Sunday, September 30, 2007
Jacq and me on grad day!
half the neighbourhood gang from t20
tian CAI ban...shows a volleyball court with our Positions!!!
grad foto on Stage...and i do miss those times we spent together!
study until gan shag and was going through some old documents when i realised how much i missed my classmates.Esp Jacq and Bel...these 2 energy ball were the ones that never fails to brighten my days when im feeling down man.and they were the ones that i used to be able to tell them personal stuff in class.miss those days we were crapping in chinese class and billy's tuition class.arghx...i feel so bad especially when we kinda drift away from one another even since army.perhaps we're just too busy with our own lives but i just wanna thank you ppl for the good old days in CJ man.how i wish we could be back together like those good old days crapping in tuition classes and going for dance lessons having fun together...i really miss 2T20 alot and what happened to the brotherhood man?where's the meetups?omg...i feel guilty!
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:10 PM
boy oh boy.im back in hall to study and its realli so much more efficient.m i drifting away?staying away from home seems to be the in thing for me rite now?i miss all the homecooked food but then again,im really lazy to go home and waste time back home.
came back to sch to catch the Singapore Uni Games held at SRC.very interesting and i saw familiar faces and most imptly i was there to try and see and learn something useful that i can use it for our team.hope things work the way i wan it to be.and after seeing those guys in action today,im really very motivated to train up my strength to increase my attacking power and i hope i'll be able to do just that for the next few months leading up to IH.please keep my fire burning man!
really dun understand how come certain ppl still have the mood to play around at this point in time.hello...recess week ends tml!!!omg...there's still so much more for mi to catch.can someone just help me to decrease my activation energy so i'll need lesser energy to get myself studying?or mayb someone wants to introduce a catalyst to help me absorb everything faster?gzRRRrrzzz...i need to get through all this shit!!!i MUST and i WILL!i hate it when everything just crashes down on me right now.i need to set my priorities right again and get everything back on track and most imptly...i need ALOT OF SLEEP.shall sleep earli today and wake up earlier to get some work done.allow me to recover before wed pleasee...there's nothing more i will ask for!!!thx...
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:10 AM
Saturday, September 29, 2007
woke up earli for badminton today at hougang stadium with a couple of butters freshie as well as my fellow Rhumba OG mate RObin.well...RObin's damn good at badminton man.the rest were good at it too while i seriously suck.no energy to run and couldn't play as well as before.and somehow,my eyes felt super tired and i missed quite a no of easy balls.after the badminton session,was feeling the strain on my lower calf and shin area.hope everything's good man..after which went down to hougang mall for pepper lunch with them before heading back to amk hub to settle some stuff.
wed will be the first friendly game.we really have quite a no of options this year and im gonna try them out and see if it works out well.cant wait to play the ex JJ team this wed man!hope that we can play it well and serious.i need a proper gauge of where we stand.
time to sleep!tml still have to fly all ard to get things done.arghx...and i freaking hope that he'll give me his reply THIS WEEK!arghx...DUN WASTE MY TIME!
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:37 AM
Friday, September 28, 2007
butters ktv session today.didn't really do much reading at all today cos i woke up late.and after lunch,came back to hall thinking that i can study but ended up having a MEGA headache and i went to take a nap.however,i tried super duper hard to take a nap but all i get was those words flashing thru my mind deep down in my heart.besides that,i realised i've so much unsettled stuff which i really have to get them over and done with.gotta clear all this before i can no longer breathe!!!i have to be more responsible than ever and i freaking gotta be more expressive from now onwards. and i think i just got that 10 mins of sleep instead of the full 1 and half hours of nap that i planned to have for myself.wokeup and was all ready to go for KtV once again.i needed that company and thanks guys for that gr8 company just now.some fotos to go along with this post:
the 3 spastic kids
becky feeding the KING!
my knights
group foto
all my queens
problems after problems.why must those guys give such problems?cant they just be more decisive?i really hope things will get over soon and so i have lesser worries.its just a YES or NO and they're taking hell damn long to let mi noe.arghx...y y y???gan irritated...and the worse is certain ppl dun deliver wat they promised to.wtf...
