its all over...not bad lah this yr!cant realli say have lotsa fun but then,its relatively better than before!anywayz,went clubbing with mark and kenneth yday!it was the prom bash for CJ!!!my JUNIORS!!!not bad...pretty lotsa eye candies ard!

ohhh...thx to those that left mi a bday msg and stuff!thx loads and i appreciate it!but somehow pretty disappointed with some peeps!those that i din expect to remember actualli remembered!but then heck lah...it doesn't matter!it juz shows how insignificant i can be!ahaha...anywayz,realli glad that one of my long lost fren actually remembered!very nice of her to actually leave mi a msg.wat happened to the rest?ahahah...anywayz,enjoyed both mark and kenneth's company last nite!they're one of my best buds to date man!though there's some that din managed to come out last nite due to not being able to leave camp!!!

my resolutions for this upcoming yr would be that i hope i'll be more adventurous and daring lahZ!!!hahaha...always not myself when it comes to communicating with ladies!ahahaha...yesh...its tiime to open up and venture out!jiayou...and secondly,gotta lower down the frequency in which im going clubbing!should perhaps engage in other activities bah!mayb sign up for dance lesson instead of going to clubs to dance?ahahaha...oki oki...will see how bah!hope things juz gets better!

oh no...wat happened to my KOZUE!!!the freaking coach actually asked her to leave the team!!!this show is making mi feel so frustrated!weird time slot for the show forcing mi to stay out on mon thru wed juz to catch it...think i better get the VCd from ZJ soon!im so worried abt wat's gonna happen man!!!in case u guys dunno wat im toking abt,its actualli a vball based jap series call ATTACK NO.1 showing on mon and tues on SCV channel 56 10pm!

anywayz,its juz a matter of mins to reaching my big 2 liaoz...or rather,no realli big lahz!and once this happens,im no longer a TEEN,but a twent-teen...ahahah!anywayz,at the same time,2 of my bunkmates celebrates this day together with mi!one is weehan whereby his going to ORD on this very day!!!and the other one is yuehsiang aka uncle CCO whose celebrating his 21st....hmmm...not celebrating it in anywayz man!since i've nv been bothered by this thru out 19 yrs and this yr shall not be special.hahaha...but hopefully things will turn out well for mi for the next ten yrs man...time to get realli serious on certain issues and hope things will be smooth sailing!

anywayz,dun hav much to tell today!juz wanna hit my keyboard onli so juz leave a short blog lolz!anywayz,happy bday to SERENA ,YUEH SIANG ,BAOYI,JARED and happy ORD to WEEHAN!!!!hahahaha...when will it be MY turn!!!*sighZx*

juz came home from a super heavy dinner near thomson plaza!im a freaking pig man!ate a mushroom cheese prata and a mutton bryani!!!its freaking ex too!!!can u believe that the prata which is as small as a normal egg prata in size cost 3.50!!!ahahaha...same price as my briyani man!!!anywayz,the prata wasn't that fantastic as compared to the one outside pierce reservoir!

today's routine was pretty interesting!woke up to go for camp meeting...did some publicity,after which back to CC to do up some more grp work!after which went down to bishan park to recce for the nite activity!!!then i managed to step on yongtang's shoes and spoilt it!hahaha...then we went over for dinner lahz!its much a pretty nice day seeing new ppl coming to join our mumbo camp!!!besides,they even bought a cake and celebrated both ed's n my bday together~!and the stupid thing was i wasn't suppose to noe in the first place until i walked over to take a bottle of drink and suddenly someone was like shouting under the table while they were preparing the candles for the cake...at first i din see it until a while later whereby they started oei-ing here and there!ahaha...

im so super tire rite now and i seriously hope this wed i can go for training lolz...pray hard my PC allow mi to skip life run this wed so that i can wake up earli to join CJ for trainign!ahaha...

its been a very long time since i've last trained with cj peeps.though i din realli train with them,i managed to play a game with them.was put to play as the centre for the girls team!!!STUNNED!!!firstly cos i dun play centre,secondly its becos im the onli guy out of the whole girls team!!!got pressure sia...haha!managed to put a few balls out of reach for the guys...another good thing abt going back to train is that there's this certain eye candy in the girls team!!!hahaha...she can play quite well and boy!!!She SPIKES pretty hard...ahaha...anywayz,took a ride on ms smith's car back to amk after training.aft a quick lunch,changed and rushed down to CC to do my grp ids even though im like going to fall asleep!!!

