Tuesday, December 06, 2005
nothing much hav realli happened for the past few days.did my dec COG @ the istana.was so called one of the front man but not until the FU LU SHOU goes out to do their stunts!ahahaha,anywayz,its nothing much also!getting kinda bored of doing such stuff liaoz!and wat's worst was the nite before COG,i've spent the whole saturday afternoon training with rong rong and gy @ the beach for the comp on the 17th to 18th.sometimes i realli dread the fact that ppl think they're fucking good and in fact they ain't that good enough for mi to respect them plus they give me a sense of arrogance in them.pls dun think highly of urself...and i dread the fact that certain ppl are juz too over confident or rather,too optimistic to a point which kinda projects a very xialan image of u!anywayz,i shouldn't be affected by others that much!that's wat i've learnt aft speaking to my junior SHAun and he made mi realised that the issues that we've discuss abt was juz rubbish!at least it was rubbish to mi...shouldn't be that narrow minded and hinder others' growth and should be proud of myself for certain achievements i have made!but it still wont stop mi from drawing lines with certain ppl...
after the afternoon games,went over to join my grp peeps for their OLIP!can see that they enjoy themselves very much.went for a nite hike in pierce reservoir on the trail thingy!haven been getting close to nature for sucha long time liaoz!im so freaking enjoying every moment of it under the moonlight!while walking,i remembered the days i've spent with my odac pals doing all the shit and walking tonnes of nitewalks with heavy bagpacks,getting lost in the dark,draggin our feet full of leeches and blisters towards our next camp point!the best thing was during our trusmadi summit push whereby we trek in the dark with out bagpacks and it started raining.morale was pretty low at first cos we haven had dinner till 9pm and it was a cold and hungry nite!then we started encouraging one another and singing song aft song to get out mind off the cold and tiring trek till we reach our summit campsite!i miss those days...but it'll nv be the same again...
oh...camp will be this coming thurs and i seriously feel im lacking of something for mi to realli lead the grp well this time round!but still,im gonna try to act confident lahz...see wat happens then...hopefully my kids wont feel damn sian with someone like mi as their CI lolz...ahaha...will update further another day bah!cya guys
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:41 PM