im envious of my fren who have frens that's willing to go all out to plan jus a bday party with such enthusiasm.ENVY.im tired and i need rest.gotta head to hougang stadium for courts games man
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:55 AM
Thursday, September 27, 2007
im really sorry.i've let myself down!but i cant hold on any longer.things just happens every now and then and i just feel that i really need a break.a well deserve break to let everything fall back into piece.how i wish things could remain the way it were before but its no longer the same and will nv be the same anymore.im sry i cant be there anymore to live up to ur expectations or mayb i wasn't even there in the first place.but all i can say is i'll be there spiritually to give support.and most imptly, i've found a new love(cheerleading).went for first session and it was pretty good though im like suffering from the wrist strain but then again,im pretty sure my wrist strength will improve by leaps and bound!!!then i can spike more powerful balls too for vball....im tired and i swear im not going mambo all the way till holidays man!
shall update more another day.im damn shagged now and i dun feel good.ACHEs and more ACHEs...*Man's selfish...but wat can i sell now??
♥Oh, so vintage... 5:08 AM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
training was good today when there's not much ppl ard and we managed to train our dui xing.that's good and i see hope with the team this year.wat would be even better would be for YM's fren to squat for us but then again...there's alot of complications.anywayz,just arranged for friendly match on week 9.arghx...im so wasting time here and again.
just when i tot i couldn't survive with my phone,i actually did.was telling myself i felt so naked that day when i work without my hp being with me.but i did just that today and call volumes were unexpectedly much higher than usual.so many ppl's lookin for me when i just need some sweet and relaxing time with the team.haven really divert my attention from my fone ever since i got myself a fone.that's bad...so sry to those that were looking for me.
i'm thinking and reconsidering my gameplan for everything.i really need to think very hard and do i should.im a drown-er!!!everything also drown...si bei jialat...can someone just kill me?arghx...time to zonk out!\
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:26 AM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
finally 1 down.finally completed my graded assignment but then again, 2 quiz to study for next week!i shall not procrastinate and i must work hard!i must achieve my target this year and its a must.
i dunno wat to crap now but im just waiting.but things just doesn't seem to happen?i realli wish the skies will clear and everything will be so much clearer.i just dun like the feeling of being in a grey area.Do you get it?
now preparing the 'speech' for tml's BBQ cos kinda gotta break the news that we're gonna downsize the training squad for vball.it feels bad to do selective training now but then again,getting the team into shape will be more impt than anything else rite now.and being the cap now,i have no choice but to be the bad guy.but i guess its oki since its for the good of the whole team and hope that people will take it graceful and understand my meaning!hehehe...
i missed my IPPT yet again this month cos i didn't know they changed their date to 24th already!DAMN SIANZ.arghx...and that means i have only 2 chances left to take my IPPT!and i must clear it before exams which is like left with 1 chance which is next mth!arghx...die die also must get the 400 bucks.will train hard for it man.
yihao just asked me if i'll be back for road relay this year and i wasn't really prepared to give him an ans.first of all,im really afraid of the commitments esp when i already have so many things.most imptly,im really afraid of running competitively and i really hope i dun have to do it this year.Next thing is i really need motivation to run if i were to run for hall once again.and definitely,from wat i see now,i wont have that kinda motivation which i had when kanan and jean was with us last year.They were the ones that really motivated me to run and train even harder and i really wont forget those memories training with them!come to think of it,really miss those training sessions with them ard.but things aint the same anymore...gRrRRrrrr
m i going to selfwhack myself for another sem or will i actually end everything and just lead a simple and relaxing life?i hope i can find out the answer real soon...*zonk out*
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:58 AM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
was freaking awaken by the pains and aches all over.must be the training yesterday and please do not tell me everyone's the same.YES training was the same for everyone.but its the effort put in that differentiate you from the rest.i hate it when ppl just compares themselves with me when they obviously dun put in that much as me for sure.im willing to give everything but then,it doesn't corelate to whether i'll get the same from others.It just happens for every single thing nowadays.really wonder sometimes if im just really an idiot to think that the world is sucha ideal place to live in.
as i grow older,i just felt that i have become dumber!i realised that i no longer can understand how certain ppl feel and why they behave in sucha a manner.and sometimes i realli wonder if i ever learn from my lessons.wat's with determination and persistence when it nv gets you anywhere.why cant life be as simple as it was when i was back in JC when i last felt so loved by my classmates and all.y can i just live my days just training hard and playing vball every single day.why cant i just have really really good frens whereby we dun have to wear a mask and cut all the pretendence in life?and the best thing is that...i really cant seem to understand woman anymore like how i do in JC.wat the hell is freaking wrong?gRRRrrRRRrrr...and that makes me even dumber!
