Wednesday, January 31, 2007
well...haven been blogging for a damn long time.ahahah.anywayz,everything's been going on pretty oki just that im like lagging tutorials and lectures.road relay training realli proves wonder.though i haven been runnning 2.4km time trial,but i kinda think that i definitely be able to hit my target of running sub 9 liaoz!!!hahaha...happy.another thing is im cfmed in the relay team liaoz.dunno to be happy or sad.this sat is the competition and i seriously dun wanna come back empty handed.we're like expecting a close fight with hall 3 only.but well,not sure if its realli like that.1 thing im sure is that im gona whack hard this sat!!!things happening here and there which realli made mi feel damn confused.but well...will take things as it comes bah!i cant wait for next week whereby i wont have road relay training anymore!!!and i'll have more time man!!!LOTS more.working on our blk banner.our guys damn enthu can!!!hhahahaha...SHIOK!im beginning to love se7en more and more!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:46 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Hall opening ceremony today.cheerleading competition on the same day.results were screwed up!no one would even believe that we could have lost to hall 1 and 3.for the simple reason that their routine wasn't even there.not good enough.and if we were to lose,it could only be hall13 that win by margin.and to think that hall 13 didn't even get into top 3.everything is damn screwed up!i cant believe this man!i salute our cheerleaders for all the effort they've put into training for this big day.seeing the disappointment in their face realli saddens me.arghx.i simply cannot agree with the results.and im anti yellow!!!freak man.only hall 13 and us managed to turn on the crowd man.how the hell did 1 and 3 get the top 2.arghx...now we can only look forward to the future.and i wanna be part of them this yr!train hard and take wat is rightfully ours!
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:39 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
finally managed to get so much sleep after a long long while!but im still tired man!amazing shit.anywayz,kinda rot the entire day away.upgrading works realli suck!!!super duper dusty and noisy!how m i suppose to do my work man?so met kenneth to play pool today at K pool.well,thought that a change of environment will be better but then i still din play well.couldn't concentrate on the game at all.though im not all out to win but it seems that my mind keep wandering off to else where.wat's freaking wrong with mi man.met alvan and realised that he changed quite abit huh.gan hip hop huh!hahaha...should i sign up for dance lessons too?ahaha...im pretty shagged now man.i wanna learn more.probably start young with tango and waltz.hahaha...next time when im old liao can still be compete in competitions man!hahaha..came home and tried to catch up for physics tutorial.still doing and i freaking cant concentrate liaoz!that's y im here blogging.
perhaps im right.even he thinks that A is super duper fuck up.that's the undesirable traits that he have despite his capability.wat should i do?should i tell him nicely or just blast it in his face.well,i believe i spoke to him nicely before but i guess it still doesn't work!i realli duno wat to expect in future man.arghx...tml will be another hectic day man.dunno if i still need to go back for the heats but i hope not.for the simple reason that im slow and im kinda injured from all that running that im not in the form to run tml!then i think i wont be able to go for recce tml too...gotta do my proj and tutorials man!should i sign up for salsa lessons in NTU?ahaha...arghx...time to head back to tutorials...
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:27 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
arghx...feeling damn sianz now!should i or should i not?i realli dunno.perhaps only he will only be the one that noe what im toking abt.somehow,i dunno wat's gotten over me man.i cant seem to think for myself.why m i always thinking for my buddies only?sometimes its just so unfair.i wonder if i realli noe wat i wan and wont be like before.i must speak up for myself man!Though there's no harm trying and nothing to lose,im just afraid certain things might go out of ctrl man.somehow i realised that certain ppl around me ain't wat i believe they are!!!capable but there's still certain qualities that needs MUCH improvement.probably im still like stuck in stone age times.but well...proven,im just too slow!wols?hahaha...sadz.when will D day arrive?i look forward to that.arghx...neither here nor there...im exhausted...!
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:29 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
well.classes for the past few days were pretty fun!pretty lucky this sem i believe but then the tutorials are pretty hard too!arghx...cannot take it.feeling the fatigue from road relay training liaoz.its realli very xiong and i realli hope that i've improved.i always try to push myself till the limit that i always wanna vomit out after every single interval or run lahz!must improve.
1 part of me tells me that i wana go faster ,1part of me tells me that i dun wanna get into the team and 1 part of me wans me to drop out from this!arghx...1 good and bad news today.im officially out of the dance team.well,i dunno wat kinda of feeling im suppose to have now.but i guess this will be the best option.All girls team.for the simple reason that the zai senior is pulling out and 2 of us dun have proper basics to begin with.3 weeks ain't enough to train us up!so the best bet now is to have a al girls team whereby almost all have proper basics or professional in dance.the bad thing is that all girls team cannot afford to make mistake and the dance will be more feminine!!!hahaha....hope we will maintain our position bah!
arghx...stress...i cant do my tutorials for nuts man.and i seriously think im sinking further into the endless pit.will i be able to go chill this sat?i wanna go to the beach!!!miss the sand,the water,the babes and the vball!arghx...sunday probably gonna come back sch for race if not going for recce with the adventure club peeps.after which we'll have our meeting again!and i still have to work on the marketing presentation!i wanna do a good one man!stress...not feeling too good but yet not too bad.m i happy or m i sad?disappointed?confused definitely!i cant make up my mind!arghx....SHIT!
