Tuesday, October 31, 2006
went for YEC meeting yesterday.it was a meeting that i couldn't miss.well,it was a gr8 session cos some of the points being brought up actually made me think why i chose to join the YEC.in fact at the very first mention of the question,i didn't really know why also.perhaps it was the clique that i have within the committee that made me ran for the com.but now i realised that's very wrong of me.even if so,that should not be the major reason why i ran for the committee man.being a grassroot leader equals to the one that voices out for their people.entrusted with powers to further enhance the standard of living and learning from failures.somehow im beginning to wonder if im doing enough.yes.everybody wants to have fun and there we have many many different activities throughout the work calendar.but now the question is,how these activities that we've organised help improve the society as a whole?did we reach out to the right ppl?if not,why not?well,as far as i can see,my goal was always in line with the fun element only.i've failed to think about the bigger picture which makes mi feel that im so super shallow right now.yes,we can have lots of activities but wat's the point of having activities to cater to all but ppl who need it more than the rest.often we always use no time as an excuse not to volunteer our services to the community.ask yourself if you really don't have that time?its probably just 2hrs per week and 2hrs per week is probably just like what you spend watching a movie in a day.isn't it better spent to make your society a better place by just "donating" that 2 hrs of movie session per week?does it really hurt that much?so how do we actually reach out to youths nowadays to get them to be more involved with volunteering?i really cannot figure that out yet.but well...after today's session with my chairman,its really an eye opener for me man.his schedule for the mth is freaking packed with volunteering stuff besides his full time job.and his older than all of us!how can this supposedly old man find all this energy and able to share his time by contributing to the society almost 24-7 that he seldom have time for his family and yet we're arguing that we don't even have 2 hrs a week to "donate".arghx...well,i shall no longer think that im the only busy one.perhaps shall start evaluating which are the more worthy stuff that i should take up man.i sense a very meaningful project coming soon and i hope i can be part of them lahz.MENG HENG...time to wake up and think wisely....
oki...on a lighter note,exams is drawing nearer and i freaking haven even start revising for other subjects.somehow i kinda think that i got that feel to study liaoz.certain things seem super interesting and i realised that it was my mindset that wat the root of the problem from creating the mental blocks and unproductive studying sessions.sure work dbl-ly hard from now on man.i hope i wont get to da bao this sem bah.i seriously promised to work even harder next sem man.which ever god in the sky,diff dimension...pls save me!!!arghz...think i better go kun liaoz...tml gotta catch up my maths lecture man.hope you guys have a great week.jiayou for exams yeah!we shall have funn soon...
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:11 AM
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:11 AM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
well got this sudden feel and came up with this wishlist lolz.hope it helps....hahaha:
1)a nice bag...
2)a cool jacket(keep mi warm for exam as well as my rinjani trip)
3)a canon selphy photo printer?CP510/CP 710
4)a pair of sneakers?
5)watch with altimeter function.
6)Bag pack
7)proper shirt??
8)Ipod Nano...??
9)money???(*hahaha)
10)ur creativity cos im definitely gonna love all the stuff im gonna receive man!!!Best if you can get me something u think realli suits me!a show of how well u noe mi...muahaha!
oki...dun have to follow strictly lahz...CREATIVITY!!!jiayou and seeya guys.
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:25 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
well...was pretty eventful.anywayz,things abit rush but no choice but to settle everything before exams lolz.anywayz,haven been skating at east coast and i went down that day to skate and bk my chalet lolz.shiok lahz.but my skill abit lan diao liaoz.must pick up.besides that,had our first official and last GL meeting for SU14 GLs.team dynamic wise.should be alright.so far so good.i still feel im a little too quiet now.shall interact more by increasing the temperature(highness) to attain a higher bonding energy.must "vibrate" more frequently to create more interactions with other neighbouring atoms.hahaha...so science-y man!arghx.
well,another good opportunity slipped past man.my YEC chairman asked mi if i wanna do a demo for a 6 storey flying fox with SCDF.wanted to do it very much but then again,i couldn't make it on that day.gotta settle my chalet check out stuff.so i decided to ask my sub com to go for it lahz.hahaha...hmm...im getting very lazy nowadays.will start to hit study rooms to study effectively lolz.cannot slack liaoz...im such a goner.hahahah
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:16 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
woahz...finally realised that i've less than 1 mth to study for my exams.CONGRATULAtions man.im officially so dead.nothing goes into my mind no matter how hard i try.or i just trying too hard and perhaps i shall just chill and see how things goes...BULLSHIT man.ahaha.beginning to get into that MUG mode but well,i need company man!cant believe studying alone lolz.
