Wednesday, March 30, 2005
heyo!haven been blogging for a damn damn long time man!anywayz...nothing much happened for the past few weeks...mayb the onli good thing that happened is that i was "promoted" to the "elite" grp for spds!started learning squad drill and stuff...mounted a couple of parades and kinda got to noe some of my juniors better!oh ya...120 new recruits juz came in not long and its brings back memories of those days we were blur like sotong and stuff!anywayz,now being the so call lao jiaoz,kinda got more responsibilities liao~!plus muz set good example lolz!anywayz...training nowadays not like before and i prefer it this way cos im adapting a more positive attitude for drills training lolz!but its damn disappointing to see some of my fellow batch mates still doing slack drills even though we've been thru so much and it hates to see some of them not putting in effort resulting in the usual rounds round the parade square as a whole!its not the punishment that i care but its more on the attitude being displayed by those slackers!very disappointing and off course it definitely affect our batch image lolz!ppl will definitely say huh...how come the lao jiao drill machiam like xin jiao one?haizz...pls buck UP MARCUS!!!i dun care if u freaking act blur or wat...juz put in the effort can?as a whole,it juz falls back on the fact that our batch dun hav the talent for such stuff lolz...unlike some of our xin jiao!i muz say there's one or 2 of them that's pretty good!talented i suppose!...haizz...anywayz,think i hurt my wrist liaoz!could not perform recently especially aft that sentosa trip!haizz....
besides the usual stuff,im gonna go for TP test tmL!!!hopefully i'll pass it on my sec attempt lolz!...and aft that will juz make my way back to cj for some training...muz time my 2.4km liaoz!muz get my target lolz!pluss...volleyball training plus mayb tok to mr lim lolz!
oh ya...went for some psycho session at shenton way lolz!...im sorry but henga...dun think i'll join u guys for that lobang lahz...i juz dun see anything in it now cos its a vicious circle!i dun wanna be term as a bad guy afterall...anywayz,still i wish u luck in ur "business"... : )
hmmm...juz last sat spent a rather nice sat at sentosa with zhijian and his frenz plus pam and nicole...even though it was like raining,not bad lahz,we still managed to play a couple of games over there!anywayz,its nice to noe that zhijian's frenz carol could still remember seeing mi before even though i juz went over to NYP for vball once!!!haha...thanxz ah!carol's pretty fun and outgoing!!!then there's sheena whose carol's fren whose a pretty little sweet girl!not bad not bad...the pity is that she dun realli noe how to play vball that well lolz...but with nicole and pam ard they kinda get together mayb becos they're learninig to play vball lolz!ahaha...anywayz,great day lah...except for the fact that there's actualli some pervertic arseholes lurking ard with their digi cam trying to take pics of nicole and pam!realli disgusted with such ppl lolz,din noe it until pam and nicole were toking abt it lolz!....anywayz,looking forward to more beach sessions man!i need more training!whaha...oh yah,its amazing i met 2 separate cousins at the same beach on the same day and they din even notice one another's presence!OMG...how blur can?whahah...anywayz,its gonna be april soon!and most probably,NDP and SAF day training will be coming real soon!hope it wont affect my plans man!definitely muz spend more weekends at the beach man!whaha...anywayz,muz sleep less nowadays cos i seriously think we shouldn't sleep away our time so wastefully!!!hahaa...APRIL is good cos i wont hav any duties!hurray!...anywayz,gonna promote soon!should be may i guess!but then,the worry now should be my IPPT that's coming on the 12th of APR!!!hope i still can jump as far to get my 200bucks!
hmm....application for uni entry is closing liao lolz!wish all those ppl reapplying or applying for their courses get wat they want!cos i noe the feeling of rejection for i cant get into aerospace engine for sure!haizz...but still i gave a try this yr hoping for a miracle!anywayz,my comp's been giving mi alot of prob so u guys dun realli get to see me blogging lolz!anywayz,hope it'll be fine soon!till then,seeya guys!tag more YEAH!!!and last but not least i would like to wish all those taking their exams all the best man!esp all my cj 2t20 mates...:"there's never a mountain too tough and too high for us"....
