Tuesday, February 19, 2008
haven been blogging lately due to the serious lack of time.and from the previous post till now,there was a series of change of events.things not going the way i wan it to be but definitely not diastrous and i'm sick...arghx...with quizes hitting me fast.i'm at a lost only to find myself sleeping more and more!shall update more at the end of the week bahz!now its time to hit the books cos i have 3 quizes which i nv attend most of the lectures and tutorials.
the fear is coming back as i try hard to find peace in my inner self!there's a little bit of guilt on my part towards you and i really wish we could resolve it quickly.give me abit more time please.
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:12 AM
Friday, February 08, 2008
today's pretty much of a sleep in day for me.i've already lost interest in gambling and going visitng is so much of like a chore now!and the thing is relatives are like sounding you out and asking things like where's ur gf...or even indirectly asking if i got any programs especially when im like sticking to them for the entire day unlike my cousins.some of my cousin was asked when isit time to stop giving u ang bao and ur turn to give ang bao?some aunts also mistake my younger sis as my elder sis!!!its so sianz to get all these kinda questions when u go visiting...i would rather take that time to sleep in and recuperate.and well done...im already sick on the sec day of CNY!
was out with my family to the temple to pray and stuff together with my granny.i remember that day when we actually went bai bai tog.though it was impromptu but it was my first time going to a temple with a friend!and well...just when i was there today,it was just like any other praying session but this time round,i didn't pray just for myself.whatever i was praying for myself,i was praying for you too and i hope things will get better for you!next time we should go again together before exams come to show ur sincerity too and then we can go buy tau sa pia too!!!
i just cant figure out how come im so tired nowadays.but despite being more tired lately.i realised that i'm beginning to feel so damn enlightened with good frens chatting to me,giving great advices and making me feel better.thx to all these very good frens of mine and i really cherish u ppl.im beginning to love shopping despite hating this activity in the past.the most impt thing now is i need to love to study from now.im no where near and i seriously am lagging like crazy right behind.i wanna clear all my modules this sem.well...that's the end of my CNY mood and im so gona start my engine already.tml will be hitting the library to do some research man!boy im so hardworking...time to get some rest before heading to the library!!!yea...
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:41 PM
there's so many things that i've just heard from the others.realli find it damn stupid.i dun understand wth is going on with you ppl and i just feel that all you ppl is just trying to give me money and just pray hard that i will feel better?
if wat i heard is true.wat's the point of sending my dad there in the first place.to think that his slogging like F there and the pay doesn't seem to justify that.its not like i cant leave w/o my dad in sg but then again,i just dun like wat's going on.arghx...PISSED!!!
realli dun feel like im celebrating my CNY the way i should.arghx...just feel damn sianz abt this entire CNY thingy.
i've done wat i wanted and im sure i'll have no regrets this time round!really hope it'll come true bah!only 2 possible outcome and i would say im pretty confident unless i've been wrong all the time.hehehe...now i'll probably have to plan watever is needed and pray hard it will work.do or die.and with so many other things on hand.i really have lotsa things to plan man!arghx...DIE DIE DIE!!!gotta be more discipline from now on.really no time to lose!
*awaiting for the confirmation to carry on my plans...no time to lose*
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:29 AM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Happy CNY to all...may the rat year bring in more luck and hope for everyone!most imptly,stay safe and healthy!!!
will update more once i have the time.gotta rush off for BAI NIAN already.but i seriously dun have the mood.jus dunno why...heheh.
as promised...these are the stuff that i've bought lately during that shopping trips!!!so happy with the buys and thx for the companY and opinion!!!
*live with no regrets cos there's only 2 outcomes.thx dar and i'll remember it*
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:20 AM
