Monday, June 27, 2005
NDP Combined Rehearsal @ Padang
...survived another hell week though...SAF day draws nearer as well as NDP...once next week pass,i can say we are almost through the darkest period of my army life in APC.looking forward to a more relax working pace aft next week cos SAF day is juz next fri!even though there's a cancellation of the monthly COG for this coming sun,it doesn't realli make life easier for mi though.besides going for saf day and NDP,im also involved in the ACF thingy held in singapore indoor staDIUm...that means extra involvement!and i foresee that there will be this president charity thingy which i might be involved too!im glad too that i hav such a packed schedule which actualli made my service seem shorter...no time to bother abt when im gonna ORD and stuff...but i still prefer a slacker life man...i need my weekends!anywayz....training for NDP is like wat i've mentioned before,a much better thing as compared to SAF day cos u get scoldings when u train for SAF day while they wont scold for NDP cos there's civilians ard!u get better treatment definitely,its not onli the actual NDP show that they hav to put up!BUT,a diff kinda SHOW to the rest that they ain't that screw up and treating their soldiers badly...lk at the packed lunch for NDP trainings as compared to the ones they serve in the organisatiON!its HELL LOTSA different!!!and for one instance,there was once they ordered packed lunch for one of the ndp trainings from S.F.I,one of the meals provider for the organisatioN.the meal came in nice packaging and the food looks appealing as compare to the daily 3dish one soup that we get in the cookhouse!and hav u ever eaten 'mui fan' from any of the 'zhi cha' stores ard?every meals lk exactly like it man!guess i've prove my point man...anywayz,NDP trainings pretty fun cos u get to see other performers and u get to do stuff out of ur routine work place!the key point being able to see those lovely ladies out there!hahaha...im getting so excited for the parade this yr man!but man,im gonna miss out the mobile column thingy!
anywayz,too much of NDP!!!yday rushed down from camp to bugis to meet up the odac peeps!kinda surprise to see almost all of them there!but everything felt diff from the previous gatherings!things hav changed and i seriously dun realli noe how to communicate wit some of them.with ppl putting up false fronts and stuff,it juz irks mi to see wat's happening!i guess we've juz drifted apart...anywayz,im glad im still alright with my buds!we could still communicate like before...but still i hope that i could try to maintain the friendship that we've created!anywayz,its nice noe-ing that everyone has not forgotten anyone...thank god.but i muz say,the food there kinda sux man!and its so ex...ahahhaha...but it was fun being there and thanxz for the gathering man!seeya guys again!hmmm....feeling sleeepy...ZzZzzZzzzzzzzzzzZZ
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:44 AM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to obedience and warmth. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
| Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
| In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:42 PM
here comes another short weekend for mi man.finished ndp training @ padang this morning and returned home onli at abt 5pm?physically drained cos we started training over at padang at ard 7plus?everything there was fine lol...but felt it was kinda stupid and ineffecient in a way cos every item is given onli a 1 hr time slot to practice or rather familiarise themselves with the markings and stuff!its extremely useless when u hav to coordinate a big grp of say 200 ppl with 200 markings to go thru for mayb say 4 formations?it would be like say 800 markings to go thru within an hr and on top of that,gotta rehearse too.it was pretty hot over there too and there wasn't any shaddy areas ard.as for mi,did a walk thru for our item!yes!!!im gonna be on the stage man!ard 12 of us with some NCC female cadets!its super pressurising cos the stage itself is elevated and surrounded by spectators stands!!!even though there wasn't anyone ard to view it,there's already an aura that's making us nervous and was predicting how would we feel on that actual day itself!!!god...im so freaked out enugh liaoz...anywayz,no matter how tiring it can be,it's definitely rewarding to see the motivators for NDP!lotsa girls which means we were practically sitting ard scouting!there's this particular girl that hav a very nice tann man!im so so attracted to her man!wat's more!she's very tall and she looks pretty...!but she's kinda too bone-y!!!but nonetheless,aft every training,as long as those motivators are still ard would definitely enhance our performance and morale!whahaha...looking forward to see that tanned boney girl again next rehearsal man!besides that,today got quite a few camera man walking ard our holding area taking pics and stuff...got afew close up shots by them on us while we were rehearsing our item...with them ard,performance stress man!!!
