Wednesday, December 29, 2004
oh my god...things haven been turning out the way its suppose to b these few days...i'm seriously getting so frustrated and upset so easily!pressure from army,frenz and more imptly family!seriously need sometime to calm my nerves and release some steam!there's so much things to do in camp also...so tight schedule!COG(Change Of Guards) rehearsals then PG(Prestige Guards) rehearsals coming my way!!!its extremely frustrating and tiring especially when u're expecting a short and comfortable work week this week due to NYE and stuff!its not realli difficult to cope lah...but then its juz damn boring to do these rehearsals again and again under the damn hot sun!!!
As for pressure from frenz,i've received smses that goes...wat hav u been doing!u've not been coming out with us for a long time!!!!....its heartbreaking to see such smses but i've been trying very hard to pls everyone!im practically out everyday...pls understand dearies!i'll try to go out with u guys more often!anywayz,hope u all understand that something's realli not rite at the moment and pls BEAR with it!
it's damn frustrating to come back today to get shouted at by my mum!she's like so negative can...recently she juz hurt her back and dunno wat the hell the freaking idiotic doc told her,she's gotta rest for at least 2 weeks!!!and wat angers mi is that my mum keep looking on the bad side that she might be paralyse or something!then keep shouting at mi...pls lolz...im already very depress deep down and to think that i come home to get shouted at and to hear abt all this freaking bad news?i tried not to fight back lahz...since she's like twice my age can??gotta do something liaoz...so did so laundry and dishwashing for her!hope she get well soon lahz...but hope she dun anyhow throw temper also lolz!im sure she juz dun no that im depressed cos i dun show it!pls be abit more sensitive man!anywayz,looks like these coming 2 weeks gotta come home straight to get dinner for her and help her with some house work liaoz!no choice...
hmm,bought today's papers and saw the after reports of the tsunamis disaster thingy!its so heartbreaking to read on the report of this family that's in phuket that lost her youngest daughter!i feel for the family and hopefully her mum will get over it soon...toking abt tsunamis and quakes,i m realli freaking interested in such topics especially when its gotta do with geography!boy...u wont noe how much i loved geo man!too bad din pursue it durin my As!!!anywayz,now also not bad...got a course which i think require some geo instinct and stuff as a environmental engineer!haven seen a tsunami or feel a quake before!BUT...i've seen a cyclone before when i was on my way in a kayak during my southern island expeditiON!the power of nature is juz too overwhelming for man to handle...pls stop all the destructions we're doing on earth cos we may live to suffer from our actions!even if we dun,i'll definitely not want my descendants to suffer in our hands...pls save MOTHER NATURE!!!haven been getting close to nature for such a long time liaoz...im feeling so tire living in this urban lifestyle!!!pls get mi OUT!!!sitting by the beach listening to the waves is one of relaxing!it would b better if u could get a full view of the clear sky...pls take mi away........
gotta stop blogging liaoz...surfing the web to find a decent digi cam lolz...damn sianz,its so diff to find one that hav the specs that i wan together with a nice design...wat's going on with these cams man!!!anyone any suggestions?whahaha....looking forward to nYe!!!.....cya mumbo yandao chio bus...whahaha
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:25 PM