now i just have lotsa doubts on everything in life.i really start to wonder if i should put in effort in every single thing i do when i seriously dun get the same or even get marked down for watever i've put in.its very depressing and obviously damn off.im feeling super drained and stuff and i really need to get back on track.i need to mug hard,have more time for myself and all my truly lovable and 'mask-less' friends.i wanna get stronger and tougher cos tough time dun last but tough man do.i've so many wants and i really wanna get them done.and most imptly,i'll cherish everything that i have right now and hope that it will last.but good things dun last and most importantly is that i dun wanna regret only when somethings happened and everything's gone within secs.and to all out there, cherish what you have...when the opportunity comes,take it cos its opportunities that dun come by easily.once u miss this stop,u'll nv noe whether u'll be able to get back here or go on to somewhere which gives you more hope.
as for Butters:
HAPPY BDAY my dearest ASH!so sry couldn't have something planned on time esp when im like so packed with so much stuff lately.grRrRRrrRRRRrr...feel so damn lousy as ur GL now man!hopefully we can have a mini gathering session this coming recess week!i'll start planning for it though i've like so much stuff to do again.but hey guys...i do cherish you this bunch of freshies man! all my trackers and crappers.Love you guys lots man and i hope our group will not die a natural death like some other OGs.and its this kinda friendships that kept me going and wanting more for future camps.and that could be the main reason why i re-run as a GL too.and its YOU,CO!!!thx for everything and all the great memories.really had fun co-ing with ya and thx for being there to give me support in everything.
as for RHUMBA- SU13 music:
i really missed the times we spent together in sports camp and i realli enjoyed all ur company.and thx to my Gls who inspired me to come back for more.though there's like a slight drift rite now,but i still feel that we're still quite bonded.i really dun wanna lose you guys like how other OGs died a natural death long long ago.we shall meetup at least once this recess and i think it'll be on sunday whereby dearest AIK should be back!i'll try and make some arrangement.hopefully it just pulls thru.
se7en vballers:
all i wan the girls team to noe is that you girls are strong and superstar material.but then again,vball is all abt being a team together.most of you have played with one another before as a team but do remember that there's not only that few of you.there's the rest in the team and to be exact,there's like 9 of you in the team now.hope you girls will just drop that superstar status and come together as a team.winning's not everything and i rather you girls train hard together and truly enjoy the entire process and let winning be just an additional bonus.and if you dun train together and dun put in the same effort that the rest is putting in,you're just being unfair to those that put in more.and dun regret that you ppl nv train together well enough when you lose 1 deciding game.and dun blame it on the rest and insufficient training or watever lame reasons human always give.
as for the guys.all i wan to see from you guys is just putting in even more effort in training.yes...some of you have done it but i would love to see more if we really wanna go somewhere.its not gonna be easy for us cos we ain't superstar material.we're just like flower buds.dun even noe if its gonna bloom or wat.no matter wat's the case.we shall just train hard together and enjoy the game together as a whole.its oki to lose and go back stronger.its definitely the case this year and i hope we realli can get somewhere.we dun have to have a whole team of superstars but all i want is a team of dedicated players all wanting to head in the same direction,working hard together to get there together with the entire team.i wanna see the fire in all of you and i only see it in some.hopefully after recess,we can successfully downsize and work even harder!
my life seems super screwed up.can i just unscrew everything quickly and assemble everything back in order.the question now is HOW LONG WILL I TAKE?and HOW WILL THE VARIOUS COMPONENTS AID OR AFFECT MY SPEED IN UNSCREWING AND ASSEMBLING THEM BACK TOGETHER?...DO I HAVE TO GIVE UP SOME COMPONENTS TO IMPROVE THE SITUATION OR DO I HAVE TO REPLACE CERTAIN PARTS TO GET EVERYTHING BACK PROPERLY?it just seems to be another round of trial and error session.will i ever get there?who will be there to see me thru or am i gonna go thru this all alone.i still dun get the answer...*lost in emotions...*
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:37 AM
Friday, September 21, 2007
for the 2nd time of the week...my mum called mi like super earli in the morninG!and the first thing she ask was whether im coming home this week.and according to her, my dad's coming back tml and he injured himself over there while working or something.dunno wat happened but when i msged him to get drinks for me,he called me and he sounds pretty alright.only then i felt kinda relieved.but then again,i'll still be going back home for some family time man!really haven been going home for some time liaoz!
