed and fell asleep man!but i was semi conscious lah could jolly well hear abit of wat the rest were gossiping abt!ahahaha...



02.01.06
was awaken by loud bangs coming from the living room!it was actualli the chalet management peeps asking us to check out!super rude but dun care lahz!juz chop chop wake up,wash up and pack up abit and left the chalet...the electricity bill was cheap..onli ard 10 bucks...then we went over to the park to play abit of frisbee,kite and vball!after which we decided to go to town for xiao long bao and la mian!!!went there and waited a short while before being served!had lotsa food and enjoyed ourselves there!afterwhich decided to hit bishan park to skate!but on our way back,it started raining heavily!so we decided to go over to the basketball court rite behind ah ling's block!i went home to put down my stuff and cycled down to meet them!skated for awhile and played skate catching!then we mi yifei ps zj js and sean went for dinner and tok crapz for quite sometimE!well,im sure they did enjoyed themselves pyscho-ing mi lah!ahahaha...but well,it din realli work very well!hahaha...anywayz,now looking forward to another skating session with them which would most probably be next tues baH!see wat happens next!anyway,there're realli alot of stuff to overcome before i can set my mind on certain issues!realli...gotta sort them out man...will see wat happens next bah!ahaha...till then,im looking forward to kenneth's 21st!!!ahahah...gotta go take a look at his kawa-eee gf!!!hahaha...

well...juz came back home not long!missed my comp damn alot lah!been spending the last 4 days at the mumbo chalet!definitely have my ups and downs despite a short 4 days!but generally,not bad lahz!anywayz,at this time im busy with unpacking and clearing up my room!so kinda no feeling to actualli sit down and blog everything rite now!shall wait till tml when i bk out then see if i got the time to actualli update!well,photos will be up very soon!keep track man..hahaha!happy new year everybody!im loving every moment of 2006 rite now!pls come quickly 1st JUNE 2006!!!