Saturday, August 25, 2007
things haven been going on too well lately but im glad i have great friends that stands by me.really thank you guys a million man.and on top of that,i have great freshies too!thanks to queen no 2 (charlene) for the chat that nite and choco!!!and occassionally,rebecca will entertain me when im bored with her ever so stupid sms-es!!!and super duper didn't expect audddd to be here too!hang on there our to be sports queen!!!confidence is beauty and u have both!!!dun wry and enjoy the last few moments before the final thing comes in!!!thx nicole for always replying my sms-es in the shortest possible time as well as huiling!!!make things easier for me and for being so spontaneous for outings and stirring shit on yahoogroup. im proud of my guys too.Tim,congrats on getting elected and im sure u'll do a good job!looking forward to your first publication man!jiayou for pageant also!i so love ur smile man on bash that nite man.*im perfectly straight*ahah...ash's damn nice to always help me to sms the rest and settle attendance for me and im glad eugene could turn to me for advice and thanks for taking the initiative to organise the k-box outing but im so sry i cant turn up that very day man!!!william...where ARE YOU???dun do disappearing act hor!!!omg...im so dead.approximately 21 tutorials gone past and i only completed 2!!!im so screwed.and that explains why im in hall right not busy catching up and stuff and i wanted to head to sentosa today for universe outing but im like how sick now after the buffet session at merchant court last nite!!!arghx...i cant focus and concentrate and i dunno why.where's the fire in me from last sem?it seems to have extinguished and i really need to get it back!FOCUS AND WORK HARD CAN ANOT?1week have past ever since the 'breakup' with my roomie to single room!though his just living in the single room opposite my room,i still feel kinda lonely alone in my room!its weird to come back room with no one ard all the time!it just feels weird but its definitely better to have my personal space so that i can be slightly messy at times.now my room is definitely messier than staying in a double room!arghx...and the thing is that i haven really do up my room nicely like wat i wan it to be yet!arghx...disgusting!!!*finally everything's out of the bag.it definitely lighten up things quite abit for me.but im so sry that it actually adds pressure on you.really didn't expect that to happen and pardon me for being so slow and i definitely didn't expect things to turn out this way.watever happens from now on,please do not let it affect us too much especially when it comes to studies now lo.understand our workload super duper heavy and stuff...and please dun keep everything to yourself and think that its your fault ks?remember that we're in this together kz.i'm really sorry for wat happened...*
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:53 AM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Sports bash 2007...the day i got super wasted!1st time in my life i got so wasted!omg...im sure i look stupid that nite and must really thank those that take care of me that very nite!thanx pals.felt so happy for audrey that she won the ms O thingy and im so proud of tim cos he looks good too that very nite.lotsa shit being stirred that very nite and i was so wasted that i didn't had a good look!it was gr8 that i still remember how TOONS rocked the entire podium having fun and im pretty sure we were enjoying ourselves without restrictions.and i swear i'll nv get myself so wasted again cos its not gonna help at all...making myself feel so horrible and puking the shit out of my mouth and acting stupid is super unglam.and the best thing is I PAID to do all these to myself without solving anything!thx...but the feeling of going one level up was really a painful one.arghx...sucks!!!really appreciate the effort for calling me and checking on me on fri morning man!but boy...i was alright and i went for lessons oki.even came back to hall to paint my room and stuff.
caught with some friends over dinner last nite talking mainly about army stuff.COG...guards,the achievements we had.really a wonderful dinner over at billy bombers last nite and i enjoyed myself!thx peeps.
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:36 PM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
speechless.
i don't really know what's wrong but then i hope everything's going fine.im prepared for the worse and i really hope its not what i expected.i'll be super disappointed but then again,it'll be good learning experience.towards end of misery?perhaps...a new start,a new beginning in the new academic year.probably a new room brings about a good change too.anywayz,i'm shifting to a single room this thurs!yes...getting lonely and stuff and im sure i'll be feeling that way!who cares,nothing really matter to me right now anymore.drastic changes really kills.and freak...why m i still sick!!!i really dread this feeling...when will i get well?i really dunno!enough of nonsense and i should get serious about everything(not that i haven gotten serious at all).
need to get out of the vicious cycle to be able to start fresh again!how to?any suggestions?