thermo quiz today and it was quite manageable.i think should be able to get get a B at least i think.but then again,hard to say man!im really very drained for the past 2 weeks.arghx...2 more quizes coming in fast and furious!
and after thermo quiz, i flew all the way down to SRC for FA to meet my freshies to do the fun run.it was great seeing most of my freshies there,either as main com,sub com,participant or even just onlooker due to injuries.really had fun crapping with them just now and it was definitely a good run!and i tried to do standin board jump and i think i've improved!!!definitely gold standard now!hahahaa...SO HAPPY!so just pray hard i dun screw up my pull up station can liaoz!and here's so fotos to go along with it:
rush back from SRC for vball training.even before starting already felt the strain from previous training and it just worsen today!but i did have fun training today cos it was more technical than usual and can see abit of improvement from the general morale of the team as well as their skills.though might not be significant.but i believe we're heading in the right direction and with commitment and discipline,im very sure we'll be able to achieve what we wan this year and luck definitely plays an important role this year too.we'll train as hard as we can!and somehow,i realised im like jumping higher now.dun really noe but well,its great to see the net back up to normal height again!arghx...cant wait for proper training next tues again and i cant wait for the team to form up properly and go for friendly games man!and im happy that the freshies are quite highly motivated and wants to improve.that's one good thing that i wish everyone would put their heart and soul into the training sessions.and i seriously hope the girls team will be more committed to trainings.attitude and commitment is the important factor that affects the girls team i believe.welll....now just cant wait for tues to come and we have proper training.im wondering if i should go down to CCAB to meet the teachers and play with them tML!tempted!mayb can arrange a match for the girls or something.besides that...recess week seems so busy for me now...cheerleading and vball training and tonnes of assignment!!!and a super duper dirty shirt after today's training to wash...ARGH...
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:43 AM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
time to play bastard very soon.i guess i have no choice due to the nature of my responsibilities and that's definitely for the good of the entire team.i just cant believe i have to do this.well...it really looks hopeful!!!im really tired now after all the running around and talking around.but it feels good to do something like that in hall now since i haven really contributed to anything last year.i cant wait for tough and serious trainings!CAN'T WAIT!
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:37 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
You are very ambitious and because you seek and need recognition, you try in your own way to impress people and you want to be looked up to - to be both popular and admired. You feel that there is a gap which separates you from your fellow man, or woman as the case may be, but this anxiety is an unnecessary one. Keep on the way you are going and you may surprise yourself.
You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.
well...was bored or rather dun feel like studying before training and just blogsurf ard and found a personality test!so just tried it out and here's wat i get:
You are very demanding - and insisting on total involvement but you do not reciprocate with the same depth of feeling. However, it could well be that maybe an unprecedented surprise is awaiting you in the near future. For just as one whilst paddling in the sea, could flounder into a whirlpool, so you may be drawn into a loving situation that has high emotional demands - and you could well respond with a depth of emotion that you never even dreamed that you possessed.
You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.
You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.
well...i would say there's certain truth in this but then again.i do wish certain parts ain't wat it is man!there's so much happening around nowadays and i seem to be living in my own world.and only then,i realised that my problems ain't really problems anymore!i just have to learn to face it and this thurs will be the first test that i'll have to go thru!arghx.seldom im so stress for quizzes.well...shall not procrastinate anymore and study hard...that's after vball training and cheerleading training....i've read certain stuff which make me feel super low....arghx....Y Y Y!!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:46 PM
Monday, September 17, 2007
grrrRRRRRrrrr...quiz coming!!!grrrRRRRrrr...i cant take it anymore!!!grrrRRRRrrr...i dunno wat's happening and i just want everything to end asap!!!grrrRRRRrrr....grrrRRRRRrrr...grrrRRRRrrr!
