Thursday, August 25, 2005
finally found sometime to realli sit down and update this rusty blog man!anywayz,had juz recovered frm the common flu that seems to invading almost everyone ard me!though not completely recovered,now trying to cope with the extra duties coming my way on top of COS duties in camp!haven been doing guard duty for quite awhile liao and now that the BASIC ppl hav left us which means a major manpower leak,now its back to those tough old days prowling and doing parades!its even worse now cos still hav to do COS duties!haizz...low morale!anywayz,im realli into the project superstar thingy...kinda stupid but then,i muz admit i realli do LIKE kelly alot!realli ALOT...i did stuff which i nv expect myself to do so for "stars"hahaha...im crazy...seriously crazy!i wanna go for the finals this sep 1st but i doubt i would hav tix to it man!hopefully someone kind enugh would juz give mi a chance to go bah...this few days kinda messy for mi...im kinda lost...lost in everyday life,searching hard for wat i wan in life....mayb tml will be a good day to realli calm down and think abt stuff while serving my GD bahz...I REALLI HATE doing GD!!!its not as if i prowl...but then the tot of having to do GD is already a taboo...damn sian can...im juz procrastinating man!seriously sick of wat im doing....hope someone will juz knock some sense into mi bah...lalalalalalalala.....gues this weekend will be a great weekend for beach-ing...hahahahaha.......
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:47 AM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
MY OC is a piece of SHIT!to think that we're working hard for the coy and going all out and all we were "rewarded" was juz 3 days of block off!this is absolutely ridiculous!!!his super F up man!!!serious!think of this,we burnt as many as 11 weekends and all we get in return is 3 block offS!!!im sure he seriously failed his maths terribly,horribly and disgustingly!!!and imagine other ppl involved in NDP alone without burning weekends like we do get like say 5 off days or maybe say 3 offs on top of wat they have burnt!even scdf also not bad,i've this fren that's doing 2 days duty and he at least got 2.5 off days!mi?i felt like an idiot!11 weekends for 3 offs!and to think he dares to say we soldiers in the S*A*F hav no rights!im freaking pissed!his recent actions is forcing mi to do stupid things very very soon!that could jolly well explain why the hell he has hentak kaki at LTA for so freaking long and i doubt his gonna get promoted ever since getting captain!and on top of doing NDP,we are the guys working it all out at the parade square at safti for saf day!from past experience,saf day personnels will actually get off too on top of NDP...to think he made us suffer due to his lousy freaking shitty commands over and over again,making his fault seems like ours to rehearse with him over and over again while the other contingents were resting and thus getting a much shorter break compare to the rest....its so super unfair...SUPER SUPER UNFAIR!im beginning to wonder if tax payers are paying good money for all these shitty lousy and useless officers!DAMn the change of command!its as uselss as it sounds...to pit urself against a cap u gotta go thru ur spec first then ps then pc which is a max of LTA whereby ur cap is one rank abv,wat rights do u think the LTA can do...the LTA will juz "fight" for us and eventually,get bounced back from the CAP and things dun get solved!and becos of the change of command thingy,who the hell should we approach?we juz suffer in silence baring in mind officers are of the same kind,dictators!always thinking they are right...ALWAYS!im getting sick and tire of them...imagine the orders given by them is not to bring illegal items to camp...but imagine having his men to find a whole stack of illegal items in his office!!!an OFFICER!a REGULAR...wat sorta of respect do u want and how do u expect ur men to follow ur orders when u're breaking it urself!Camera phones:no camera phones allowed in camps...unless given LOA,letter of authorisation...in order for them to bring camera fones,officers definitely will get their LOAs...definitely not something which men and specs will get...cos they are OFFICERS!!!im so freaking mad and wondering if i should juz piang any stuns tml during the performance!DROP My weapon...at most i get a scolding from him...every other officers will juz criticise him for staging such a lousy item...he gets famous...i feel good...there's no point braving the front with OFFICERS anymore...all u get is SHIT!!!damn wat im serving now...ultimate hell im in...