so met gillian and spent ard 2 hrs to do some of the ids...and finally,the day ids is done!!!as for the pesticide idea,its very simple and we should be able to finish it in less than an hour bah!but the prob would be the fact that we hav insufficient bottles!!!so need ppl to drink more next meeting liaoz...ahaha!now im worried abt our campfire id and banner cos i cant even visualise wat they've said!!!anywayz,thx gillian for coming down after school to help mi out with the ids...and also,gotta thank nicole for rushing to the mrt station to pass mi the cardboard backings for the ids.

hmmm...today will be the usual beach day!hope i dun underperform man!!!hahaha...there's lotsa things to say but then,i dunno how i should actually phrase it!haizz...juz heck it and die...lookin forward to finishing my drink tml!!!hope nothing crops up tml man though im not very keen on going black on a sat...ahahahah...can't wait for dec to come faster!!!!

HAPPY BDAY WOO REN!!!hahaha...

Your Career Type: Enterprising

You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable.Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas. You would make an excellent: Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp DirectorCity Manager - Judge - LawyerRecreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales PersonSchool Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.

did my ops today in the rain.its pretty fun i muz say.all i did was to stop vehicles and check their tools and first aid kit onboard.even though the ops ended earlier than it should have,at least i got a chance to feel more like a MP,some law enforcer.haven felt that way before simply becos of the fact that im a ceremonial guard.dun hav to go ard and arrest those that go against the law.anywayz,damn sian lahz.some issues were brought up on my way home with my plt mates which actually made me think if im actually slacking nowadays.but come to think of it,i did what im suppose to do.im not like some others who loves to do the extra for the fact i dun hav the passion for this kinda stuff anymore.anywayz,i will ord soon,so it doesn't matter if i actualli still do these stuff.sometimes,it doesn't pay to be do the extras!realli,but its not realli the reward that matters but rather the basic treatment u should be entitled to.i guess all is not meant to be fair and things are always so subjective.

anywayz,camp is approaching and i cant join my odac guys for nite cycling due to my pre-camp commitments!omg,hopefully can meet them for another session then!anywayz,now i think i gotta end this liao,freaking irritated by the flicking lighting in my room!!!cya

yesh,its a monday and im home!came home instead of staying in juz to catch a new show on my Cable tv.(attack no1)...anywayz,shooting was bad especially on a weekend.wat's worse is that the "canteen" within the range was closed that day and we din have any other forms of refreshment to kill time.however,we played boardgames while waiting for our turn to shoot and its kinda stupid!day shoot wasn't that bad...missed onli 2 rounds but for my nite shoot i onli shot 2 targets down!!!actually,im not a lousy shooter lahz,its juz my fault cos i din prepare my weapon for nite firing in time and by the time i wanna do it,it was already dark and i juz stick the plasticine to my weapon rear sight aperture using my gut feeling.and when i go over to shoot,i realise that i could see the target and i juz use my agar-ration powers to gauge how my rounds will actually be projected towards the target.and as for why i could see its not because im blind...its because the fact that the plasticine had actually covered up the hole which im suppose to see thru!!!ahaha...but im still proud of the fact that i actualli shot down 2 targets using my gut feeling!!!hahaha...anywayz,the shoot ended pretty late and i had actually gotta rush out of camp to catch the last train available to get home!juz dun wanna stay in despite reaching camp so late...

sunday...met zee ken and roys @ j8 juz to watch the school's version of project superstar.after which shop ard for some animes before rushing back to CC for the camp's first major meeting.as usual,those ice breakers to get everyone going and stuff.even though i noe some of the games beforehand,i enjoyed playing them knowing that some of them will actually get themselves into various awkward situations.after which,had some cheer fights,then did some publicity and went for dinner.i din take my dinner with them but juz drank a cup of ice milo and left to meet zj gillian and pam to shop ard.bought a T shirt and went ard looking for accessories...not bad lahz...

