Monday, May 01, 2006
im so freaking boring!stayed at home the whole day.did nothing much productive.anywayz,was going through some stuff that my teachers wrote for me when i was in primary school and i realised that i still haven really changed alot from wat i used to be.im just so resistant to changes.well,its all abt my bad temper and the fact that i don't think carefully abt what i have to say before i comment on an issue or person.but why should i when i just wanna tell ppl off straight what my heart feels?why must i please ppl by having to think or perhaps censored off certain "notsonice" stuff that's hidden within my heart?im particularly pissed with this idea.no doubts that we should give a tot to other's feelings.but then again,who's gonna spare a tot for my feelings.after so many things that happened,sad to say,i come to realise that everyone is on their own.who cares?sometimes i really cannot take it and shoot it off.if you jolly well can't take it,then just too bad.even if that really cost a friendship,all i do is feel sad and think its fated to end this way.well life still goes on.but if u actually accept my comments and work it out to change or maybe discuss together to see how best we can compromise one another,that would be gr8.well...im just feeling damn sian to be ranting away.somehow im feeling pretty lost in a sense lahz...dunno wat's really bothering me also.arghz...so sian!someone save mi!!!
im feeling damn lazy nowadays.just slacking around.well,i think i gotta stop slacking and start working!im gonna go for my "tour-guide cum facilitator" interview this wed!!!wonder how it will turn out sia.anywayz,i seriously need WORK man.anyone wanna employ me?hahaha...im so SLACK!!!arghz...WHY WHY WHY?i seriously think im turning crazy man.i better stop sitting and get moving...perhaps clear up my room abit more...ciaoz...
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:23 PM
