Friday, August 29, 2008
haven been updating lately.well,busy with tonnes of stuff and not having sufficient sleep!busy with frames,video which i cannot finish on time but i'll definitely finish it soon.
anywayz,i've decided to run for JCRC this year as a social secretary and it was suppose to be a contested post until last nite.im surprised by the dropout and being a non contested position,i believe i'll be able to get sufficient votes to get me into JCRC.and becos of that,i've decided that i should not go for SU16 as a GL anymore.perhaps i'll still go back as a publication sub com.i wanna do something different though i cant bear to let go.but somehow,i just know that i cant possibly commit my entire uni life just doing sports club stuff.i wanted to do something different which i believe JCRC can give me that. well...i shall blog more on this once i have more time.im typing all these while waiting for hall nite cycling to commence!!!
*everything must come to an end....be it good or bad.i guess it's finally time.*
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:18 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
I'm staying PUT in SG.i didn't submit my GIP application and i hope i wont regret it.All i can look forward to is to get a good IA company and gain RELEVANT experience.that would be the only think i can wish for.i'm looking forward to the 3rd IHG training CYCLE coming our way.we have a great team and i hope we'll do even better this time round!
i've already cleared one thing off my mind!all i have to do is just wait for an answer and then i'll noe i have to commit again next year.all i wan is for him to seriously think about wat he really wants for next year.and the only reason why im back is he really needs me and want me to help him out and not just because of RATIO requirements.
lately have been feeling damn sick.dunno wat's damn wrong with me but it just seems to take forever to recover.i just hope its nothing too serious and that i recover soon.cant sleep well and cough like i have some kinda disease.that's quite bad!have been drinking quite a fair bit lately and that's super duper bad for my health and my POCKET!!!time to focus on the work on hand rather than spending time like there's no tommorow!next week will be 1 whole week of hall activities but i doubt i'll be able to join everything!shall see how thing goes man.
projects,assignments and unattended lectures piling up like crazy.it feels like a time bomb which explodes any moment.and boy im really going for 24 AUs this sem.i seriously hope i wont flunk it this sem man!make or break!!!PLEASE PLEASE REMIND me to study and that i have 12 weeks left to EXAMS!!!thanks ppl.
im really sorry if i've neglected u guys for awhile but everthing's so different this sem.it just seems like we begun to drift abit and i feel so bad abt it.rest assure that i still care and cherish our friendship.thanks for ur concerns too and i think i shouldn't just keep using the same old excuses that i'm too busy and stuff.im sry abt it...
so just stop here...tml will be a long long day.costume fitting.running here and there.i need to get fit once again!BYE BYE world.
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:21 AM
Monday, August 11, 2008
boy...m i falling right again?i guess i'm in again.arghx..>ROAR!!!
i must and i will!there's no way im going to lose out right now!
tmd.i just cant take it when all this just have to happen again when its not long into the new YEAR!omg...FIGHT KILL!
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:31 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
arghx.im feeling like shit now.feeling sick and i have so many things at the back of my mind!its really killing me right now with so many problems surfacing at the wrong time.worse of all,family problem!its just not me to share this kind thing openly but im realli tired already.to this point of exploding!i cannot take all this anymore.have you tot abt how im suppose to face you and the rest?and well,you just come up with this kinda stun when im half way thru university!i really dunno where to hide my face.i wanna be independant but the way u're doing things and putting me in a tough spot makes it worse.and pls pls dun force it on me man,i realli can do unimaginable things.how do you wan me to continue studying in peace with no worries when u're doing all these.arghx...cant i just enjoy the last 2 years of uni before i head out to society and work!!!i HATE THIS!!!
back to sch,im feeling the pressure on me too.self inflicted i would say.im on the verge of dropping out of sec lower!i cannot accept this fact and i dun think i deserve anything lower than this.im finding it hard to cope now and with all the stuns u're pulling on me,how can i leave everything here in sg to go for GIP?besides...money is an issue too!DAMN it.im kinda losing my minor too and i realli cannot bear to let it go.i must focus and come back to reality!at this point in life.i suddenly feel that i cant really cope with everything myself anymore.hidding all these problems that no one sees and know.im really tired...i have a gut feeling that im drowning again.its still at the early stages but well who knows wat's gonna happen?omg...will i just find someone that i can share all this with?i hope soon man...
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:11 PM
Saturday, August 09, 2008
*Blog cleaning in progress*
anywayz,Happy national day to all.just trying to revive this blog abit.mixture of feelings but more of sadness than being happy all the time.im not really in the mood to talk abt it right now.but i've had my fair share of happy moments since sch start.
will blog abt it when i have the time.Work's piling up slowly but surely!and im freaking whacking for a 24AU sem!!!WELL DONE!
GOOD NITE WORLD!i miss school and i'll miss MR CHEW too!Goodbye COACH-TEACHER-FRIEND!!!Thank you for everything and im sure our paths will cross again.cya in 2 years when we grad and i hope it could be earlier.
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:11 PM
