Sunday, December 19, 2004
Hmm,got this sudden urge to start blogging again sia!it could be due to the fact that i can't realli speak out wat my mind wans to say for a freaking lOnnngGGGgg time liaoz...mayb blogging helps!Let's hope it does and definitely it takes time to built up my site again!
It's the end of yr once again!Camp have finally ended and so did the children Xmas party which juz ended today!Currently,quite sianz and ironically,i'm also pretty happy!I'm happy to hav make some new frenz,strengthen certain frenship bonds and learnt lotsa new stuff and experience lessons which i would nv hav learn from staying home all day!!!Definitely,winning so much is not possible without losing some stuff...it juz depends on how much i can try to maximise my winnings and minimise my losses...I've always regarded my mumbo frenz as my "highest authority or priority frenz" and that's y i gave up most of my time spending it with other frenz outside juz to resume my responsibility in the mumbo family!i'm thankful to hav met this grp of ppl in my life...started off as a camper then become instructor...i hav a very strong sense of belonging to this grp of ppl!i've learnt and grow along with these bunch of crazy ppl.But im sorry to say that i feel that my performance has been deproving as yr goes by.haben been realli proving myself unlike my camper days!I will definitely put myself forward to tougher challenges ahead and work towards being a better instructor next yr...this i promise!As for this yr's camp,i feel rather upset lahz,pretty sianz and outcast lolz.its all becos i can't come for the first day of camp!my kids dun noe mi and i dun realli noe them!besides this,i also damn slack,keep wanting the new instructors to perform!I realli do wish that new instructors can perform themselves and i trust that onli when the more experienced instructors step out for awhile then the new instructors can take over the centre stage!But i do agree its not completely the case that i wan them to prove their worth,but its also for mi to slack.but i think i did manage to compensate my slackness eventualli towards the end of the camp!hmmm...i've got so much to tok abt the camp can?but dun think i wanna list everything out now cos i've still got other stuff to touch on...
As for my DEAR CJC ODAC members...do u noe how much i miss u guys too?i miss the tough trainings,the sing along sessions,star gazing,tok cock,"play as we trek"
games,many many more mts and hills to go...i realli enjoy ur company guys!we needa meet up soon yeah...and im sorry i cant make it for the dinner with ya ppl and esp corinna when u're juz back in sg!im realli sorry and hope u understand that its too last min for mi to put down my 'work' to join u guys!anywayz,i promised that i will join u guys the next time round!and seriously guys,we need to org more gathering sessions can?we're so inactive now!pls pls pls...will someone juz response to this by dropping mi a mail or sms man?shall we go for training???*juz a suggestion*
last by not least,realli gotta thank those that stand by mi when i'm in need yah,bestest pals now and forever!help mi get back my soul guys!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:45 PM