today,super slack...went back camp to run in the rain and played soccer for awhile.afterwhich,juz slept thru out the whole day till 5pm to bk out.tml will be my turn to go for ops...should be quite fun i suppose!will update on my ops tml bah!!!ahaha...cya

oh gosh,i've lost my hp!damn sad,but what to do?i can only say its due to my negligence and there's no point crying over spilt milk now.the good thing abt losing this hp means i'm gonna get a new fone!!!dun realli hav any idea which fone to get now.but im definitely not going to get it now cos those festive season promotions will be coming up real soon.so gonna wait for that to come and see if any fones suits me.even though i've lost that fone,spent a rather great night with my frenz in the club drinking!!!hahaha,im turning alcoholic man.

anywayz,updating now cos i wont be able to do so for the next few days cos im going for my combat shoot this coming weekend!!!mind u,its a WEEKEND...complete wastage of time man.damn sad,cannot go to the beach or meet up with my buddies man!hope they hav a good time without mi then.and gotta thank gillian for helping to conduct the grp meeting this sat cos i wont be able to attend.and damn,this sun will be spent on having camp meeting man.oki...time to get ready to get back to camp for the long ardous timing wasting weekend...haizz...till then,seeya guys.

opps...just realised that i haven been blogging for quite some time...15days to be exact and that's half a mth!!!anywayz,haven been doing much except for playing more and more beach vball and watching more animes.after last sat's session at the beach,i realised that i've gotta buck up on my wrist power man!im gonna start training and stuff and dec is coming!!!i can't afford to slack for the fact that i wanna break my 9min barrier(2.4km) before the start of next yr!!!judging from my timing and present condition,its kinda hard to cut 6 secs to go below 9min due to the frequent pain felt at my ankle and knees.i hope i can achieve this goal by this yr and im starting to clock my runS!!!and speaking about running,my PC just hinted to me that he wants me to join the interformation x-ctry this yr which is happening quite soon.NO was wat i told him for the fact that i seriously think im not good enugh and the fact that others have already been training for it unlike me.its not fair and putting me in the comp wouldn't change anything!besides,come december,i'll be freaking busy!!!camps and more camps,competitions and tonnes of gatherings which i foresee.im getting so excited!

i've been watching this sch drama show on cable tv channel 55 recently and somehow,i actually started to think of going into teaching.somehow,it seems that i like the feeling of being able to shape someone's life turning them into useful citizens.besides that,being able to help and add value to students really feel good.esp when ur efforts are recognised by the students!the sense of achievement is there and u feel good abt it.but then,am i going in the wrong direction?i cant be certain if im really up to it.but im seriously considering it as one of my options!for the fact that i dun even noe wat i wanna be for now.but as far as im concern,i noe i juz have to complete my MAE course first and try out teaching in the later part?i really dun noe.

as for my volunteering session at the home,its once again another fruitful and enjoyable one.it gives mi another sense of satisfaction to be able to be part of the boys,imparting knowledge and helping them to understand the outside world better.below is my acct for my NYAA journal:

" 12th November 2005,my overseas diving trip got cancelled due to the monsoon and so,I joined them back for this interesting session back in gracehaven home with the rest of the volunteers and boys.As usual,we got back into the usual activity room that we always use.This time round,I realised that the boys actually went back to the groups that we previously had for the aeroplane making session.In a sense,it gives me the feeling that these boys actually felt that sense of belonging to the group that we previously had which made me feel good.It means that they’re doing well with us and they actually enjoy our company.Especially when we got to know through the home coordinator that there was 2 boys that actually cancelled their precious home leave to join us for the program that very day.One was weicong and the other one was cai tian.I’m especially surprised that Cai Tian would actually give up his home leave for the program as his one of the boys that don’t really show much interest in the sessions that we’ve conducted.However,managed to talk to them abit here and there to find out what’s going on in their life and found that they really treat us as friends,opening up to us better and responding to our requests and sessions better.It’s definitely a good progress.