enugh of NDP man,but still back to SPDS!did my first public performance other than the freaking COG every mth!was selected to do it at SAFTI MI warriors hall.during the performance i would say nothing realli went wrong lahz...but during my rehearsal i managed to cut myself!!!yes...with the bayonet attached to the weapon and it came flying back at mi when i was exchanging it with my partner!sway lah...but luckily the cut wasn't realli that deep!now i hav my first BATTLE SCAR!!!whahha...feel so low morale cos im finally promoted to corporal!damn sian lahz...and from the routine orders,i was suppose to be promted on 16th april and i onli get to noe it now officially!this realli shows how inefficient the organisation is loh...besides that,they onli realised that they din promote my batch yet cos some of my frenz went to ask them for it!!!that's onli aft hearing that my juniors,3 mths younger than us,got promoted before us!i shan't comment any further man~!oki...mon im gonna see more new juniors coming in liaoz...and that implies that my ord date becomes more and more visible to mi noW!!!SAF day coming man!and last SAF day training,my favourite junior trainee fainted!!!i cant believe my eyes man...but i realli respect him cos he realli fainted on the spot rather than ask to fall out himself!he onli recovered on the ambulance on his way to the nearest medical centre whereby the medic slapped him on his face...poor little junior!!!anywayz...its getting late and im feeling mentally drained!will update again once i hav the time man...cya
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:49 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005
hoho...im back,still in 1 piece!extremely tiring week that hav juz fly by!lotsa politics ongoing within the company also!extremely amused and agitated by things going around.why muz politics always revolved ard our life?but its definitely challenging when face with certain politic issues.esp when u're one of the more seniors ard able to ctrl most of wat's ongoing.in the AMRY,i believe they always do things with the laojiao and xin jiao system.cos wat comes ard goes ard!when ur're the xinjiao,ur laojiao will always tell u,last time when we were the xinjiao,we were suppose to do this do that and now that u're the xinjiao,u should do wat should be done!and as u progresss,u become the laojiao and u'll tell ur xinjiao the same thing!hmmm...why m i telling u guys such stupid stuf??anywayz,the previous SAF day is as usual tiring like crazy but u cant imagine how much pride we actualli hav on the very first rehearsal when we had to wear our no 1 ceremonial dress and march in the parade with the rest of the contingents!and on top of that,the ceremonial dress and our duty for the parade made mi felt that we were more outstanding than the rest such that we cant afford to faint during the parade!durint that rehearsal,if im not wrong,every GOH contingent which covers commandos,NDU and the airforce hav at least one casualty!!!even the colors party if i din see wrongly.but we were all still standing strong although freaking shagged.our motto is the onli way to fall out from the parade is to be carried out and not walked out which means we hav to stand till we literally collaspe.and that was wat was told to the commandos by their personal trainers before they march in and still,one walked out.and i finally found where kenneth is standing in the parade liaoz...whahah...anywayz,did my COG last sunday at istana!pretty cool cos i onli rehearse it for one day and i din realli make any mistakes that day!plus the fact that there were freaking hell lotsa ppl that very day and it was the first time we performed SPDS with the actual firing weapons,M16 with bayonet!when we were at our march off point forming up,everyone ard look for shock to see the m16 with bayonet.feel so good...whahaha...big ego sia!
coming week also freaking tiring!still got SAF day rehearsal under same condition plus the fact that this week got media brief for NDP,SAFti performance,poly performance and last but not least,NDP trainign at padang,its gonna get tougher!i need lotsa rest~!!!i surely wan some time to get down to the beach and i also wanna bladE!!!hmmm,im sorry guys,this week nv go club with u guys!it seems pretty buay on of mi but hope u guys understand the situation im in too...tire,sick,plus weekend trainings!i also need to spend some time with my family cos im not staying out as often as i get to compared to before!sometimes,i bk in from mon till sat without going hoME!!!pls understand!!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:32 AM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
oh no...wat is happening to me man!i cant figure it out too...maybe im no longer exercising as much as i've used to be doing.and that could be the main reason for me being so unfit recently.or could it be that im just to occupied by all the rehearsals that gives mi no chance to even rest well.i really hope i can pass thru this 2 mths of extreme highkey period of my NS life man.hmm...as usual,still going for SAF day training which starts from 7am in the morning till ard 7pm.whole day under the blazing sun at safti parade square whereby it nv fails NOT to rain!!!trust mi,the freaking place nv rains even though dark clouds surround the whole area man!!!its gonna get worse from next week onwards...cos usualli we onli wear the typical green uniform under the sun which can be consider pretty hot liao but then from next week onwards we will be wearing the thick white long sleeve no1 ceremonial dress under the hot sun!!!yes...7am to 7pm too...on top of that,for our unit,the tradition is for us to wear a white t shirt inside the ceremonial dress which made it worse for us...oh my god...i wonder how long more can i last!but come to think of it,its already june man!i still hav approximately 1 more yr of service...take awya the last 2 mths of off and leave,10mths to go man!hoho...i will survive!coming week will be another hell week lahz...tml which is a sunday i'll be bking in for my monthly Change Of Guards ceremony at the istana and starting from tml,i gotta stay in till most probably next sat?but its more or less cfm-ed!!!got parades next week whereby i gotta stay in like hell plus my mid week duties!sian sian sian...i needa get a life man!im missing out on my frequent weekend beach trips or even blading sessions at ECP!wat m i suppose to do?NO time for so many things!i swear it will juz get worse as the day approachs SAF day (1/7) and NDP (9/8).....
anyone hav any idea or heard of this grp call nui zi si er yue fang?its basically a grp of 5 ladies that plays those Chinese orchestra instructments inculcating those modern tunes to come up with very soothing melodies etc!!!if anyone heard abt them or something and noe where to get their CDs,pls let mi noe!im very interested to get a copy!!!
im sorry pal...for i make promises as easy as i break em!but i hav no choice...trust me...im sicK!!!tml still needa perform!im realli sorry!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:10 PM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
sHIoK Ah~currently feeling pretty sick staying home for 3 DAYSS!!!nothing much but juz a slight fever i call it!pretty fortunate for mi to get this 3 days this week esp when this week is the hell week for all!1 wk 7 days everyday muz work!cos mon to fri is standard working days plus sat we gotta train for NDP and this sun will be the COG week!so we practically work everyday!things were made worse by the fact that we will enjoy lesser stay outs this week cos of SAF day training on both TUES AND FRI!by the time we get back to camp and prepare to bk out it will be like ard 8???so kinda pointless to go home for those leaving quite a distance away!so im luckzY!!!but wat's gonna be tough for mi is that i will onli hav thurs to rehearse for my COG cos fri gotta go SAF day parade rehearsal...!im afraid i might screw things up!hopefully not lahz!!!and BTW,if any of u guys need to buy new digi cam,KINDLY look for mi yaH>?got promo!!!helping a fren though...so,drop mi a msg or something...!i;ve given up hope of retrieving my 11b and license back liaoz...and i so hate those Farkers that stole my wallet!well,they jolly well not let mi catch them stealing again...if not i'll not hesitate to take action!i believe there's definitely a grp of kids that's frequently hanging ard to steal from others!well...juz dun let mi catch u KIDDOS!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:58 AM
NDP Combined Rehearsal @ Padang