Thursday, March 15, 2007
well,recently im not my usual self.happy go lucky will not always work on me.its just a facade that everybody sees and the thing is i really need people to open up to.thanks to fang n jonas as well as hazel lahz!we were practically crapping about everything under the sun except for our case analysis which we completed in like 1hr max.felt better after that session after which things changes.perhaps its the support they've given me that i was still able to hold on till now.i really need time for myself and the best thing hazel brought out was my commitment level.im just human,not super human.so i gotta really weigh out the difference do accordingly.
obstacles,no obstacles....they're just my perceptions.why not just face everything like it is.if its meant be,then face it and do something about it.its time to move on and see watever is necessary.but the bottomline is i dun wanna lose something in return.that's the worse case scenario.brillant ideas brings about negative reactions.i just hope what happened was just my negative perceptions bah!well...i need to progress.will you show me the light?
went for a 7km run after catching meiyan in action.though the earlier crapping session worked very well as well as the dinner session with kenneth,some how the effect wore off much quickly than expected.so i just siam sing and strum since i've like heard my favourites liaoz and just go self whack lolz.indeed self whack cos i think im getting shin splint soon and thx to my cui ankle,im feeling everythign rite now.i shall just continue to train...this is the only thing i have determination in.if i lose this,i'll be just like an idiot.nothing good etc.oh well...im a goner.
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:48 AM
