Monday, March 06, 2006
my horns are coming out...however,sometimes when i start punishing ppl,i jus stopped halfway and correct them instead of carrying out the full punishment!!!m i juz too nice to them?do they appreciate my kindness?well,in fact they dun need to!!!i juz wan them to learn and correct those mistakes once and for all.its juz a very simple request and yet i have to resort to giving punishments to them in order for them to learn.well,one thing im proud of myself is that im fair to everyone.for this course,the trainees consists of regulars,sergeants and the rest,new MPs...though im juz a corporal,being an instructor means even a 1st serg taking the course will have to listen to my instructions.well,im fair in a sense that i treat all of them regardless of rank with the same attitude lolz.in fact im more strict with the specs.for the simple reason that they are the commanders,the leader of men and if they cannot do things well,how can they expect their men to follow?well,did punish a couple of them even though some of them i noe them quite well.they better not expect special treatment from mi.well,im also taking a risk for punishing them for the simple reason that once they're out of the course,they can also get back at me for it...it realli tiring punishing ppl also lahz!i swear...i'll prefer to train on my own than to actually teach ppl...sometimes u'll juz vomit blood!hmmm...gotta go sleep liaoz...im suffering from sleep deficiency syndrome man!!!cannot take it...
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:42 PM