*time for sports*
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:47 PM
another weekend burnt on studying.i cant believe it myself.anywayz,just feeling super bored right now.im super disturbed by my mega ucler which i freaking forgot to rub it with salt when i got home for that short few hours that day!and now im suffering from it...its right under my tongue and i freaking cant take hot stuff and its freak painful!!!
as you sit back relax and enjoy moments of silence and peace,what do you usually think of?well,i finally have such kind of peaceful times after such a long while.as for wat i've been thinking,definitely the first person on my mind is YOU!there were random thoughts just flying all over my mind which really questioned me for a moment.somehow,life has already reach the stage whereby things aint that simple anymore.besides,it no longer depends on your personal choice alone.you have to take into considerations alot more other factors and being happy yourself aint the way it works for me anymore.i've come to learn that wat we do nowadays is just to please certain ppl and make life easier for yourself in a way.doing things out of passion is no longer wat the idealistic way of leading a ideal life should be.im really tired...doing things here and there to please ppl all ard.it has come to a point whereby there's alot of question i dun even noe how to answer myself anymore.i wan my ideal life yet there's so many obstacles on the way.but then again,come to think of it,im really one fortunate arse.arghx...wat m i thinking man.well...all i noe is i should choose to believe myself more than anyone else cos life ain't that simple anymore!
feeling damn sleepy right now but still i must carry on.to study hard and get good grades.omg...i cant believe im saying all these.m i crazy or something?arghx...i wan my weekly beach sessions.i wan to bum some balls on the beach.i wanna enjoy an ice cold coke on the beach on a sunny day.and what happened to my life???
anywayz, i spent almost 3/4 of today slacking.going grocery shopping and cooking back in hall and shopping for CDs.instead of getting Yiruma's piano collections,i actually bought vanessa mae's CD.that's like my old time favourites in primary sch.we used her piece and choreo a rope skipping performance.it was my 1st ever performance right in front of the entire sch and it was well received!!!train like crazy for that man and at that time,rope skipping was the in thing and we were like heros after the performance man!hahaha...*childhood memories*besides doing all these,i went down to harvey photo centre to print out my 100 free prints.the quality of the prints not too bad except for some.but since its freeeee...DUN CARE.just anyhow print!hahaha...im a happy man!
*will you tell mi what to do?will you give mi the strength to carry on?or will you just leave me alone? and if you're lost,just follow ur heart and hopefully you'll find me...time to time.*
more GL steamboat dinner fotos:
combine 'laojiao' and 'xinjiao' foto!
the 'laojiaos'
and i seriously need to get serious about everything in life right now...no time to waste and i dun wanna live with regrets.who noes i'll be gone the next moment.things just happen every now and then and you wont noe when it'll be your turn.
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:48 AM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
hectic week but all everything lightens up with a relatively slack thurs and fri.
went for choc buffet for the 1st time!!!it was a great session even though im not a sweet tooth person!the chocs were pretty good and i love the choc drink the best.the strawberries were super fresh and everything was so chocolatey and heavenly.nick and i was super lucky cos we were fed by both the girls!!!just have to move our mouths and eat whatever's being fed.how fortunate!!!hahaha...well...didn't really take much foto cos we were just too busy stuffing ourselves with happy food!!!everything ended on a HIGH note for us when we were on the train back to sch.cos both the girls became super high and was bullying nick throughout the entire train ride!!!im very sure those ppl around us was like thinkin what's those girls doing man!!!hahaha.poke here poke there...squeeze here squeeze there.i just died laughing on the train that's all.tada...some fotos over @ fullerton!
fantastic 4 enjoying the buffet.
me and nick posing...???
now with the merlion...
fri was a super hectic day.went for 2 lectures and came back to pack my stuff before heading home for a short short while and left to meet the gls for steamboat at marina.as usual, everyone was late!!!great company though lousy food!the quality of the food sucks man!but anywayz,really have to thank both steph and jasper our CGLs for the treat man!after the steamboat session, some of us went down to SMU's ICE COLD B's to have a drink.talk some cock and it was sucha conincidence that rain's first co gl in sports camp was there.so the 4 of us took a foto.3 cos over her 4 years in sports camp!!!omg...there u go again...FOTOS!!!
the senior GLs for SU 14
Junior GLs for SU 14
me and my CO (rain)
Rain with her 3 generation of COs
and now...im back in hall studying like shit for thermodynamics!!!it seems that im still very stagnant somewhere but i dunno why.arghx...so many more chapters to go.WHAT HAPPENED TO MY WEEKENDS???where's my beach,my free time to slack and where's my friends???omg...i cant believe this is happening.20% quiz...i must SCORE!!!!pray for me...