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:43 AM
Monday, January 15, 2007
well.currently trying to do my physics tutorial but i realised something and i m having a headache that i cant realli think well.i just came to realise im like very slow person.when everything's gone then i'll realised what's good for me.it applies to every single thing man.i do things slowly and somehow have this mindset of nvm...slow but surely.but now that's not that case.wth is wrong man...its super duper wrong.why why why.i cant afford to wait and be slow anymore.no time is 1 factor and the other factor is i've already missed out on alot of good stuff.omg...i cant believe im that "smart" man.SHIT!arghx...blah....no more slow but surely attitude!
well...should i consider wat kenneth told me?isit realli me tat i should do it?i duno man.will see as it get closer bah!i hope im not sinking into a nv ending pit...please!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 5:23 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
woahz..finally managed to squeeze sometime out to blog abit.well,its great to be back in school.meeting frens having lunch,fooling around etc.so far so good except for hall stuff.well,i've been training for road relay and i think im still not good enough.haven realli grown stronger yet.im wondering if the team is pretty cui this year round?i realli dunno.i cant imagine myself being in the team in the first place cos i think im realli slow and i m.even if i managed to be ahead of some ppl(not alot.just 1 or 2) i still think im realli too slow to be in the team.all i wanted to do at the start is just to train for fun and not to get into the team cos i noe im slow.well...now it seems that i still stand a chance at finding myself a place in the team.arghx...
besides road relay,im sucked into the dance team also.im a slow learner and yet im sucked into it.well,its realli bad.especially when i forsee that trainings will eat into alot of other stuff.arghz.im so no life now!cannot take it....well...the dance item we're gonna do sounds pretty fun.cant wait for the steps to be out asap.
wee...weekend's coming.going back for CJ orientation!FAKE FRESHIE!!!hahaha..hopefully i can pull it off man.ahahaha...afterwhich going for bday celebration.and probably back in hall to prepare for rugby match next morning.hopefully we can get into semis at least.well...we do stand a chance to play in the semis and will definitely work hard to get into finals!looking forward to the game on sunday!!!
celebrated weidian's bday today man.had fun chatting with the remanants of music world.that very few of us.but its realli gr8 with them ard.talking abt almost everything under the stars man.GF101 and BF101...whose gonna clear those modules man?hahaha...not in a hurry also...relac one corner lahz!enjoy freedom...no restrictions and no exams.hahaha
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:17 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
caught blood diamond with a couple of mumbo ppl last nite at J8.it was a last min kinda thing suggested at the end of our 6hour long adventure club meeting @ CC yesterday.metup up to do some abseiling and practicing watever we've learnt before.realised our skills abit rusty liaoz.after which had a in depth discussion for the upcoming activities for adventure club.the major event this year for us could be the adventure camp which we are planning now.everyone seems pretty excited abt it.it will also mean that we have more stuff to do...recce trips and nature rigging and abseiling.i cant wait and its time to polish up the rusty skills before hitting the nature anchors.
blood diamond was pretty nice.out of a sudden,i kinda got interested in the history of all this stuff and the problem africans are facing.if wat was projected for the movie was half real,its already scary enough to know that there are actually ppl leading this kinda life while we're super sheltered from all this shit in life.after movie,went for supper and had a pretty long chat session.then was asked this question.
"would you get married before/after your career takes off?"well,as a guy i definitely would prefer to get married after my career takes off smoothly and i have achieved wat i wanna achieved.that was the general response from the man.but we also came to realised that generally women would say its oki to marry the man even before everything stablises.saying they're willing to stand by the husband and stuff.is that true?i dunno...but this realli displays the different kinda mindset we have.we're more concern about not causing a burden for the other party while the ladies are more into the fact that they are willing to take it together.but when hardship really comes,how many couples can survive the storm?arghx...there were other topics which i seldom discuss with frens cos usually my frens ain't into this kinda serious talk stuff.today's shaofeng and connie's wedding lunch reception day!!!jus wanna wish them all the best for their future man!cant wait to see their children join us at camp MUMBO!
this morning got a shock msg from bianca.im kinda selected to represent our hall for interhall dance.well...its something which i dunno if i should be happy or not.well...the thing is we're gonna start training from mon all the way till 12th feb.every single nite and i believe weekends will be included too.i think i'll be so dead lahz.especially when im taking subjects which i nv take before for this sem and i got adventure club activities to settle as well.how m i suppose to cope with it all.wat's the best thing is im actually a next best alternative for someone.becos he got something else to do,so im in to take over the position.well...the feeling of being a stand in doesn't feel good but then again,his one of my good friends and i understand that he have lotsa things to handle and couldn't commit to the trainings and thus being the next best alternative,there i m being selected.well,looking at it at another angle tells mi that if im not going to do it,someone else will have to do it.so why dun i try and give it a shot since im pretty much interested in dance also.treat it as a good learning experience and dun feel 'sour' abt this man.welll...i probably should just think of it this way and just enjoy as the day goes by bah!training will start in to kick in not only for that.gotta prepare for surf and sweat and NVM also.x-physique coming up too!!!arghx...so so so many things to do!and freaking hell ATC will be back soon.should i quit?
gotta go back hall earli today to settle my wardrobe man!they're changing it and i have to remove everything out to facilitate their replacement work!!!arghx...sch starting tml and i dun realli seem to be prepared for it!HOW>???
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:18 PM
