Monday, December 31, 2007
feeling kinda lost right now cause i nv spend my NYE like today.sleeping and watching heroes and it kinda feels different.but wat to do...waiting for time to come and gonna go over to my fren's place for dinner and a couple of drinks to chill.all these doesn't really matter to me right now.i just hope you'll be able to stay!praying hard every moment and awaiting good news.
a long list of movies to catch but then,we just dun have the time.and soon,sch's starting all over and i hope i'll be able to learn from mistakes and pick things up from there.gotta reconsider my options and do wat im suppose to do rather than be asked to do things.i've gotta be more expressive and i really really gotta work hard and be more understanding.i realised alot of flaws within myself and i seriously hope i can change them,not for others but for myself.
there's a lot of things im missing this very moment and how i wish i can relive those beautiful memories.i needa settled down and all of these needs time but im gonna push myself harder this coming sem and hope i'll be able to achieve wat i've set out for myself.
*till 2008...i'm missin you this very moment.hope you're having a gr8 time and keep me updated.and now...its time to leave.*
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:09 PM
Sunday, December 30, 2007
finally home for a short break.realli nuaing every now and then.
just some updates for the recent events.
volleyball game against hall 3 was gr8 even though we lost 2-1 ( 7-25;25-16;20-25) even though we lost,it was good game except that we were kinda too slow in adapting into the game resulting in that 7-25 loss.we managed to hold them out and i believe that with intensive training, we'll be able to get through!we'll be playing hall 5 once again in the losers pool for the ticket to the QF and it will be slightly tougher for the fact that we dun have our first team around.Haolun and linus will be missing in action and probably teckpin too!with our team,we should still be able to bring them down.
next up was IHG s0ftball.this time round i was the first pitcher and we couldn't afford to lose cause it would mean that we wont be able to proceed to the QF.was satisfied with my performance and managed to whack a home run!!!didn't really expect that and realli enjoyed the game.damn fun and we managed to win all three innings without our opponents scoring anything.managed to strike 2 of em out while i was pitching too.shiok shiok.the score was 21-0 due to the mercy rule that states that we can only score a max of 7 runs per inning!!!i was lucky i didn't get hit by the bat for the 3rd inning while i was the catcher.this guy swing the bat and hit the ball and the bat came flying towards me and i was lucky that i managed to siam it!!!hahaha...but their batter got strike out becos of dangerous play.
went for cheer training and although it was kinda slack that day,it was fun and i finally managed to do my pattern stunt with Danni.it was gr8 and it was nice to see everyone cheering and encouraging one another!!!i just always have that shag face at nite.after which slept for like 3 hours before heading to the basketball girls match!it was a damn exciting one and we nearly lost it for the last quarter but we were pretty lucky.all in all.the match was super duper exciting that's all.then went on to support the squash team though we lost,it was a good experience watching hall 6 play.
*really wonder how it's gonna be next sem if u'r not gonna be ard!pray hard for ya and things will be fine!!!*
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:49 AM
Friday, December 28, 2007
results out.satisfied or rather...EXTREMELY GAY!!!din expect it to turn out this way especially when i really din have time to study and do proper revision!and this sem turns out to be my best sem so far!!!but then again,doesn't mean i should repeat the same mistake over again.
hope you guys did well too.if not,dun look back and pick up the pieces and move on.there's still time to improve watever needs to be improved!!!
as for you,i hope everything's fine man!PRAY hard...you wont get it the 3rd time one lah!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:13 AM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Boxing day feast...not everything's here yet!
the small xmas tree CHUN bought!!!
FAMILY FOTO!!!see the cat there...that's EPPIE!!!FAMILY CAT!!
Happy Boxing day everybodY!!!
back in hall for softball training on that oil-logged and muddy blk 39 field!yuCKs...but well,it was fun playing game!after which was dinner with that usual few!special thanks to yimin(main chef) and others like charmain ,shiqi and our dearest training assistant hanei for helping out with the cooking!!!the chocolate coated cherries were great...thx HANEI!!!
like any other gatherings, excess food is always the root of starting the zhong ji mi ma game!!!disgusting salad combination which taste like puke was the forfeit for the game...then it changed to pure cabbage and it comes in BOWL size servings!!!it was nice just slacking around and watching one another forcing the disgusting concoction down one another's throat!!!sHIok!!!
hours to our game against hall3.how exciting and i cant wait.i wonder how we'll fare esp when we've got nothing to lose!!!that kinda feeling is damn shiok!hahaha...