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:38 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
********CELEBRATIONS********finally NDP is over!but before i can start to realli enjoy my offs,there's still the last hurdle i've to clear...===>CARNIVAL @ MARINA this sunday!(probably sat too)
took lotsa photos yesterday @ padang!had lotsa fun walking ard taking photos with various participants of the parade!as for the performance,i muz realli say its definitely not the best out of wat we have actually performed so far!and its pretty disappointing that they did not really feature the guys on the stage.other than that,was rather disappointed that we did not get to take photos with some people that we wanted to.kudos to those band players of springfield sec,bowen and yishun!but amg them,i must say springfield is realli outstanding!bowen hav the nicest outfits...anywayz,the NCC girls were pretty friendly too...even though we did not really interact with them at all throughout the rehearsals,some of them actually talked to me and wave us goodbye after our performance!sad thing abt yesterday is that we still have to stay in last night due to the parade this morning!after returning from the parade we went for pm off!
today i'm freaking pissed off by bits and pieces of what has happened!resulting in a super attitude problem me!YESH!!!ME!!!AP...BASTARD...i don't care cause i don't want to suffer in silence and i believe in fighting for what is right!firstly,its partly due to the extremely UNFAIR off system that they're putting in place(as of now)that's pissing me off completely!especially after arguing with some infamous guy from my plt abt the off thingy!i felt that its super unfair for those heartlander performers to get so many offs or rather,clearing offs whenever the CSM of our coy gives!mayb his just not clear cut enough to remember that heartlanders dun deserve as many offs as we do for the fact that they burnt only 3 weekends while those at padang burnt more than 7 weekends!!!and i just don't want to be treated unfairly cause i don't think they deserve what we're getting!we earn it and they share it w/o sweating it out...NO WAY!anywayz,i think i should be going to meet my superiors soon regarding this matter!so i shall not further elaborate this until everything is under control!
secondly,i hate it when my plt mates just want to push those responsibilities to me!Have they ever put themselves in my shoes?its definitely not fair,SERIOUSLY not fair!wat happened is that our unit is going to have a mini water games competition on our unit anniversary happening at changi naval base!and the 3rd serg nominated my name for the games and im strongly against it...but eventually,the plt voted me in for one of the games at first.but after awhile,i managed to get my arse out of that stupid game cause one of my plt mates help me by swimming double events!then TODAY,they freaking hell need another 2 more person and his back again to mess with me by asking mi to join...or rather,FORCING me to join!im super duper pissed and i claim that i will definitely report sick and stuff to get myself excused on that day!the whole plt was there and in order not to get themselves involved,everyone's like pushing the responsibilities ard and stuff...and i strongly disagreed to participating in a very loud and harsh manner!i just hate it when ppl say im calculative and got AP...let me tell you this...I DUN GIVE A DAMN man...Do you guys remember whose the one that ran the x-ctry for our coy last yr?whose the one that went for the trials for our sports day?pls spare a tot for mi can?i dun wanna get involved in EVERYTHING...EVERY GOD DAMN FREAKING competitions for our coy!i maybe a gold medalist but that doesn't mean i CAN and i MUST do everything!pls dun force me...U guys could also play a part by why some people just dun wanna do it?SELFishness man...all because you guys dun wanna get wet on that day w/o participanting!why must i do these shit work for u guys?its not fair!totally not fair...and i reckon that i will most probably be asked or rather force to join the x-ctry this yr again...but i think i will take up this responsibility bah...will see how then...JUST DUN EXPECT ME TO DO EVERYTHING COS U GUYS BELONG TO THE COY TOO!!!we dun necessary need to win,just participant!train if u're not good enough...no one is born to be good !!!anywayz,gotta stop here...need to vote for something which my fren is pestering mi to!hahaha...will update u guys more later this week bah!