econs quiz on wed was gr8.the paper was pretty easy and shouldn't be too tough to score.as for maths.as usual,we copied.HOWEVER,this time round i managed to solve one of the "killer" question by myself!the equation was complex and quite tedious.but i din managed to do it.hahaha..feel shiok.then came thurs whereby was a damn shag day cos i went for rugby training without dinner till 7pm before heading off for vball training from 730 to 10.then head out for dinner with my hall peeps!BOON LAY nasi.shiok lolz.Fri went to check out my lab report and im happy that i scored A for my formal lab report man!!!steady lahz...feel damn shiok...ahahaa...then went down to yvonne's place to celebrate 3sa's bday.everything was good man.from the food to the cake.well,the chocolate was DAMN DAMN GOOD!hahaha...and as usual,after chalking up so much calories,its time for training.its pretty xiong for me cos my knees wasn't realli in that condition to take loads and climb up and down the steps man.i probably hurt them during thurs training session.but still i went. 15.2kg of load and we walk up bukit timah to do the bukit timah circuit invented by OBS ppl.*correct me if im wrong*.went up to this mid point whereby we have to climb up the summit path which is a steep stairs ascent to the summit and walk down the road towards rengas path to walk all the way down the steps to climb back up again and walk towards the jungle fall path and descend till the end before walking up the steps again to hit the main road and proceed back to the start point at summit path.that's consider 1 round and we're suppose to do 3 sets.first set was alright for me but its onli until the 3rd set whereby i was realli shagged out by the training.its realli tough and really challenged me mentally.some how it also sends a signal to me that im not working out enough man!time to step up on the trainings man.but now.study come first.i must stop all my nonesense and make full use of my time man.gotta chop chop plan my bday party first and start inviting ppl!!!suddenly i feel super sleepy and i guess i'll just stop here for today!will update fotos soon.
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:24 AM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
well...haven been blogging!anywayz,now im trying to squeeze abit of time out to blog cos im very excited and happy today!
first thing first,I've been SELECTED to be one of the GLs for next Sports Unlimited!!!im super duper happy.after this,gotta rethink of my options on wat to sign up and wat not to sign up for in hall.orientation camps and any extra responsibilities will be chosen very carefully.dun wanna suffer a burn out that fast though i think im almost there.
for the past few days,very busy with a couple of stuff.last sat was spent doing the recce for the RAT race.this is getting exciting since this will officially be my 1st major race planning.usually the basic races we plan was for ppl that we noe and so things can go abit haywire and we will just all laugh it off.but now,its different.we gotta face outsiders,ppl that we dunno.anywayz,even though my upcoming event is the baywatch program whereby im the programmer.but then like wat i said before.im a programmer that didn't plan any part of the program at all.its just too lousy and the team dynamic wasn't there to keep me on the ball.i feel helpless and therefore due to some unforeseen circumstances,the program was still out without our interference.but then again,i'll do my best to help support the event on that day itself bah!anywayz,back to the RAT race...was down at haw par villa and many other places.Took a couple of stupid pics.it was my 1st time in my life that i went to haw Par villa.even came up with a crazy idea for kenneth to proposed for Fright nite next yr.was thinking of utilising haw par villa premises including the 18 storeys of hell to create the setting and atmosphere.so be quite shiok i believe.something new esp when OCH will be taken over.
lotsa quizes this freaking week and im freaking not prepared.gotten back my physics result.was super surprised with the result cos i expected myself to fail!and i realli mean it whereby i onli think i got 2 out of 5 answers correct.and the worst thing is that i actually scored an A!!!well..there were many other As and A+ peep but the thing is how on earth can there be ppl worse than mi by scoring a D or F when i seriously think i sux!!!argh...wonder wat's wrong with the system man.im easily frustrated this couple of days and i think i m just giving myself too much stress lolz.but then again,how do i unwind?haven realli find any free time to do things that i really enjoy doing.dance training is killing me also esp when the performance is like tmL!i haven been running and im currently planning if i can have a party for my 21st in the first place.arghz...family side,things doesn't look good or rather mayb im expecting too much.but then again,even if i lower abit of my expectation,i doubt i'll be able to get wat i wan.and wat the hell is wrong with you ppl,cant priortise watever is more impt!!!arghx....im gonna blow!!!