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:52 AM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
merry xmas to all my friends!!!
this xmas is definitely one that i'll never forget.not that i had a super duper wonderful one but its the xmas that made me realised quite a no of things.i definitely didn't enjoy it as much as before and probably that's gonna stay with me from now on...
i've neglected my friends and camp that grew up with me and i cant blame anyone for anything.i just felt so left out and its me that didn't really tried to join in.I just feel that its really time to move on and i've kinda outgrown this xmas celebration thingy.and as i've joined my camp friends for the celebration,it means that i've neglected another group of friends some where out there!i cant blame all the hall activities that's coming all at once during this period and stuff.sometimes i really wish that i can please everyone but whenever i find myself trying so hard to please everyone,im the DUMB ASS that suffers right here.mayb i should just stop trying to be the nice guy that please everyone!!!
im just upset of how things turned out to be like that.and as im thinking of that,will this repeat itself or will i just drift even further.is this the time to really let go of everything and let the new comers take over everything?will i still be around next year?this are the questions im asking myself right now which i cant give myself a definite answer.and i can assure you that i would have given a definite answer in the past.but things changed and i really cant find the right answer to this anymore.its really disturbing!
*perhaps...i just dun fit in anymore...*
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:40 AM
Monday, December 24, 2007
YEA-ness...going to the zoo with my freshies when sch reopens!!!already booked them in advance and im so excited abt it.look forward to seeing everyone of them!at least now i noe all the guys will be there cos the girls still dunno abt it yet.will see how everything goes later on!
cheer camp ended and it was pretty fun though it was quite shagged for my right wrist!accidents do happen and unfortunately,steven suffered a bad injury which puts him out of action for at least 1 week.i always had this question to myself and it seems that i've actually got the right answer to it since someone already state it damn clear.i appreciate it and stanley do under stand it too which makes 2 happy souLs!all i wan is a stronger right wrist so that my attacking power will increase.but my concern is getting my right wrist injured!hahaha...sometimes this kinda things aint within my control.all i can do is do my best to protect it and pray hard that nothing freaky happens!
match between us and hall 3 was cancelled due to unforeseen circumstances.it was a blessingin disguise cos we didnt have our main 6 that very day!zh sprained his neck and it was good cos we can have sometime for zh to recover and hopefully he can play on the coming thurs!!!
messy thoughts.really wondering if i should go later.dilemma!not prepared for it and stuff and the best thing is im afraid i might not be able to fit in!!!that's the best thing.will see how things goes later on!
i need lotsa sleeP!!!and cheerleaders....JIAYOU!
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:25 AM
Friday, December 21, 2007
as promised...GLs cable ski trip
14 hours of sleep!!!yea-ness...ever since like 1mth before exams?or even longER?damn shiOK and i rest so much in anticipation that i'll be deprived of sleep for the coming cheerleading camp as well as other stuff coming along the way.
went shopping in town for xmas pressies but end up only getting some groceries!!!but it was fun walking around in town lookin at you de mei you de.thx for the company and i enjoyed myself.later will have to do some more speed shopping for presents again before i head back to halL!the lightings in town is really great.super duper nice and the sad thing is i din bring my cam along so we could take some nice pics!!!ARGHX...and we shall go out again sooN before sch starts again and the sec sem or shit starts stirring.
there's a couple of movies i wanna watch and i hope i'll be able to catch them before its taken off the screen man.pray hard...
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:28 AM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
its been a week since i last updated.a hectic week have just passed.lotsa trainings ongoing every now and then.going through the same routine over and over again almost every single day with slight variations.waking up earli in the morning to support either netball or basketball matches followed by road relay trainings in the early afternoon and then heading for softball training.vball trainings in the evening to 1030pm and heading off for cheer leading training till 2-3am and the cycle just repeats.and the best thing is,i doubt i'll ever have time to meet my friends that i've so neglected before exams and even after exams.i really feel so guilty.im not exactly happy with the way im leading my life and it appears to my friends that im torturing myself!!!and to think that im still not feeling well since exams started way back!well,i did gave myself a small break every now and then but then again,the things i do ain't really relaxing at all.
besides training for the entire week,i went for camp mumbo 07.this is a camp i would nv wanna miss and hope it will continue to grow.its like my 10th/11th year with this camp since i was a camper to instructor to Chief instructor...i've made alot of good friends here and this special bond that bring us together really make me feel like part of the family.for the past few years i haven been really playing a major role for the camp though i was suppose to take up a role which bears a big part of responsibility for the camp.things changed and i really don't feel as close as before and with the new batch of instructors and me not spending enough time interacting with them and being part of the camp really makes me miss the speical feeling of being a instructor like before.this year i did wanted to be a instructor once again but it just seems that i cant be a instructor anymore since i wasn't able to commit to that level of commitment level the instrcutors have to give.so im basically a freel floater doing anything saikang that needs to be done.hate that kinda feeling and the best thing is i have to travel to and fro from campsite to sch for softball match on last day of camp whereby obstacle course was the highlight.on top of that,i was busy preparing the batam cable ski trip for the sports club GL.and the best thing is i was totally cut out from my com for that past few days which make communcation difficult!
heres' some pics to show you guys more abt the camp.i seriously hope i can go back and be a instructor next year.i wanna take care of kids and interact with instructors.its nice to see instructors that were once in ur grp growing up and being more mature and more capable in being an instructor.it really feels good though i didn't really do much...i look forward to the next camp and i pray hard that i'll be able to commit enough to be an instructor next year!!!
