Thursday, August 11, 2005
********CELEBRATIONS********finally NDP is over!but before i can start to realli enjoy my offs,there's still the last hurdle i've to clear...===>CARNIVAL @ MARINA this sunday!(probably sat too)
took lotsa photos yesterday @ padang!had lotsa fun walking ard taking photos with various participants of the parade!as for the performance,i muz realli say its definitely not the best out of wat we have actually performed so far!and its pretty disappointing that they did not really feature the guys on the stage.other than that,was rather disappointed that we did not get to take photos with some people that we wanted to.kudos to those band players of springfield sec,bowen and yishun!but amg them,i must say springfield is realli outstanding!bowen hav the nicest outfits...anywayz,the NCC girls were pretty friendly too...even though we did not really interact with them at all throughout the rehearsals,some of them actually talked to me and wave us goodbye after our performance!sad thing abt yesterday is that we still have to stay in last night due to the parade this morning!after returning from the parade we went for pm off!
today i'm freaking pissed off by bits and pieces of what has happened!resulting in a super attitude problem me!YESH!!!ME!!!AP...BASTARD...i don't care cause i don't want to suffer in silence and i believe in fighting for what is right!firstly,its partly due to the extremely UNFAIR off system that they're putting in place(as of now)that's pissing me off completely!especially after arguing with some infamous guy from my plt abt the off thingy!i felt that its super unfair for those heartlander performers to get so many offs or rather,clearing offs whenever the CSM of our coy gives!mayb his just not clear cut enough to remember that heartlanders dun deserve as many offs as we do for the fact that they burnt only 3 weekends while those at padang burnt more than 7 weekends!!!and i just don't want to be treated unfairly cause i don't think they deserve what we're getting!we earn it and they share it w/o sweating it out...NO WAY!anywayz,i think i should be going to meet my superiors soon regarding this matter!so i shall not further elaborate this until everything is under control!
secondly,i hate it when my plt mates just want to push those responsibilities to me!Have they ever put themselves in my shoes?its definitely not fair,SERIOUSLY not fair!wat happened is that our unit is going to have a mini water games competition on our unit anniversary happening at changi naval base!and the 3rd serg nominated my name for the games and im strongly against it...but eventually,the plt voted me in for one of the games at first.but after awhile,i managed to get my arse out of that stupid game cause one of my plt mates help me by swimming double events!then TODAY,they freaking hell need another 2 more person and his back again to mess with me by asking mi to join...or rather,FORCING me to join!im super duper pissed and i claim that i will definitely report sick and stuff to get myself excused on that day!the whole plt was there and in order not to get themselves involved,everyone's like pushing the responsibilities ard and stuff...and i strongly disagreed to participating in a very loud and harsh manner!i just hate it when ppl say im calculative and got AP...let me tell you this...I DUN GIVE A DAMN man...Do you guys remember whose the one that ran the x-ctry for our coy last yr?whose the one that went for the trials for our sports day?pls spare a tot for mi can?i dun wanna get involved in EVERYTHING...EVERY GOD DAMN FREAKING competitions for our coy!i maybe a gold medalist but that doesn't mean i CAN and i MUST do everything!pls dun force me...U guys could also play a part by why some people just dun wanna do it?SELFishness man...all because you guys dun wanna get wet on that day w/o participanting!why must i do these shit work for u guys?its not fair!totally not fair...and i reckon that i will most probably be asked or rather force to join the x-ctry this yr again...but i think i will take up this responsibility bah...will see how then...JUST DUN EXPECT ME TO DO EVERYTHING COS U GUYS BELONG TO THE COY TOO!!!we dun necessary need to win,just participant!train if u're not good enough...no one is born to be good !!!anywayz,gotta stop here...need to vote for something which my fren is pestering mi to!hahaha...will update u guys more later this week bah!
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:09 PM
