Wednesday, February 21, 2007
well...CNY is kinda over.didn't really feel the CNY mood man.i think its mainly due to school stuff.Been very busy lately.with all kinds of stuff.well,went ard visiting,getting stuff,training,planning,meetings and tonnes of meetings.arghx.when will i ever have time for myself?well...CNY visiting was over in like 2 days and i spent 2 days doing my reports while others are enjoying themselves.i even went for VM training on 2 occasions on my own.Today's the 3rd one but i did it with the rest of the team.well,for your info,im training not really to win but i dun wanna go there to only feel like a wuss.i can afford to lose but i dun wanna lose badly.winning is not everything to me but having time for myself is all i ask for right now.perhaps i should just step out of certain stuff.and during this period,im actually quite sian becos of certain issues.maybe i just don't know if im doing it right but then again,i just hope everyone plays their part and put in some amount of effort.only then i'll noe that im not the only one putting effort in whatever im experiencing right now.well,perhaps i should just see how things goes.im not really prepared?arghz...hopefully things will not turn bad.that's wat i can hope for now.
anywayz,fotos for today's training place will be up shortly.went back hall last nite to noe that im coming home this morning.i skipped all my lessons for the day to join the nus clique for training.it's nice training together again.well,we have really nothing to lose.so dun be so pressurised and think of winning onli kz?ahahah...in order to win we might need that additional Luck factor.anywayz,did 6 sets 40 storey today.2 sets with timing and im pretty happy with my timing though.it was like close or same as what i clocked yesterday despite doing 3 sets of 40 before that.i think i have a rough gauge how far i can go liaoz.and today,the good thing is i managed to at least run to 29 instead of 25.the next timed run will be my last good one.somehow i can feel my ankle falling apart.hopefully i'll still be able to do crazy things before 30 bah!anywayz,gotta go liaoz.im quite disappointed with certain ppl and well.guess today will be the nite whereby im gonna catch up with my buddies and drink ourselves silly and return back to sch tml shagged to the max for lessons.i haven do my work though!!!arghx...pls do not think im that smart to noe every single thing lolz!but dun lead me to the wrong way too.blah.....*silly*
enjoy ur single deluxe dear roomie.i wish to play vball but im just too weak for it rite now.perhaps next week bah!
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:23 PM
