Tuesday, October 31, 2006
went for YEC meeting yesterday.it was a meeting that i couldn't miss.well,it was a gr8 session cos some of the points being brought up actually made me think why i chose to join the YEC.in fact at the very first mention of the question,i didn't really know why also.perhaps it was the clique that i have within the committee that made me ran for the com.but now i realised that's very wrong of me.even if so,that should not be the major reason why i ran for the committee man.being a grassroot leader equals to the one that voices out for their people.entrusted with powers to further enhance the standard of living and learning from failures.somehow im beginning to wonder if im doing enough.yes.everybody wants to have fun and there we have many many different activities throughout the work calendar.but now the question is,how these activities that we've organised help improve the society as a whole?did we reach out to the right ppl?if not,why not?well,as far as i can see,my goal was always in line with the fun element only.i've failed to think about the bigger picture which makes mi feel that im so super shallow right now.yes,we can have lots of activities but wat's the point of having activities to cater to all but ppl who need it more than the rest.often we always use no time as an excuse not to volunteer our services to the community.ask yourself if you really don't have that time?its probably just 2hrs per week and 2hrs per week is probably just like what you spend watching a movie in a day.isn't it better spent to make your society a better place by just "donating" that 2 hrs of movie session per week?does it really hurt that much?so how do we actually reach out to youths nowadays to get them to be more involved with volunteering?i really cannot figure that out yet.but well...after today's session with my chairman,its really an eye opener for me man.his schedule for the mth is freaking packed with volunteering stuff besides his full time job.and his older than all of us!how can this supposedly old man find all this energy and able to share his time by contributing to the society almost 24-7 that he seldom have time for his family and yet we're arguing that we don't even have 2 hrs a week to "donate".arghx...well,i shall no longer think that im the only busy one.perhaps shall start evaluating which are the more worthy stuff that i should take up man.i sense a very meaningful project coming soon and i hope i can be part of them lahz.MENG HENG...time to wake up and think wisely....
oki...on a lighter note,exams is drawing nearer and i freaking haven even start revising for other subjects.somehow i kinda think that i got that feel to study liaoz.certain things seem super interesting and i realised that it was my mindset that wat the root of the problem from creating the mental blocks and unproductive studying sessions.sure work dbl-ly hard from now on man.i hope i wont get to da bao this sem bah.i seriously promised to work even harder next sem man.which ever god in the sky,diff dimension...pls save me!!!arghz...think i better go kun liaoz...tml gotta catch up my maths lecture man.hope you guys have a great week.jiayou for exams yeah!we shall have funn soon...
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:11 AM
