Friday, November 30, 2007
i did it again.MC-ed my maths 3 paper!!!omg...i know its kinda becoming a habit but then again,i really did my very best to study for it.at least i know i tried and im very sure there's many out there that will talk about this but then i cant be bothered.all i know is that this GPA system suck BIG time!i hate it so much.and wat really made me MC it was the GPA.yes,ppl may say take MC then you can maintain and achieve a better GPA...so wat?taking MC doesn't reflect well on you...all this kinda shit.but then again...when we go for interviews,which is the first thing they'll look at?its definitely the GPA rather than the no of times you MC-ed a paper rite?so long as i complete my course of study within the same period of time,i wouldn't care much!!!and the best thing this sem for maths 3 is that i've gotten a high A+ for quiz but i gave up my final paper!!!and to think they actually set MCQ for the paper itself!omg...wat is freaking wrong with them huh???
well...was out in town after maths 3 paper.thx for the treat and i enjoyed the movie though i look abit tired.so sry!!!Enchanted is pretty good!i like the songs within the show and the story is just too IDEAL!!!omg...its sucha lovely show!hahaha.its been a super duper long time since i've watched a movie in the cinemas liaoz!!!ever since spidey3.hahhaha...thx for the fun today!!!
and lotsa thanks to all those that smsed me their birthday wishes.thx alot...
well.tot abt wat you've said.boy oh boy...we shall see how thing goes bah.i wouldn't say its impossible and i'm already moved somehow.will take things in its stride bah.now that i have more time!!!hehehe...i shall make more time for myself.and as far as im concerned,things dun happen one way and i've learn.learn something and move on and im definitely gona pick up things and move on fast.i'll study harder and be more hardworking!!!and i'm going to pull you along and dun leave u behind!!!and all i need is that you dun give up on me.jiayou!
back in hall now watching all those shows that i've missed out previously.i need to lead a normal life man!!!there's so much i wanna do during this short holidays!trainings,meetups and stuff.hope i'll survive all this man!!!
**missing both Rhumba and Butters**
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:29 AM
Thursday, November 29, 2007
bad karma... enough said.im still rushing for it!!!i really hope not to waste this sem's effort of attending lectures and class!!!and those all u peeps for ur well wishes.just wanna let you guys noe i cherish all of u too!!!thx alot.
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:19 AM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:46 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
realli cannot take it anymore.waking up to face mental block isn't a good sign at all!im not suppose to study biz elective today though im going for the paper in like another 3 hours time!!!arghx.it seems that nothing's going in and as i spend time on my biz paper,the chances of me completing my maths read thru will decrease exponentially!!!omg...plus this mental block thingy.arghx...i'm trying very very hard already.but it just wont work!!!gan dulan.
though its a open book,im feeling gan stress too!damn this hell week of mine!!!2 more papers to go and hopefully its 2 more papers instead of 1!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:53 PM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
though i only met him once.i'm kinda affected by wat happened.perhaps it just happens to 3 of my friends' friend and the fact that they're much more affected by it which makes me feel something.and hope you 2 will recovered from this soon yea though i cant really do anything to make u 2 feel any better.
*rest in peace*
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:24 PM
come to think of it...there could be 3 now!!!omg.complicated.damn complicated.i really just wanna get everything over and done with.will i perform the same stun i did last sem.i wont know until thurs morning man!!!i hope i dun have to...but im so looking forward to after that paper!!!hahaah...
my dec calendar's filling up damn fast.bu zhi bu jue...its more than 1/2 filled!!!arghx...i wan a LONGER holiday!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:20 AM
Friday, November 23, 2007
i think i've already give all i could at that point in time.i cant blame that mental block that happened at that very time too.its only me that i can blame.for not putting enough in my daily work and having to cramp every single shit now.yes...next week...worst week of my entire NTU life as of now.
3 papers in 4 days and i haven even touched them at all.GG...
*i love my modules...*grrrRRRrrRRRRr
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:08 PM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
finally he sent a mail regarding the project.and i doubt all them will do something abt it.arghx...the biggest mistake this sem could be to take up this module and worse still,do project with ppl i noe!omg...i really hope someone do something abt it cos i realli bo chup already when i have to even initiate and tk control of everything.its not FAIR!!!arghx...everyone gives them own excuses or dun even appear to do anything at all.wat can i do?complete the entire thing and u guys dun really do anything at all to get the grade.oh PLEASE!worse come to worse i can still MC the paper.though i noe im not gonna do that.and hopefully no one comes to me and ASK ME HOW AH???
*pray hard*
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:52 PM
time check...430am.have been studying since 12 noon yesterday!!!omg.im freaking nerd now!din even go out for dinner.only had packed dinner that's all...that's the kinda life u live in NTU.watching sunrise every single sem during exam period without fail.WTF m i doing this to myself.arghx...4 papers to go man...4!!!im turning psycho instead of learning all the psychrometrics thingy.arghx...time to head back to books.pray for me.i dun wanna bao 2003!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:31 AM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
lotsa love...egg tarts from clementi...thx alot man!!!the thought alone,brightens up my day.but still cant help me finish studying!!!arghx.but i still appreciate it.thx!
♥Oh, so vintage... 6:26 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
heart damn heavy...all thanks to studying.arghx.i cant seem to get things right!!!or m i just distracted?well...i hate this feeling.getting more and more stress as the day pass.time's running at double or even triple the speed.omg...besides feeling heavy in the heart,perhaps its the weight too...OMG... OTUL!!!!
how stupid???but i still like.
