Thursday, January 18, 2007
well.classes for the past few days were pretty fun!pretty lucky this sem i believe but then the tutorials are pretty hard too!arghx...cannot take it.feeling the fatigue from road relay training liaoz.its realli very xiong and i realli hope that i've improved.i always try to push myself till the limit that i always wanna vomit out after every single interval or run lahz!must improve.
1 part of me tells me that i wana go faster ,1part of me tells me that i dun wanna get into the team and 1 part of me wans me to drop out from this!arghx...1 good and bad news today.im officially out of the dance team.well,i dunno wat kinda of feeling im suppose to have now.but i guess this will be the best option.All girls team.for the simple reason that the zai senior is pulling out and 2 of us dun have proper basics to begin with.3 weeks ain't enough to train us up!so the best bet now is to have a al girls team whereby almost all have proper basics or professional in dance.the bad thing is that all girls team cannot afford to make mistake and the dance will be more feminine!!!hahaha....hope we will maintain our position bah!
arghx...stress...i cant do my tutorials for nuts man.and i seriously think im sinking further into the endless pit.will i be able to go chill this sat?i wanna go to the beach!!!miss the sand,the water,the babes and the vball!arghx...sunday probably gonna come back sch for race if not going for recce with the adventure club peeps.after which we'll have our meeting again!and i still have to work on the marketing presentation!i wanna do a good one man!stress...not feeling too good but yet not too bad.m i happy or m i sad?disappointed?confused definitely!i cant make up my mind!arghx....SHIT!
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