Next,we’re right into the balloon powered car making session.As usual,we read the instructions given and both barry and pelvis got right into the mood to being competitive.They started putting everything together using what was given.Pelvis is one of those rigid kids.What he actually constructed was what he actually saw.When I asked him if he could actually think of a better way to improve his car or change the design,his relunctant and he say its better to the model shown to them.It somewhat tells me that his actually feeling insecure and wouldn’t want to venture out of his comfort zone and is afraid of failure.When we first try out his car,it turn out that it didn’t work out well and immediately,he turned to the volunteers for help and expect them to settle it for him just by leaving his model with us.After awhile,we managed to get him back into action by asking him to sit beside us and we assist him in repairing his car.As for Barry,he did follow the instructions given and did something like the model given.But the thing about Barry is that he actually think of ways to further improve the car such that it will work better.He could make good use of what was given and adapted to the situation should the need arise.His a very independent worker and demonstrate good reasoning skills when we ask him about his design.Once his car gets into trouble,he actually troubleshoots and repair it by himself.And when he can’t figure out,he’ll ask for help and that’s where we come in.After some talk with him,I actually realised that its actually his circle of friends that’s affecting him.I realised that his actually someone who can reason quite well and know what is right and what is not.But well,he gives in to peer pressure easily which could well explain his behaviour when his out with bad company.Generally,Barry is someone that I think is capable to do well and can contribute to the community!

Well,this time round,I got to leave before the session ends and I’m glad that the kids actually said goodbye to me when I was leaving despite me making a quiet retreat.I’m enjoying every moment with them and it really spurs me on when I see that my efforts are appreciated by the kids.Till then,I’m looking forward to the next session with the boys. "
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anywayz,read this article on the new paper yesterday regarding this volunteer helping those kids with terminal disease to fulfil their wish.its pretty interesting and i felt that its a very good idea.being able to help those kids fulfil their final wish really gives me a kind of satisfaction!!!i put myself into the shoes of those children,if i were to contract a terminal disease and there's kind hearted ppl like that volunteer being mentioned to help mi fulfil my wishes,i'll be so happy and would die with no regrets.at least i've managed to do things that i would have wanted to do if i have more time in this world.there should be more of such organisations man.anywayz,juz felt its good to share something like this and sometimes,its really a pleasant experience to help someone in need.

on a lighter note,now busy with the upcoming ntuc beach vball comp.finally settle the team members and im glad rong rong have actually joined us.the team is almost the same as the one we field 2 yrs ago for the quiksilver beach vball comp which we won 2nd place.now that we've changed weejim for guanyou and the standard of beach vball comp getting higher and higher,we're juz joining for fun and experience!realli enjoy playing vball on the beach during the weekend.a way to keep myself off the busy orchard on those weekends and at the same time doing sports to keep fit.isn't it a good idea?hehe...besides beach vball,camp preparations are coming into play to.this yr im the CI for one of the grps.gotta organise the camp for grp preparations as the camp meetings kick start afew weeks ago.abit stress lahz...for the fact that we have more new instructors this yr and i have 3 of them in my grp.bonding wise abit hard for mi cos i dun realli noe how to get them together,but still,im confident that my grp is good and so are my members!this time round abit more stress also becos we seldom have time to meet due to army,exams,personal commitments!and also,this time round,i've gotta play the more vocal role than the first time i was a CI.for the fact that i dun hav ppl like shaofeng to take over the whole show!!!haha...good and bad...will see in time to come!anywayz,gotta stop here...juz wanna let my odac peeps noe that im looking forward to meeting u guys this dec and as well as my class mates!!!very long nv meet up liaoz...wat happened>????ahahaha...hang on for those still having exams and good luck for those that have finished theirs waiting for results that is....

hohoz...went to the beach today!damn shiok...haven got that feeling for sucha long time...had afew nice spikes and got myself darker...anywayz,saw tay pinghui and jeff at the beach today for some filming session...think i saw chen hanwei in the toilet by himself also...hahaha...anywayz,my dive trip have been cancelled due to the monsoon picking up!damn sianz...maybe its juz fate lahz...wait for next yr then!anywayz,COG this sunday!!!im standing in front for the formation this time round...definitely can see mi one!ahahah...will update more when i hav more free time then...anywayz,enjoy this week man!cya....