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:02 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
1 paper down and 5 more to go.cant wait for the day to come but at the same time, realli wish i could have more time to study for my hell week!3 papers for the final showdown and i freaking haven started studying at all.plus the fact that i dun go for the lectures make it even worse and scoring well for the quiz doesnt mean i should not worry cos all the more i should try and score in these course to help me pull up my GPA.arghx...and 2004 is killing me.tonnes of memory work.wat welding wat materials wat strength and watever shit is that machining process...can i just dun give a damn!and next week aint that well to do afterall.its my 2 4AU courses and the best thing is thermodynamic is renowed for its HIGH dabao rate.im feeling damn HIGH NOW!!!arghx...
its not the time to think yet things just comes.or mayb im just thinking too much.but well...things will get clearer once exams are over.maybe it's just an illusion and i just dun wanna read too much into it.its complicated at this stage and i have no time for all these yet.STUDY HARD and give myself NO EXCUSES to do badly for the papers man.
melt ivy and evon at can 2 yesterday and ivy was saying that she could feel that i didn't really study enough!!!ahahaha...omg...i cant believe it.and it's really nice to know that ppl around cares.even though mayb they dun say or even ask a thing doesn't mean they dun care.thx alot....will update more after exams then!
and after exams...it time to give myself a good treat.i needa shop badly.i wanna get a new pair of asics cos my asics retiring soon!thx to it for helping me achieve my GOLD both for Road Relay team 2007 and as well as IPPT!must realli start sourcing for a new pair real sooN was so tempted to get that day when i was at sports link but i think i should head down to queensway since its cheaper dere and they have wider variety!!!so gian.and i got so much stuff to do.i wish i could go thai too.but then there's many other things i have to settle right here.shall see
now...its back to K-ing manufacturing! I HATE NTU!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:54 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
here's wat i freaking feel right now...
1st thing,i just found out something which i didn't know.and 2ndly i think i've gotten myself into something which i shouldn't have!i'm not gonna care abt it anymore and i just dun wanna think about it.things will get better and i cant wait for exams to be over
OTL turning OTUL
♥Oh, so vintage... 6:25 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
6 days to hell and im still not done studying for any of my modules!gr8 job eh?anywayz,was busy bumming around.ivy's bday was a blast and i finally got to see her sisters!!!hahaha...eye opener!!!then came ippt which i missed my gold timing for the first round by 2 secs and i went for my 2nd test yesterday after visiting pingwei at subaru challenge throughout the nite.i was lucky that i managed to get back my additional 200 bucks.then collection of quiz results and stuff.quite happy that i actually did pretty well for my maths.got an A+ for the one and only quiz then followed by the disappointing tech com results which i might end up having a B only for the final grade!i WAN an A-...arghx...damn sads.oki...back to studying.
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:56 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
yea...i did something i shouldn't have done.but who cares?thx for making mi so pissed off.thank you very much!!!went for a crazy jog in the rAIN!!!hahaha...im crazy.hopefully i can get my extra 200 bucks this coming tues!!!I need it badly!!!arghx.finally have some momentum to study!and its like FINALLY.like than 10 days to my first paper and i just started studying!omg...i think i should just sell those past year papers away since i wont have time for them anywayz.
*i need to study at a super human rate!!!*
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:34 AM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
everything feels so heavy right now.till the saturation point!how i wish i could turn back time and restart this entire semester!mayb many things will not be wat it is right now and i would definitely have more time for myself.is my life fulfiling?i dunno how to answer this.i just noe i need to study now!i cant possibly go to the exam hall not doing any tutorials at all.
i cant breathe already.can someone just end my misery?i know wat i need to do and has to be done but the inertia is just too great or the acceleration is just too slow that i cant seem to do wat i wan.i need more time.
*please study very hard....PLEASE!i'm sry if im affecting you in anywayz.but please get back on the right track!*
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:16 AM
Friday, November 02, 2007
yeah...finally starting to feel it.13 days to my first paper and i've just started revision for the 1st module.Please pray for me.arghx...im feeling the stress alreadY!and there i still have request for attendance here and there.and i suddenly have this crazy idea of promoting the water soccer thingy.and the best thing is i wanna do it before the holiday ends which mean everything is super duper rush and i gotta start work now.is it worth it?should i just freaking put it on hold?i realli wanna do it!!!
soometimes i realli feel at a lost.i dun even noe if wat i've done is right or wrong and the best thing is,i dun feel that im giving it my best yet.and now the question is, what i mean by doing my best?its nice getting encouragements and stuff and i really appreciate it.the 2 of u realli made my day!!!thx alot.
separate issue, i missed my IPPT GOLD timing by freaking 2 secs just last tues.imagine that i was so scare that i cant get my gold due to my pull ups and was quite confident with my run.but end up i cleared everything for gold except for my run!!omg...it really sucks.and the best thing is i missed by 2 secs.Be it complacency or just pure shitty luck, i'm gonna go for it 1 last time this coming tues.to get back my 2 secs worth 200 bucks!!!and hopefully i'll get it back and this money will go to my SU15 fund!!!and i shall start working for my hall canvassing fund also!arghx...but once again,knowing that i missed my 200 bucks,wat u did realli made my day!thx alot 'SP'.
i realli need to work on my discipline man!i have NONE!and 2 21st bday this weekend!im so dead.no time to study liaoz!arghx... =(
Presenting to you SU15 GLs...
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:48 AM