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:12 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
woah...freaking stressful week!it started with mon blues as usual plus tough SPDS training!juz when it was almost time to bk out,some idiotic arse told us that we had to stay in that very nite cos there's going to b a last min GOH the very next morning for some US officer!damn sian...then cant go home and i wasn't realli feeling well and was damn tire lolz!morale low liaoz...besides staying in on mon,we had to stay in on tues cos there's also another GOH for the prince of brunei!!!2 consecutive days of stay in is making mi crazy!resort to playing mahjong in bunk with some others to kill time...yes!no doubts that we played table tennis too!and one of my seniors dislocated his shoulders while trying to execute a backhand smash!damn sian...now our 2S strength is down to 13 man!i wonder how much longer can they hold on man!but on a positive note,they've started filtering my batch by teaching some of them squad drills first!freaking low morale cos i wasn't selected to learn lolZ!realli morale damn low liao and plus freaking tire and not feeling well,its one of those gloomy days that i've nv ever experience before!still pretty cannot accept the fact that im not learning those drills!it juz makes mi feel damn sian and upset!mayb i juz dun hav the talents and i should juz slack my way thru since im nothing noW!no point...seriously no point when u dun see any "rewards" in a sense!plus nowadays,feeling pains that i should not experience in areas like my wrist,shoulder neck and back!realli stress sia...one thing i enjoy last weekend was to celebrate sean's bday!its nothing much fanciful at all!juz a small get together session at cartel serangoon gardeN!its a pretty late dinner but no doubt we had our fill!aft which went home lahz!hahaha...anywayz,predict a much more stressful schedule when our SAF day n NDP day training sets in!plus we still hav to mount those GOH and COG plus PGs that might juz pop out any moment!for army personnels,u guys dun think we MPs freaking slack can!im getting sick and tire of it!we do go under the sun and im pretty sure much more than many of u peeps out there!our working area is onli parade square can!besides going under the sun ,we are often seen under the moon too!prowling and guarding our camp!!!its damn tough okie!it isn't wat u think!alrite..getting abit emotional i would say!anywayz,MPs not SlACK!!!looking forward to this coming sat man!!!its my odac senior bday!!!so excited!hope to see more of my fellow odac mates there man!do some serious catching up again!also,sat is NUS open house and sun is NTU's!!!gonna make a trip down to look see listen and take some time reconsidering my options liao!it seems like the last time i made my choice i din realli take in considerations many stuff which i now start to visualise and stuFF!i shall not juz listen to my uncles and aunties!i muz not let them decide my path cos im the one that's going to walk thru this shit!!!haizz...tire liao!tml still got lotsa training...juz wanna wish all those ppl that's having exams all the best yeah?hope i will get to mount squad sooN!!!wahaha...
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:39 PM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
im back for more blogging man!this week is freaking busy and packed with lotsa GOH @ mindef plus rehearsals for COG this coming sunday @ istana!glad to say im in the old guards contingent whereby i'll juz march out from the inside of istana to the main entrance for the change over and then march off straight to somewhere behind PS!!!its so much slacker than being in the new guards contingent!whahaha...lucky mi!actualli im pretty garang one ok!volunteer for new guards last mth despite being in the new guards contingent the previous mth!but this mth is diff!cos its too tiring having 2 GOH in a week maN!all the rehearsals and stuff!today's GOH is the first one whereby i "saw" someone fainting within the contingent!luckily the reviewing officer wasn't here yet and thus we kinda save our own face from being slapPeD!!!Fainting during a parade is a taboo to our coy and unit cos we're suppose to be the specialist!anywayz,its not realli our fault in a way!having to wake up earli in the morning to move out for a parade is definite draining our strengtH!!!esp when u hav to wait exceptionally long for the reviewing officer this time round!we realli practise the rush to wait and wait to rush system alot man!oh ya!one of my batch mate managed to get himself into the SPDS marching contingent liao!!!his one of those that i can communicate well with and i realli feel happy for him being able to make it in so fast!respect man!anywayz,dun feel like mounting so fast yet there's another side of mi wanting to mount so much!realli f-ed up feeling...why m i so contradicting man!mayb its the fact that i wanna mount for the sake of going for dismount earlier than the rest and slack as a guardsmen!whahaha...weird weird weird...watever the case...seriously dunno wat's going on within my mind!anywayz,this time im pretty serious abt doing NYAA gold and at the same time was serving the webby for organisations for mi to go carry out my social service!going thru some of the webby actualli made mi realised that we are so much more fortunate than many others!hopefulli i can find time for those unfortunate ones to do my every little bit for them!i hope u guys will eventualli feel the same way as i do cos we're realli living in luxury while there's ppl seriously in need of our help!do lend a helping hand!...will update u guys more when i actualli get to these places to interact with em!!!im so lookin forward to it man!
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:48 PM
