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Monday, July 23, 2007

7 days of fun awaits me...i hope i wont be too shag for hall camp by then!hopefully i'll be able to fight for best group and be in the best world and make it the BEST sports camp for my co since this is her last sports camp!

special thanks to ppl like shunzhang ,grace,lynn and eugene for the 'well wishes' and i really appreciate it.really had lotsa fun with DENES even though i wasn't really around for most of the camp!but well,hope that we can get even closer through future outings.these freshies are really a fun bunch of monkeys!hahaha...till then again,i wont be back for the next 7 days.

will blog more on odac camp sports camp and hall camp once sch starts...waiting for tonnes of pictures to flood my HD!!!

*off to a great start...*

♥Oh, so vintage... 11:45 AM


Saturday, July 21, 2007

u cant imagine my excitement now.i'm so gonna meet my fav freshies later.i really hope they'll be that kinda rara kind and im really looking forward to the 7days of non stop fun and action with them.gotta go shop for some stuff before i head down to city hall to meet our gls first and go thru certain admin stuff.my throat's recovering but then again,its not that fast!i need more rest and i doubt i'll get more.but who cares...just whack and give it my best this time round.

*off to meet freshies....*

♥Oh, so vintage... 2:28 PM


Wednesday, July 18, 2007

quite true...this is some personality test i got from my fav gl's blog....



You are always alert and keenly observant. You are not truly satisfied with your everyday status and you are seeking fresh avenues which can give you the opportunity to prove your worth. You feel that there are still many barriers that stand between you and recognition - but one by one you will overcome them. Your tenacity is your one good point - like an English Bulldog, once you take the bite, you will seldom let go.Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say.You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

♥Oh, so vintage... 5:10 PM


Thursday, July 12, 2007

woke up pretty late today and jonas jio me for sushi!!!super gian and so i readily agreed to it.asked ken and eddy along and it machiam like meet the msia go-ers session kinda thing.machiam msia bonding session thingy.had damn alot of sushi at sakae though it wasn;t really spectacular!talk alot of nonsense till the end.wanted to find some flip flops but couldn't find something i realli like and so we decided to shop till we drop in msia.gonna leave in like 10 hours time and we're heading straight to genting first.going to visit the casino and im getting kinda excited!!!pray for me and hopefully the trip can be lengthen with the winnings that we get from the casino!hahaha...then probably go around the theme park to have some fun before heading to KL for some good food,shopping and we're going ZOUK KL!!!i wonder wat's the difference man!then will be heading down to malacca for more food and shopping and slacking around before heading back to sg.i cant wait...dreaming of my KL bah Kut teh already!!!

hopefully when i get back to sg,i'll be able to get a car from my uncle for the next 3 weeks!then it'll facilitate my movement from sch back to hall cos i dun wanna stay in sch for the entire 3 weeks.pray hard...

after sushi,went around to check out on the status for our seniors identity and realised that its not possible to get the 12 bags within this period of time.so went down to queensway to check it out also but end up still cant find.so no choice inform the rest abt it and probably have to change to another identity liaoz!and i'll have to come back to sg to get my sling pouch.i seriously wonder how much more money i'll have to spend for all the camps?well,this fri when everyone's gonna chose their own freshie,i'll be in ZOUK KL and pray hard my co do a good job to chose our freshie.i wan ENTHUs ones...ahahaha....and sad to say,i wont get to meet my co AGAIN.it seems that the 2 of us can nv be together one lehz!always 1 appear the other one disappear kinda thing.but one thing for sure is that 19th will be the day we'll come together all the way till sports camp ends!song boh..

anywayz,gtg kun liaoz.damn shag running around with a bloated stomach to check out the pouch thingy!

