Wednesday, June 14, 2006
well...i realised that im actually having a hard time balancing up my account man.im spending more than im earning!HOW SMART IS TAT?i guess i might have to get a weekday job too!well,my allowance aint coming in from anywhere else also!im feel like im living off my parents rite now!any suggestions to help lower my upkeep?
on the other hand,i believe that saving is not as impt as compared to spending to gain experience.there's really a couple of tough decisions to make especially when i always inform my parents abt the courses im going for and the amt i will have to spend.in these scenarios,i wouldn't really term it as spending but rather,a form of investment.Money doesn't serve its value when i dun use it to acquire anything of worth to me.This is something which most parents do not understand also.for the past few courses im learning,my parents seem to have objections but i just push on.salsa lessons,diving course,apc level 3...diving and apc level 3 alone cost mi more than 1k!and to begin with,i dun have much savings especially after i've enter the army.And now that im out of army and no longer receiving allowance,seeing my bank accounts going into the red and school is gonna start very soon,im really worried if i'll be able to support myself man.only working on weekends with a average pay of 65 a day,it doesn't seem very positive!especially when there's no camp assignments recently for mi to take up man!haizz...im leaving with my odac mates for the titiwangsa trip this sunday.i wonder when im gonna be back man!things seem not really settled yet except that the standard 5 days journey in the jungle is confirmed.after coming back from the trip,i'll have other commitments on hand also.going for orientation camps and helping out at my very own adventure club.its really gonna be a very busy period for me man!besides that,im still wondering if i should actually continue my salsa 2?seeing tht i dun have much money left and i really dun wanna just stop right there,i seriously need to go find some stuff to do to help mi to invest!
perhaps its like wat my dad says,im spenting too much time and money on too many stuff.Yesh.i agree.but then,i really dun wanna waste my time doing nothing and sitting ard learning nothing like most youth that i've encountered with.all this aside,im now abit worried if i can juggle all this when i get back to school.i wanna try to start doing something to revise but then,i seriously dunno where to start.can someone advise?well,i think im just getting damn bored and posting sucha long entry!!!arghz...can someone shine mi some guiding light...
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:04 PM
