Tuesday, March 06, 2007
just came back from a run just now.the run was gr8 cause i actually did some self reflection on the way.i came to realise that i've been doing everything except things that i'm suppose to do.i've drowned and i need a float or rather a lifeguard to save me.i heard that feeling but then again,i'm the one that created all these problems for myself.its just hurts when you're lifted up to that level only to get pushed all the way down!
GRAVITATIONAL FORCE= Mass X Gravity X HEIGHT!!!!
i realised that though i should fully enjoy my entire university life as much as i can,that's still certain priorities that i should bear in mind.Speaking of which,i haven't been following that strictly.perhaps i'm just not suitable to be part of the 'game' but well...i hope things ain't that bad as i thought it will be.mixture of feelings but now,i just have to tune my mind back to real business.i shan't follow their footsteps and i seriously don't have the ability to do what they're doing.i can't afford the time and major sacrifices.oh well,it will still depends on situation i guess.i hope i wont be taken for granted.that's my weakness that i so hate it.arghx...well,got to devise a method to get myself back on track.and time's running fast.WAKE UP!!!i need lots of help and i need someone to listen.oh well...but i just realised that my circle of trust is so small and empty that i think i'm the only 1 left standing.what's really happening?what happened to all my besties that used to stand by my side during those tough times.i really miss those days.im beginning to feel the drift but well,maybe time's up and i'm not longer valuable.time to WHACK and stay focus.and yup,no more that meng that used to beee......
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:28 PM