Group Banners...theme for the year= Hairstyle
2nd day outing at ECP.all our kIDs!!!
my fav campers all over.they're DAMN CUTE!
Crazy and enthu instructors putting up their instructors' item
Campfire closing...Cheers and sad songs.
softball on 3rd day of camp.we lost 8-2.it was quite jialat from my point of view and we didn't really take it seriously.to a certain extent,i would say we're pretty complacent and that lead to our downfall.now we'll have take a longer and tougher route which means no room for mistakes.losing to hall 5 was quite unexpected and the feeling of losing when u have a much better team is worse.oh boy...i just hope we'll be able to win the next 2 games and proceed from there.the thing that i just dun understand is we always dun have full attendance for training!how the hell we can train under this kinda condition!!!arghx...
GL batam cable ski trip!damn shag day and i still couldn't complete one round of wakeboarding!!!arghx...sianz but it was quite fun and trying it over and over again!shall upload the fotos as soon as i get them.
then was my co's bday!went for her 21st and had a couple of drinks before heading back to hall!we were making hell lotsa noise on the LAST TRAIN!!!it was damn funNY and we had lotsa fun!then cab back to sch before heading down for cheer training.im tired already but oh well...its gonna end soON and so i should just hang on.
game this sat against hall 3.really wanna win it and we'll be thru to the quarters!!!it will be intertesting!!!we can and we will make it!and because of the match and the cheerleading camp,i wont be able to attend the xmas partY!haizz...probably another session which will make me even more off!!!already felt abit leftout and now i cant even go and join them.WAT TO DO???
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:24 PM
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
im so happy.our efforts were not put to waste.first match was against hall 5 and i think we really had the upper hand.as i was saying,though our team doesn't consist of any ivp or squatters,we were stronger as a team.it definitely beats having one or 2 star players that have individual talents coming together.really enjoyed the game today and so did everyone else.the girls didn't really get to play as their opponents were not experience enough and it ended up as a service game.they won both sets 25-2 and as for us,it was really a sweet victory and we feel the same as a whole team!!!special thanks goes to hanei...our training assistant who doesn't wan us to call him a coach!!!hahahah.the guys won both sets 25-6, 25-8.
next game will be also hall 3 which was the champions for last year IHG vball.objective is to play the best we can and give it the best shot.it will be an exciting match for the preliminaries i think.hope we'll play up to the standard or even better when we played over at eusoff just last sat!!!jiayou vballers...we can do it!JUST DIG IT!
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:21 AM
Sunday, December 09, 2007
was a good outing today over at eusoff hall.we won 3-2 and winning wasn't my objective in the first place.all i wanted is to see that we can put in wat we've learned into use and it turned out pretty good!eusoff has a strong team and we were lucky enough that they haven't started training together at all.but i wouldn't denied that we as a team have improved together and the best thing is that we're working towards a common goal!let's just hope that we'll be able to achieve something this time round in IHG 07/08!!!JIAYOU se7en guys...we can do it!!!
i wanna get well soon and play even better!!!and i cant wait to get back to cheerleading training!personally im still pretty weak now but i think i should be alright soon!everythings gonna be tough but im so looking forward to spending time with ppl that cares and show concern rather than just hanging ard doing things that ain't fruitful at all.and this time round we'll get the championship back man!and best of all,vballers will have to work towards their team of the year.im confident that we can do it...JIAYOU se7en vballers.
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:43 AM
Saturday, December 08, 2007
its really disheartening to get that kinda response for the wed dinner and mambo nite trip!and its worse not to get any RESPONSE!and to think that i have to skip training to go for the mambo nite.Not that im not gian to go,but i also feel a kind of obligation to be there too cos there's an outing!
planning to have a cableski outing for the GLs and hope everything will be much bettter than the first one.considerin that this will be a healthy outing and there will be another gathering soon and i seriously hope they will respond and attend watever session we have for them man!its gonna work out and i hope they will have more initiative and give the 2 of us more support lahz!to be truthful,i dun feel any form of support at all up to this stage and im definitely working on it.and gotta start planning the universe game thingy sooN!OMG..
u've gotta cherish watever u have and nv let any opportunity slip by.i've learn it the hard way and i'll remember that by hard.once you let the opportunity slip by, you're nv noe wat you're in for next.and im sure we will be able to make it through this time round team!
will be playing eusoff hall later tonite!im so excited to play with a stronger team!!!much stronger than temasek i heard and it will definitely be an eye opener for our team!but the best thing is that im still unwell.wont be overexerting this time round so that when mon comes...im be alright for the game!!!