*im really really super duper tired...sick and exhausted!!!just feel like giving everything up but there's just a little part in me that keeps me going.DAMN ODAC for imparting me this kinda mentality cos its this little part in me that makes mi feel more sICK!!!thx man...*
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:02 AM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
14th and 15th JULYit all started when we met our freshies at city hall.i was 1 lucky dude when i realised my group got so many pretty and handsome.kenneth and the rest of the ABLs were like wow...another one for mengheng!HAHAHA.we went to millenia walk for some briefing and cheering session.check out my freshies and i realised that i got 3 pretty girls and 2 cute ones.but sad to say 1 had to withdraw last min due to unforeseen circumstances.then when we asked them for banner painting attendance,i was really disappointed.cos only 3 guys can turn up and 1 girl mayb can make it only.and she was none other than rebecca but in the end she didnt turn up also due to her dance lesson.but we had fun with rain,steven,ash william and eugene.then went to shop for welfare items and group identity but couldn't find any.then end up me being the gl gotta go search high and low for it instead of the freshies doing it.kinda low morale at first cos of the attendance and the general 'kentang-ness' of the entire cohort.teach cheers in other languages as mafan.but all i could do was just to pray hard that they dun be damn boring during the camp can liaoz.
doing steady boh @ millenia walk
banner painting day.ash and steven was late!!!
coating butters with 1st layer of paint
finished product...presenting to you SU14 BUTTERS banner
we have kenny over here....and....
cartman....followed by....
STANLEY!!!...
16th July 07mon was the start of everything.7 days of non stop fun and action.was as usual late to pick up our freshies from mrt station for dinner but then we had a great start.nicole being the one that haven come for anything to meet the group actually managed to find the group before we arrive and mingle with the rest.it was great that the girls can get along well and the same thing applies to the guys.the only thing i have to do is to mixed them together and make sure they act as a team!the program is super duper xiong this year and i hope they will be able to survive.opening ceremony was great though it was raining when we were suppose to go to hall 13 to see the lighting up of the SU14 fireball thingy.the cheering was great and i really had good freshies that's willing to go all out for the girls in our group.they used their pants to wipe the seats dry before letting the girls take a seat.cheering was spontaneous and the girls were crazy too.toons world really had a couple of pretty girls which no other worlds can compare with us!got to noe a few of my juniors from cj and they were a bunch of crazy idiots!opening ceremony was very much the same as last year with not much changes except for a couple of games and forfeit that they have to do.sitting down was a easier task as compared to acting on stage.act stupid to create impression only.other than that,i was just snapping around trying to take as many pics for my freshies as i can so that they have more pictures for their sports camp memory.most memorable event of the day was Toons world winning the great wall game.it was definitely different from the feeling last year when i was in music losing the very first game.but when music was playing,i cheered for music too.its probably the sense of belonging to the world in SU13.when we won great wall,we were really damn happy and i could tell that our freshies were one of the stronger bunch and they were very united and cooperative.was just hoping everything will remain the same or improve for the next 6 days.it all ended with a high note on day 1!GLs BL and ABLs were happy and freshies were proud of their achievements too!and the guys definitely seen the worse in girls on this very first day!!!on top of that today is definitely the slack-iest day we have for the 7 days and today's definitely the only time where our freshies look their best for the entire sports camp!
over at hall 13
introducing all my gorgeous babes:
audrey and huiling (L-R)
Charlene
Nicole
Rebecca
Presenting to you my hunks:
Ash
Timothy
Eugene
William...right beside SPS(ORANGE SHIRT)
Playing the peanut butter game...
just 2 days and there's so much to it...i shall update bit by bit~!this is just day 1 of SPORTS CAMP SU14 07/08...more to come!!!
11th n 12th August 07
didn't really do much over the weekend except to come home for meals!its been a damn long time since i get to enjoy a proper meal at home.besides that, i was worried about my coming IPPT and so i did a personal test.went down to bishan stadium to do a 2.4 trial run as well as do my pull ups as this 2 stations will be the deciding factor whether i will get $400 or a simple $200.and yes...my 2.4 was still good enough despite stopping running for like 2 months less those running in SU14 and those various camps.and to my surprise i could still do my pull ups!though im suppose to pull 10 to get gold,i managed to pull 9 and i stopped.all i need to do now is to train frequently and do my best on the coming 28th and get it on the first time!!!pray hard...
suppose to work this weekend but i chose not to cos wasn't really well yet.i dunno why but it seems that my voicebox haven really recover man!!!dunno wat's freaking wrong with it.arghx...IT show coming up and there's so many unsettled stuff!sometimes i just hope i dun have to think so much and enjoy watever i have can liaoz!arghx...anywayz,cant wait for mon where we have our universe BBQ.at the same time hall7 having their games fiesta but i doubt i'll be able to play captain's ball tml.so i'll probably just popby to say hi to the freshies and stuff.hopefully they'll be super enthu abt it.tues will be blk supper and time to interact with freshieS!SWEET!!!and we do have a bday surprise for one of the freshie too!wonder what will the guy do and what will be her reaction!hahaha...all the best!time to go back to hall and work my arse off those online lectures which i missed!hahaha...
