Monday, February 07, 2005
hmmm...haven been blogging for long sia!lotsa things happened during this period of time!or rather...found out something which hurts mi and affect mi deeplyZ!juz over the weekend,was out with one of my odac mates to found out that my best bud lek had fallen out with rice!i can't believe my ears!they were like the best couples back then and given the 3yrs of relationship whereby the both of them had been tru lotsa tough times,its realli hard for mi to take it that they broke off!wat's worst is when i heard that aft the broke up,rice got together with teri!its juz bad when rice had broke off with lek and wat's worst is she's now with teri!of all guys on earth she chose teri!im utterly disappointed and disgusted!teri is such a FAKE person can...his like one of those love cheaters that cheats on all woman...not that i like to backstab him but then i've seen many instances that he changes his liking for a girl freaking fast!lotsa girls over juz 2 yrs!the rate his changing gf is like crazy!his one of those most FUCKED up ppl that i've got to noe in my life!and wat's making mi feel like puking is the fact that everyone think his a mr nice guy cos his always so good at faking rite in front of those impt ppl!u juz need to be involved in some incident with him n u will noe why!his FAKE!cunnin but no doubt his good with his IQ and EQ!this incident realli make mi feel that love is such a meaningless thingy!seriously meaningless!its all abt being deceived,believing everything will last and being blind to a certain extent!this realli spoilt my mood in trying to find ppl to celebrate v-day liao!im realli worried for lek and hope he will b fine lol!but i hope he will recover fast from this incident and move on lolz!and as for mi,i realli pity and hope i could do something to help him!besides that,im realli frustrated by teri to such a extent that i realli feel like kicking his arse!!!if the reason behind the breakup of lek and rice somehow involves him,its good bye to the "friendship" that we share man!im SERIOUS!i cannot accept someone that hurts my bud!and for girls out there,i seriously hope u girls wont get to meet such idiotic and freaking focker guy like this odac mate turning enemy of mine!cherish wat u hav and dun ask for more!cos u might juz get worst!
anywayz,new yr is coming and guess wat...can't celebrate it this yr cos my grandfather passed away!muz at least one yr...so ya...this yr will b a quiet yr lolz!no doubt new yr resolutions muz hav!
1.become smarter?whaha
2.work hard and get best soldier of the mth?
3.get a gf?mayb mayb not!lost the faith liao!
4.take up more courses and be more adventurous?
5.make more frenz and keep contact with em?
6.get into top 4 for the IFC vball challenge
7.train for quiksilver beach vball open?
8.get my ippt gold again~!
9.get the CC "odac" going!!!
10.complete NYAA gold
anywayz...besides all these definitely got more stuff one...see how lolz...impt is to become a more successful,knowledgeble and mature person can liaoz!hope everyone that i noe enjoys wat they're doing and cherish wat they hav now!anywayz,gotta stop here liaoz!need to prepare for bk in tml!
*sick and tire of wat's happening to my frenz!feel so much more fortunate... :( *
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:45 PM
