Saturday, March 31, 2007
time check...its 4:40 now!i've finally completed my case analysis and ready to hand up.haven been doing things efficiently lately.perhaps i realli cant have my laptop with me when i study.shall not bring it out next week onwards.i;ve so many things to start catching up.i have to be more discipline not to do whatever i shouldn't do.arghx...damn sianz!time to get very very serious cos i realli cant afford to slack liaoz!
everything comes with a reason.im pretty sure everyone noes that.its just whether we can identify and acknowledge or simply act blur.for my case...i really dunno!im beginning to pretend and i seriously dun wanna get involved in the whole shit anymore.its taking up too much of my time especially when you dun see anything good coming out of it.its such a disaster!!!wat a race and i think i should have stick to my stand 2mths back.
well,sometimes i really feel like a stupid fool lol.i seriously think i m.but i wonder why i should get this kinda treatment.everything comes with a reason again!arghx.always get this kinda shit.perhaps its fated and when will i get what i want?will i ever?gosh...if its not gonna work out, can everything just end peacefully?at least there's no hard feelings...i seriously dunno if i should rerun,shift out,continue to be mean or even doing things that i shouldn't.arghx.im really very sry but i seriously cant seem to get back my usual self anymore.perhaps its the exams stress or wat.let's just hope things get better.
on a lighter note,caught stomp the yard with the sheepchaser gang just now.it's pretty good and i like the story man.if ever i have to come to a decision like what the main lead had to,will i be like him?i've missed this opportunity once and i cant afford to miss it again.i dun wanna be manipulated like a puppet ever again.Can i?let's hope soo...well,its fun cos during the show the few of us kept using our special lingo.lixian was extremely disturbed by the show kelly was like laughing out when we kept using terms like drown and disturb.keep relating it back to reality.damn funny.anywayz, wat's my favourite color man?
world list was out yesterday.i got into toons just as expected.but then,im worried.my co seems pretty disappointed and i dun wanna add salt to her wound yesterday.hopefully she calm down and then i'll have to talk to her man!hope everythign will be fine man!cheer up my dearest co!!!cant do w/o u lo and im super glad i got you as my co.i hope i wont disappoint you lolz!well,i believe that no matter where we go,its the company that's more impt.trust me,i won't let you down!that's something i'll promised u!!!we shall jiayou together...arghx...im tired liaoz.gotta siam!
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:35 AM
