Wednesday, March 09, 2005
woah...freaking stressful week!it started with mon blues as usual plus tough SPDS training!juz when it was almost time to bk out,some idiotic arse told us that we had to stay in that very nite cos there's going to b a last min GOH the very next morning for some US officer!damn sian...then cant go home and i wasn't realli feeling well and was damn tire lolz!morale low liaoz...besides staying in on mon,we had to stay in on tues cos there's also another GOH for the prince of brunei!!!2 consecutive days of stay in is making mi crazy!resort to playing mahjong in bunk with some others to kill time...yes!no doubts that we played table tennis too!and one of my seniors dislocated his shoulders while trying to execute a backhand smash!damn sian...now our 2S strength is down to 13 man!i wonder how much longer can they hold on man!but on a positive note,they've started filtering my batch by teaching some of them squad drills first!freaking low morale cos i wasn't selected to learn lolZ!realli morale damn low liao and plus freaking tire and not feeling well,its one of those gloomy days that i've nv ever experience before!still pretty cannot accept the fact that im not learning those drills!it juz makes mi feel damn sian and upset!mayb i juz dun hav the talents and i should juz slack my way thru since im nothing noW!no point...seriously no point when u dun see any "rewards" in a sense!plus nowadays,feeling pains that i should not experience in areas like my wrist,shoulder neck and back!realli stress sia...one thing i enjoy last weekend was to celebrate sean's bday!its nothing much fanciful at all!juz a small get together session at cartel serangoon gardeN!its a pretty late dinner but no doubt we had our fill!aft which went home lahz!hahaha...anywayz,predict a much more stressful schedule when our SAF day n NDP day training sets in!plus we still hav to mount those GOH and COG plus PGs that might juz pop out any moment!for army personnels,u guys dun think we MPs freaking slack can!im getting sick and tire of it!we do go under the sun and im pretty sure much more than many of u peeps out there!our working area is onli parade square can!besides going under the sun ,we are often seen under the moon too!prowling and guarding our camp!!!its damn tough okie!it isn't wat u think!alrite..getting abit emotional i would say!anywayz,MPs not SlACK!!!looking forward to this coming sat man!!!its my odac senior bday!!!so excited!hope to see more of my fellow odac mates there man!do some serious catching up again!also,sat is NUS open house and sun is NTU's!!!gonna make a trip down to look see listen and take some time reconsidering my options liao!it seems like the last time i made my choice i din realli take in considerations many stuff which i now start to visualise and stuFF!i shall not juz listen to my uncles and aunties!i muz not let them decide my path cos im the one that's going to walk thru this shit!!!haizz...tire liao!tml still got lotsa training...juz wanna wish all those ppl that's having exams all the best yeah?hope i will get to mount squad sooN!!!wahaha...
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:39 PM
