Sunday, December 19, 2004
Been feeling so lost recently...juz couldn't think of wat i realli wan in my life!It juz seems that i've been searching for something beyond the horizon and that its nv ending!this feeling sux when u noe that ppl ard u have their definite goals and noe wat they wan,jealousy.
Juz caught Ocean 12 at j8 with my bestest pal wil and ken.its sucky!lousy plot and its very messy...felt so cheated upon wasting my precious time and money on that movie~!aft that movie,we went on to shopping ard for some candy canes for xmas and also xmas cardS!realised that i dun realli hav much time left to waste cos i haven got my gifts ready man!hmm...thinking of ways to cheer my fren up lahz...his like juz out of a messy love thingy and his freaking pissed abt it cos he got played out by this very idiotic girl!my "gf"s tell mi that the girl my fren had been seeing is so cannot make it!ahahaha...but at least his seeing someone for at least some time...its been such a long time since i've dated someone out sia!i realli miss her to some extent but then,think abt it...wat's so good of a NSF when she's surrounded my ORD personnels?its juz not the rite time...how i wish i can be studying rite noW!anywayz,the feelings have definitely grew weaker and weaker by each day!it's juz not too bad sticking ard with my mumbo frenz...but this wont last man,who can i depend on aft dec...i dun expect miracles but i truly hope that i could still depend on my mumborians?whahah...*think think*i wish for their happiness and i'll be definitely there when anyone needs mi...
Does age realli matter?.......i'm looking forward to my traffic police test next mth man!hope i'll pass even though i haven been touching cars since marcH!i feel so inconfident now!haizz...juz hope i pass lahz...no time to waste!
message of the day: DUN WATCH OCEAN 12!!!WASTE TIME N $$$
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:22 PM