*though i'm physically away,mentally,im still in sg...*let this be a short but enjoyable trip bah*

♥Oh, so vintage... 12:06 AM


Tuesday, July 10, 2007

first major screw up for the year 1 happens today!i didn't noe i belong to the 'special' group of students that have their own personalised timing for sub registration and i didn't managed to register any subjects.so went ard for help and thanks to kenneth and hazel for accompanying me here and there to settle the admin stuff.and i must say MAE department's super efficient.by the time i reached home and check my sub registration,they've already settled everything for me without me having to go thru all the shit to reg myself.the only thing is that i din get 1 of the index which i wanted but well,i shall not complain any further.

then went down for ODAC meet the freshies session at esplanade.i really feel the excitement when its my turn to be the GL to meet my own freshies next week!!!i'm like OMG...and when i reached esplanade,shunzhang saw me and was saying,'oh...my favourite SA's here' and i suddenly felt stressed cos i actually decided not to go for the overseas trip anymore.all thanks to kenneth for talking it out with me and i decided that i shall give myself some free time to rest and relax and to recuperate before i go for sports camp.really felt quite bad when i told grace and shunzhang abt my decision but i guess that would be the best solution cos i want only the best for sports camp.but i promised them to go back and help out for the local part cos they're really short of manpower.so basically,i'll have sometime for myself next week before going for Sports camp.met the freshies from odac camp and i think they kinda have a hidden potential within them and i had the urge to take them to cheer fight with the rest of the groups just now.i hope this urge will follow me thru out sports camp.and really thanks to chongmeng,i've learn many other lame games liaoz!thx alot...

well...i do have something that's kinda bothering me when kenneth spoke to me today.i really dunno wat to do now.but will see as thing goes by baH!

saw my co at the library today.actually wanted to talk to her but then she was kinda busy.somehow,i really feel that we need to talk before camp really kick in.i dun really have any bonding session with her yet.but given that i'm very shui bian kinda person,it won't be hard for me to work with her bah!

i realised that one of my primary sch classmate just got married recently.she was one of our class hottest girl with brains but she was damn fierce.felt really happy for her and somehow,wondering who's next man.

*dun give urself too much pressure and live things the way u want it to be...cheer up!*

♥Oh, so vintage... 11:25 PM


Monday, July 09, 2007

Toons world 2007

longhui with my 'co' at HUMAN DUM station


Yvonne mummie making sandwich for us


Kenny's Pair


Cartman's Pair

Stanley's Pair


back from SU14 seniors camp.

it was gr8.basically i had fun though i was still feeling sick.avg 2hrs of sleep daily and to think that i cough like crazy while sleeping!machiam public nuisance!!!so sry to all those that had to tahan my cough while sleeping ard me!hahaha...

fright nite wasn't that scary as compared to last year but then again,to compare it again,this time round i think it's the location that doesn't have the eerie atmosphere.there's just this station that actually 'scares' me more than the previous year!the actors were great!!!after which,we had night games in the morning and we did pretty well together as a world and i think we're quite smart!hahaha...then had land x and we split into 2 groups within our own world.my group were quite sway cos we got the sway route and we started off in the 2nd wave.so music 1 left before us and we tried to catch up.we had fun running and talking cock ard and playing those station games.we were always the record breaker in a sense cos we're just so good!hahaha...then end up we ended the entire race earlier than music cos they hollanded for the last station due to the poor presentation of the map which was damn lousy.then went for war games which was quite jialat followed by nite cycling which i hate the most.cycling when u're damn shag at a control speed just kills mE!!!and cycling in a single file is damn sianz!until later in the nite when we cycled together as a group talking cock singing.longhui's super hyper during nite cycling lol and i was like super diam cos its damn boring for me but i just have to do my best to hide the sianess when i have to take my freshies along bah!then we had 2 more nite games in the morning followed by grand finale.

grand finale almost killed me due to the sun.wasn't feeling damn good also but i just wanna try it out and it was definitely fun for me.afterall,im not that weak even after sucha long long time without training!!!but then again,i feel the strain on my knee cap now since i've been jumping ard too much and running the entire finale with the cushion-less kampong adidas as well as for land exP!!!went for xiao long bao and la mian after everything ended with toons!great meal great company.after this entire seniors camp,it goes to show we still stand a chance somewhere and we're not that weak as others might think of us.and thx for all the concern man!im feeling better now.really appreciate it ppl.thanks to all of u for ur concerns!!!
and to those that's sick...please take good care of urself k?we've gotta take good care of ourselves before we can take care of our freshies yeaH!

to be truthful,im quite sianz that my co's not here for the camp too.but then again,she have her own reasons and i understand.im still very certain that we'll rock the entire universe together and i hope everything's going on well for her.please hang in there kz!!!

now its time to memorise my cheers and games for 3 weeks of non-stop fun and actioN!and i've kinda gotten use to the BY NOW song in my heart liaoz...im so feeling it...the excitement and stuff!!!









