Sunday, March 05, 2006
relieved...i've finally did my LAST Silent Precision Drills performance @ Suntec City yesterday.It was for the Army Career Exhibition (ace) which was held from fri to sun but we onli had to perform on fri and sat.well,on fri i kinda did commit some mistakes which were not very obvious.it was also a close shave considering the fact i did my rotation of weapon so much closer to my body due to a mistake in spacing which was super dangerous!well,on sat which was realli the last show,it was perfect for mi!!!feel so good and relieved...its finally time for the younger ones to step up and take over us!generally,ACE is juz another chance for us to get out of camp to perform for the public and go girl watching...ahahah!!!
besides doing that,as i mentioned before,im currently attached to another coy to help out with the training of NDP personnels.well,one week have juz passed.for the past 1 week,i've been a very nice person repeating the mistakes they've made to them one by one!i din even punish anyone at all.as for next week,things will change cos ppl juz dun learn without punishments.im gonna juz give them one last warning and the next one i see doing something not right will juz get it.im unleashing the devil me cos im juz sick of ppl that cannot follow instructions when im trying hard here to impart some skills to them and yet they either give the 'i dun wanna learn' look or the kinda 'why should i learn' look.they're one stuborn batch of ppl...wait and see...i'll start making a casualty list as of next week...
well,today is a rather packed day!!woke up earli in the morning to go joggin.after which met up with alvan to play pool before heading for our 1st salsa lesson.well,it wasn't too bad today.quite interesting despite having some psychomotor problems.gotta work on it more liao...practice and train hard...hahaha...im pretty sure we were one of those younger ones in that class man!after the lesson,proceed to catch the Change Of Guards ceremony.went over to YS building to meet up with my fellow squad members!the feeling was so so so different!its my first time going there in civilian watching my frenz doing it while i've been officially discharged from this ceremony.took so fotos and stand ard watching them do their rehearsal.well,i muz realli say that the standard is not good lahz ever since the discharging of a couple of us.im not trying to say that we are very good but then,i dare to admit that we're good lah.juz that ppl that's taking over us couldn't perform to expectations.besides tat,it boils down to the fact that the few of us that wanted to dismount kinda force our way out of the squad and that explains the in flow of "not up to standard" ppl mounting in our positions.i realli feel guilty in a sense cos for mi,i prefer standards not to be compromise.actually i did wanted to volunteer to do this mth again so that the not so good ppl will have more time to train and improve.but then,before i saw the standard of the current squad,i've already reg myself for the salsa lesson today!though it might onli be 1 lesson,but then,im gonna miss more than juz 1 lesson for the fact that im leaving for berkelah and jerankang next next week.cannot afford to miss too many lessons.plus the fact that its at a special discounted rate which doesn't always happenes...so i had not choice but to juz let go of watever is holding mi back to force an early dismount from the performing squad.im realli sry for being selfish...but well,even the instructors are like that too...i shall not mention names but well,problems are being to surface...shall juz wait and see what happenes next.back to cog,the performance today was alrite onli lahz...not as good,but average lahz.probably a off form squad i say.after watching the performance,went over to PS to walk ard and shop ard before heading home.super tire and trying to blog.now gonna juz stop here and proceed to watching my BLEACH!!!hahaha...ciaoz..
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:06 PM
