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Saturday, March 24, 2007

arghx.went for the meeting for the countdown party 2008 representing my YEC with ah ling.well,at first was quite sian for the simple reason its like some kind of 'sai kang' for us to follow throughout.but after awhile,i realised that this is one gr8 opportunity for me to learn some stuff due to the scale of the event.imagine having to handle the show segment which includes pyrotechnics displays and engaging local artistes.the budget alone is like hundred plus thousand and the target audience appearing for the event is 10K!!!im tempted to get involve in this but im really afraid that i wont be able to commit.or rather,too busy.exams during nov and that means i have to skip meetings and get out of the loop during that period when its like the impt last mth preparations.on top of that,i might be tied down by other sports club stuff if im intending to run for it once again.oh well...really dunno wat to do man.gotta go sort it all out with my YEC first.i really wanna get involved and that means i have to burn my entire NYE celebration to get involved.i might not be able to celebrate xmas too for the simple fact that there might be lotsa other things to take note of during that period.omg...hopefully ah ling will follow this project thru out too.in fact,the sad thing abt being in this committee is that we're the youngest peeps there.most of the rest is as old or even older than my father!!!OMGZ....

arghx...im tired liaoz.din really do much today.except going for my online lecture and trying to compile the oral presentation shit.arghx.its time consuming and i realli dunno if its really worth it.and i dunno why it ends up with mi having to do the compilations again.it seems that im damn sway always kana this kinda 'sai kang'.mayb im just too nice not to reject it but i think its realli killing me and i cant do my other work.its so unfair.2 major assignments due next 2 weeks and gotta follow up for the charity movie screening thingy.besides that will have to go for the CSC vball training this mon.probably gotta talk to mr ling and check with him the dates.if it clashes,i dun think i wanna commit for trainings too.besides that,there's YEC meeting and universe games coming.I'm drowning again.this time...into work and studies.will i be able to save myself in time?arghx...please pray for me!!!and i seriously wanna get well soon!zzzz

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