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:09 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
im heading towards a change...a change which i myself cant realli tell wat i wan!hopefully it'll be good!anywayz,recently become so weird...kinda got motivated in a sense to go jogs alone with my mp3 player or even go skating too!n i cant believe that i've actualli got my feet rite at the door of the librarY!went in for awhile and tot it was realli a nice place to get away from "NOISY" atmosphere!wanted to borrow a bk to read but then din manage to cos i forgot to bring along my ic~!hahaha...and to think that i've actualli cut and threw away my old old library card which i tot is no longer in use!i haven been using that card since like pri sch?nah...i cant realli remember!oh...thank god...juz when i tot i was getting unfit,the training yesterday on my own let mi reassure myself that im still alrite!still managed to do 12 pulls ups...can run like no body business!haha...phew...anywayz,this coming week will be a hell week man!realli cant stand it but then again,im not doing everything!haha...gotta bk in this sun and that's the bad news!cos mon got some sorta National Observance Parade in camP!then tues will be the real showdown at PADANG!!!catch us live on tV...my performance is rite aft the commandos free fall thinGY!!!less those cheering scenes!hahaha....wed there's a parade and everyone gotta stay in on tues...thurs is the onli "free" day and we should be heading down to marina for rehearsals and fri there will also be another parade!im beginning to feel so slack especially when doing parades!should i call that the SSS-Senior Slacking Syndrome!!!that's wat was taught in odac man!...kinda getting sick and tire of army life and i seriously think those ppl that even consider army as a career muz be nuts man!once u're in it...u'll noe why u should not!its more of experiential learning i suppose!
ANYWAY,I SHOULD HAVE TIX FOR THE CARNIVAL @ MARINA ON 14TH AUG WHICH ENTITLES THE HOLDER TO A SEAT AT THE GRANDSTAND TO VIEW CERTAIN INTERESTING YET NOT SO INTERESTING PERFORMANCE!WHOEVER WANTS THE TIX,LEAVE MI A MSG YEAH?I'LL DOUBLE CFM AS LONG AS I GET IT!THANXZ....
this week i should be free...or rather...less occupied!sat is juz half day @ padang!finally can hav sometime to go out liao...im missing out my weekends man!SKATING anyone?chill???anything...but the thing im missing most is going for some great FOOD!i realli need the dose of extremely heavenlicious FOOD that im missing out!yeah...guess im getting crappy...anywayz,for those that's taking their As...relac ahz...hope u peeps will do well!!!and as for those in Uni...its juz the start of ur "new yr"...enjoy and soon,u'll be out in the society being exposed to watever u can think of and watever u cant think of...blah blah blah...im missing odac and vball and seriously hope i can tune back to those college life somehow!and last but not least the CLASS OF 2t20!!we rock man!even though we haven been meeting up for QUITE AWHILE...but i still muz say i realli miss u guys!the TIAN CAI ban...hahaha....cya peeps soon yeah!REAL soon i hope...and I M PROUD to be a CJCian...I SWEAR.....
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:11 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
yesterday was the Preview day for NDP 2005!!!finally completed that show and that means i've one last final show on NDP itself!Preview wasn't realli much of a diff from those NE show except the fact that,there's those grassroot leaders at the grandstand seats and that instead of pri 5 students all over,we're having adults...much more!slightly more pressurised in a sense!but nonetheless nothing went out of hand which make the show an excellent one!was rather tempted to take fotos with one of the red cross lady at the site but juz too bad,i cant hold onto my camera at the form up point!anywayz,still managed to take some pics at our holding area!NDP aside now...
went back to CJ on fri to play vball again!it was my off day and i actualli spent it in CJ to play vball!met up with jason and joseph in school...was suppose to see ms smith ard but then,kana pangseh due to her urgent appointment~!attendance for vball training that day was pretty jialat and was rather sian cos there's no one else to play with unlike the previous fri that i went back.where's the J2s???hahah...anywayz,aft vball,accompanied jason and joseph to wheelock nydc for dinner.it really seems like i've been missing out the high volume of eye candies in town ever since dunno when sia...as usual,when 3 guys come together,they usualli crap abt girls blah blah blah!also mentioned abit abt those days in cj playing vball and abt jason's NEW GF!!!haha...afterwhich rushed down to funan for a meeting with the Gen Acts Club ppl for the camp project.glad it wasn't really very awkward for mi to attend the meeting even though 98%of em are older than me and are working adults!realli looking forward to more meeeting sessions and hopefully the camp will be a great success!
hmmm...i cant believe im actualli slacking at home doing nothing on a weekend!wat's wrong with mi man?thinking of hitting the library and even going to skate but wat's stopping mi?i cant figure it out...someone pls knock some senses into my SKULL man!.....blah blah blah....9days to NDP!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:02 AM