****pics up soon****
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:19 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
well,just heard that the GL list and camp comm list for SU 14 will be done this weekend.exciting man but some how i just feel that i might not get it at all.arghz...this is bad!well,i tried doing my materials science i dun understand any shit abt it man.Going out for supper liaoz...i wonder if everyone will fly my aeroplane.seriously speaking,im realli feeling damn demoralised liao but then again,i dun wanna our world to go our own separate ways man!gotta think of something liaoz!!!arghz...this time round,not fears of failure is the key to success i believe.bless that i will get my GL post bah!PLEASE SAVE MI!i'm trying my best to catch up with my work!!!JIAYOU Neh...well,i hope i wont kana pangseh later bah!*highly demoralised MENG!!!*
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:54 PM
procrastinations:
i freaking irritated by the fact tat why m i always the one to do almost everything.we belong to a team and we shall freaking work together and share the workload.the moment i get back from dance practice all i get is,you done the proposal already anot?its oki that i do the work but then,u guys mus have to contribute also mah!if u realised im like always doing the sai kang to type everything out!and im the first contact person within our grp.now that im super busy till i dun even have time for my studies man!pls pls be abit more sensitive!not that i dun wanna do anything,i just dun wanna do everything!get my point.
another thing is i freaking realised im super flicker minded man.wat the hell is wrong with mi.wrong signals or wat ever u call that.mayb its just a feel or connection that's directly related to the professionalism!just dun think too much man.can someone pls remind mi that.but then again,i like the way we looked in one another's eyes.hahaha...Flirting u call that...i dunno!just pure professionalism i believe.
well,just came back from lunch with hazel felix and julia!somehow it seem that they were abit shocked that im not attached when i told them im NOT!ahahah...well,like wat most of my fren say,pls dun let the girl suffer.Have bf machiam no bf like that.i do agree on that point and im trying my best to do watever is possible rite now.but the thing is,have i met the right one>?ahahaha...NO COMMENTS.
i shall start studying hard and mug like an ah tiong.Exams countdown is like 50 days lolz*quote from teck pin*and i need to noe when its IHG so that i can plan if i should join them for IHG.dun wanna train for nothing and waste time noe-ing i cant go for IH.but i dun mind going down occasionally to help out also!arghz...
shall go do some work now!cya guys...
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:50 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
well,happy children's day to all man.its actually my niece bday as well as ellie's 21st!!!well.sat nite was spent at bishan park to help out for the lantern night celebration.PM was there and to think that dajie didn't tell us that.we were pretty under dressed cos we were supposed to "serve" him for the event.well...hack lahz!it was quite fun watching children perform on stage and they're all damn cute and innocent!!!somehow,watching those children at the park playing with their lanterns together with their parents brings back memories.realli admire those children whose parents actually spent such time with them cos my parents always tot its a waste of time and they simply just let us out to play on our own.well...after which i discovered that there's a spa within our park!i'm so gonna try it one of these days!quite cool lol the place...
sunday morning was well spent cos was down to help out for another event.its the Children's day celebration for tots house at my CC!!!was super tired cos was busy the previous nite to work on my lab report and physics revision till 3plus.drag myself out of bed like 9 to go down to help out.the games were pretty lame but then when u see those cute and innocent ones right in front of you,the tireness just disappeared somehow.they had some performances also and it was realli damn cute watching those kids dance in front of u.the smiles on their faces as well as their parents make the time seem past very quickly.not long,its time to end and the kids waved goodbye and left for home.somehow,watching those kids having fun,i kinda hope im rite in their shoes right for they dun have any worries and responsibilities.and the best thing is they;re showered with lotsa love and warmth.it just hurts to see them grow as that would mean having to face so much more.if time could just stop at that moment...arghz...i seriously think im going crazy at this rate man.but who cares.somehow,i realli wish to have my own kid man!hahaha...im going cranky and crazy liaOZ!!
went for ellie's bday celebration.it was a elegant poolside party with quality food man!but then,the quantity wasn't there and it was pretty ex man!simply couldn't believe it.now im getting worried.having seen so many 21st parties,i seriously dun have any ideas for mine.or mayb i shouldn't try to hard just to be different bah.just a simple dinner and yes...that's it!well...shall see.mayb shall start planning liaoz...i must say ellie is damn lucky.zebin was damn nice...prepared most of the stuff for her party and he actually sang a song and played the guitar.the song was self composed by him can!i wonder if i could do the same....hahah.well,at least i have no worries for now cos im FREE!hahaha.good job ZEBIN!u're damn sweet.arghx...spoil market.see next time the girls will start compare this and that.make life difficult for their BF liaoz.well...gotta go mug for my physics quiz liaoz.cya.
the older group!!!how adorable.
the younger ones.look at their head dress..how small how vulnerable?
dance performance by the older group!
will upload more pics on the children!!ellie's bday celebration pics will be up next!
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:52 AM