♥Oh, so vintage... 6:27 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
FUCK man...gan sianz!having a freaking headache right now.feeling taken for granted and i really feel like a fool doing so much for them.force mi to churn out something forgoing my precious beauty sleep and end up not using it at all.wtf is wrong with all you pea brains?and ask mi to print this and that without finalising everything and make me reprint again!omg...can u imagine how many trees i've killed just to print that 20++ pages of graphs?
besides that,lit review is like saikang and i got it all to myself.im like suppose to redo everything and find things that no one can find and churn out something in like 1.5 hours time.i gotta do editing and i suck at language.my poor eyelids keep shutting down and i freaking have to use a toothpick to keep it WIDE open!and i seriously dun wanna procrastinate anymore cos no one will ever feel sorry for me.evenutally i freaking still have to come up with something.i so hate everything now!everything just keeps piling up.im really very tired liaoz...
"fate is sweet to let people meet ,but is cruel cos things will never be the same as we 1st met." this really struck me hard but i think no matter wat,even if i could turn back time,i would still choose to go thru this entire journey with you again!tml's the day and i really hope you can tell mi wat to do?
im really tired and feeling damn low now...i HATE TECH COM AND LAB!!!i hate SAIKANG...can't i just have a simpler life???
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:29 AM
Monday, September 10, 2007
i din noe they can be so many ups and downs within one day.not that i nv been thru this before.well...it just so happen that there's damn alot that happened just today!no matter wat,i will not be beaten by all this and i have to become stronger.perhaps that's wat mr lim always say...win some lose some.yea...today had 2 quizes.good thing is i got an A for my 04 quiz and the bad thing is i screwed my 08 quiz too!!!arghx...hate this feeling of hangin in the middle of no where.no focus and concentration.now i really hope my odac spirit will be back in me once again to really focus on studying.besides that...new responsibilities to handle.i've taken up the post as our vball cap for this year and i really hope i'll do a good job.i believe we have a better lineup this year and i seriously hope we'll proceed even further than last year with external help too!hope i dun screw things up.i've decided to drop rugby this year and play hockey instead.there's still unsettle stuff which i need to get it done asap and get back into my study mood.i need lotsa HELP!!!arghx...
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:53 PM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Another weekend over in sch.realli feel the pressure to study cos i really have so much to do!omg...will anyone just motivate me to study?omg.and to think that i have so much lab work stuff to do.they're dumping so much stuff to me at the eleventh hour giving mi so little time to complete them!OMGs...im so screwed.
i've finally did wat i always wanted to do.mayb its not enough or watsoever.but all i can tell myself is that im sincere and the rest is really up to you.
im so damn tired rite now.12 more lectures to catchup tml and 1 entire lab report to prepare.TMD.i must not fall at this very moment.i can do it and i will do well for my quiz this coming mon.next week is so filled with activities and im so excited abt it!omg...
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:26 AM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
im blogging rite now cos im feeling damn sianz.feeling sick or rather.gan sick to do anything.there's so much to do on hand and im not doing anything about it.today was x campus run and i think our team did well though i think i ran like shit.didn't eat lunch and survive on bubble tea for the run only and im so glad i didn't gave up.if i did, i would have let the team down!!!anywayz,we got 2nd overall team for this time round.not too bad considering the fact that we didn't really do any running lately.thx to viona,wyna and alvin!arghx...so miss the beach and i really need to destress...like so messy nowadays.where's the self discipline.i need to get it back SOON!really...i need motivation to study which im not getting at all...where's the fire?omg...i feel so damn weak now!arghx...
thx ppl for the concern.i didnt really expect you to talk to me about it.thx alot...and i somehow,it brightens my day knowing that there's still ppl ard that cares.thx thx...
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:12 AM
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
im pissed.really pissed.cant you guys just have some sense of urgency?or m i really too gan jiong.i feel like i cant really understand you guys anymore.and i hate it when you guys give that kinda attitude that you can take things slowly without giving a damn to how others feel.really sian of this liaoz.you guys just never learn.OMG...really feel so screwed up!
finally decided on what i wanna do for sports club next year.shall just go try out and see if it works.if not then just too bad lolz.at least i tried and perhaps its probably time to let go of certain stuff and free myself from more shit.i wan more time for myself and love ones.i haven been going home lately and i dun see myself going home anytime soon for a proper meal with my mum!arghx...liaoz!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:32 AM