♥Oh, so vintage... 10:54 AM


Friday, July 06, 2007

finally a break from work and then wat again.i'm going back to school for SU14 seniors camp!!!omg...im sick already and just came back from the doc.hope everything goes well and i can tahan for the entire camp.

caught up with diana and met her fren lynette on tues for supper at 85.its been a long long time since i've been there for supper.gosh...then collected my drinks from diana!thanks alot yea!!!

wed was a shitty day.feeling damn sick to the extend i don't feel like going anywhere and jonas and some of my frens keep asking mi down to join them at mambo.i just shut my fone and heck it.totally disconnected from the entire world.damn shag.

yesterday was last day of work.bought donuts from missydonuts and damn,my blueberry chocolate donuts were gone in the morning!arghx...now gotta leave house to go to beach road to get the seniors identity then probably fly back hall to get some stuff.arghx...pray hard seniors camp will be fun.super not enough sleep due to timetable planning last nite with kenneth and hazel.we made damn alot of noise at macs can!hahaha...

shall update more when im back

♥Oh, so vintage... 12:45 PM


Wednesday, July 04, 2007

horribly sick?its not really that kind that i'm like lying on my deathbed kind.its more of stress + SICK body + tired body + many many things to worry about = the CURRENT ME!

i could have be somewhere in msia rite now but somehow i gave up that opportunity to be a camp instructor overseas.how clever?but then again,i believe everything is worth it.should i go or should i not?its a tough decision to make.feeling extremely exhausted right now.really cant think anymore.but right now i just have to settle the competition thingy on hand.arghx....

shall update more when i get up later today bahz!tots just running wild...

*i just dun have a perfect life when there's still something missing*

♥Oh, so vintage... 1:24 AM


Monday, July 02, 2007

perhaps it was a wrong move all along.but to continue with this to the end would be the best solution to this problem.can't wait for the day to come and probably get a new start or probably just stop there once and for all....*cough cough*time to go to sleep..

♥Oh, so vintage... 11:46 PM



wed was out for the entire day and was out to meet mark and gang for mambo nite.it was a gr8 mambo nite.spent almost the entire nite at mambo itself having fun.met peisee and jiehuai with their seasports camp og and joined them till the end when mark and gang went out for supper.it was fun seeing them getting high and we only spent the last 20 mins at mambo.

fri went down to river island to help kenneth with his canvassing as well as to visit those folks working there.then went off to meet ailing to do brainless shopping like wat she says before meeting the rest at swensens.imagine you have to help coordinate while keeping from her that we're celebrating her birthday!!!its was hard and sometimes i really wanna burst into laughter but well,everything went thru smoothly.was really feeling very well liao and had to go back to hall for odac seniors camp the next day.

sat was spent testing out the games for seniors camp and i kinda refreshed myself on a couple of cheers that's used and some other games.was attached to grace and shunzhang.met this girl that calls herself princess and she freaking speaks like one....making the rest her chambermaids,slaves,knights and kings.damn funny.kinda irritated when it comes to debrief for nite cycling.keep worrying abt this and that and trying to plan to a specific situation when road conditions are always subjected to changes and all you can do is act accordin to situation.it wasn't really nice and i just kept quiet.i just wanna wish them all the best and pray hard their GLs wont cockup the whole show.esp those that nv come for seniors camp.

sun was up with 3 hrs sleep to go all the way back to toa payoh for dimsum breakfast cum lunch.damn exp and wasn't really very spectacular.then rushed down to sentosa to meet team se7en players and the new freshies that will be coming in.wendy,jinzhen and shuhui.they are really enthu man and it was really fun having them with us.

perhaps im not there yet.but soon it'll be time to end the misery and pick up the pieces and just MOVE ON!hahaha.sch's startin and i cant wait for it to happen and i shall just drown myself with books and more books.its the making of nerd meng in progress.look at the big picture and dun keep urself within the box.

♥Oh, so vintage... 8:29 AM


Sunday, July 01, 2007

when ur body takes complete control over ur mind,you'll feel how i feel.zzzZZZZ....SHAG 2days.

♥Oh, so vintage... 9:48 PM




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