*i have plans in my mind.. just waiting for the right time!come back early and safe man!i'll be waiting*
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:59 AM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
GAN SHAG!!!its total maddness which i din expect myself to whack myself so hard.
Cheerleading after a visit to the beach was kinda stupid!esp when u're suffering from the sunburn sensation!!!the shoulder stand increase my threshold of pain manZ!!!HAHAHA...was super duper shag cos went for cheerleading after a day out at the beach under the hot sun!played beach vball with some iron ladies from thailand.1 of them was quite pretty and lookable!then went to vivo to catch Fred Claus!fell asleep during the show cos i didnt had enough sleep since exams were over and knowing that cheerleading wont end till at least 2 am,i decided to nap in between the show!hehhehehe...i think only the last 15 mins was worth watching and it seems that i've like caught this show somewhere before.or even something familiar but i just cant recalled wat it is.
slept for like 4+ hours before waking up for vball training in the morning.training out of hall was pretty fun today and we practiced new drills today and fine tune our team chemistry.after which we went for dinner and head back to hall for Softball training from 2-530pm and headed straight for road relay training.WAS SUPER DUPER SHAG!running with that cramp feeling and trying very hard to suppress the cramps SUCKS!!but i still made it back...im so gonna slim down again for sure!
arghx...im feeling sleepy already.tml is my slack and rest day and im spending it in hall...well done!will update more again!
*7 more days and u're gonna miss my first gamE.sighz...*
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:41 AM
Monday, December 03, 2007
today was gr8 having fun at sitex laughing at ppl.i cant believe im working for such hypocrites!they're atrocious man!but i kinda had my revenge.enjoying my walk at the booth area and it seems that sales either that outstanding either!!!met ah lian and jas as well as huifen!!!also saw kaixin over at the casio booth!hahah...she still remember me!
went shopping for shop and it was sucha headache.somehow i would rather work cos i'll have more space working than just walking around like a customer.bought some printer ink,earphones and laptop skins!!!
looking forward to my well deserved break at sentosa later on!haven been going to the beach for sucha long long time liaoz!but by going to the beach,im gonna miss out my softball training.im so sry.hehe...
to a certain extent,im wondering if im doing the right thing.but then again,i believe i shouldn't just give myself too much pressure!i'll just put in my best and give my best shot.whether it turns out the way they wan it to be,i can tell myself i've already did my best.i just hope things will turn out the way i wan it to be...please dun give up on me!!!
*take care while in thai and have lotsa fun...and how i wish i could be there too.wat a rotten holiday*
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:20 AM
Sunday, December 02, 2007
exam period we have exam stress...now,im suffering from post exam stress!so many things to be done and i have so little time!arghx...
well,it has come to my attention that more and more ppl have been asking abt it.and for those who noes wat im talking abt,the answer right now is that im still unsure.see how thing goes bah!no rush no rush.
went for deepavali dinner just now for my CC's event.the food was alright,company was gr8.finally met benson's sun yanzi look alike gf.very bubbly and playful kind i think...very lovely.and also,its the first time i met sanjie's bf too...hahaha..not bad not bad.everyone seems to be doing well except me.but i still believe everything's gonna be better soon.
went shopping before that and spend almost 200 on my shoes and boots!!!yeah-ness...finally bought my new asics!!!then went for my fav avocado juice before heading down to vivo to take a short walk and catch julia in action under the DAMN HOT SUN!!!hahahah...its SPENDTHRIFT DAY TODAY!!! and im prisonbreaking and facebooking till this hour...GR8 life ehz...
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:29 AM
Saturday, December 01, 2007
i still haven get my full 8 hours of beauty sleep yet!hahaha...prisonbreaking and waking up to go for vball training!and freak...im burnt due to the afternoon sun!!training from 11-3 only lehz!!!damn weak now!hahaha...then proceed to NIE for our motivational talk and then to Marina Bay for the sports dinner which kinda end up like a vballers dinner kinda thing!hahaha...but oh well,it was gr8 fun hanging out with them and yea...thx vballers for the present.its LOVELY!!!and im so gonna bring it for my next IPPT!hahaha...thx alot...
'bomb like' structure!!!
the watch itself!lovely...i love the colour combi!hehehe...
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:08 AM