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:59 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
stepping into my 2nd year in NTU and it means 1 year of play time expended!!!stepping closer and closer to the working society and stuff really makes the rest of my 3 years in NTU more precious to me.there's so much i wanna do but its really tough for me to get everything done within the 3 years.alot of ppl have been asking me on what i intend to join and do this coming year and i seriously find it hard to answer them.
Yes...i wanted to tone down this year and dun join so much stuff in school especially when i want to be more involved in YEC side.im pretty sure the exposure over at YEC would definitely be better than school organisations.however,the sad thing is that most of my close friends from the current committee ain't gonna go for the next term due to various reasons.and yes...despite that,i've decided to go for it and spend 2 more years in the committee!!!i hope i can make good use of the time and learn something new.
im also thinking of what should i get myself involved in for the coming new sem.there's no 1 sure thing that i wanna join this time round.im still questioning myself finding out more on various positions that i should join.first,im wondering if i should rerun as a GL.i still have doubts on my performance as a GL and im still pretty lost on whether i should rerun.next thing is whether i should go for any of the national event next year and what position i should run for.fang was like telling me if i intend to run for national event,i should only run for Event Controllers and i wont like going for other positionS!come to think of it,i really think its pretty true and all i can do now is to wait and see what are the various national events that i can run for.but i'll probably go for either SnS or NVM.besides that,i actually have the intention to go for JCRC this year cos if i dun do it this year,i probably wont do it next year.yes...it may seems crazy but im still deciding wat i should run for.but wat's definite is that im definitely going for YEC again!will need to talk abt it with some others first before i can decide on what to do within sch!
sch started and i haven really get into the studying mode man!im like how dead.and its really tough this sem especially when i have like 23AUs to clear!!!besides this,i've got other stuff like GIP and summer studies to plan and all!and now.im contemplating on whether i should go get a single room.omg...this sem really seems so much tougher where there's more decisions that i have to make and stuff.i should not spend so much time on playing and spend more quality with my precious ones!
yesterday was out with butters to catch some fireworks which we didn't really had a good view.really enjoyed the company rather than the fireworks and i must really thank all of you that take the effort to organise and come down for it.im really proud of you guys and i hope this will continue.i really love my freshies and im so looking forward to meeting them on mon for universe bBQ again!after fireworks was back to hall to meet the new vballers for hall 7 and the old ones for supper.it was great to see a couple of new players and i really hope we will do well this year!oki...damn tired liaoz...this weekend will be spent catching up with lectures and tutorials!!!OMG...this is sucha wordy post!!!next post will definitely be full of pics!!!dun wry...till then...cya when i cya!
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:33 PM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
finally i have some time to type all this out.well,if im not going to do it,i think i wont do it anymore.so here it goes...ODAC FOOT CAMP 07/08 DENES:
nua-ing session
caterpillar game station
MU TOU REN station foto
Overseas FOOT camp foto
Group photo before night cycling
SP nite performance training
it was a great camp this year as compared to last year.the CGLs were definitely better and i really see improvements in the standard of the camp.intake was definitely higher and though i didn't go for the entire camp,i really enjoyed the moments with denes as a senior attach.the freshies were gr8 and both grace and shunzhang were great.they did well to ensure that the freshies enjoyed themselves and both of them were super duper crappy which makes tough days seem shorter and easier to bear.i onloy joined them for the local expedition and i didn't go pelepah with them which i was kinda suppose to go there and help crown the new ms panti.but from what i heard from the freshies from various groups,im really glad they enjoyed themselves as much or even better than what i've experience last year.
met them at city square when they came back for shopping and back to sch to do the clearing up.then had small chit chat sessions to know them better.sat was spent busy preparing for their SP nite item which i really enjoyed laughing and watching them fine tuning everything into place.i didn't go for the sp nite cos i was suppose to go to meet my sports camp freshies that very nite.so i missed out their performance too and im pretty sure it definitely was great.
wat really struck me was the msg that shunzhang sent and grace msn msg.though it was just a simple thank you,i really felt appreciated though i didn't really do anything.this is wat differentiate odac from other clubs and organisation i've worked with.not that i'm very gian for the thank you but i definitely dun wanna feel like i'm being taken for granted.im really thankful to those ppl i've met in odac.though sometimes our frequency of fun is different,somehow somewhere,there's just ppl ard that makes me feel comfortable with and i really thank you guys esp the ATC com.though i might not be involved in odac next year,i still really hope i'll get a chance to work with this bunch of fun loving ppl again.
its really hard to say if im still gonna be involved in the camp next year especially when i wont be joining any sub coms the coming year.will see how thing goes and all i can do now is hope next year would be a better year for the upcoming com.best wishes...
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:56 PM
