Monday, April 16, 2007
i've decided that i shouldn't go for computing exams next week and get an mc for it.the simple reason that i'm not ready for it and i dun want it to sink my GPA.I need it for x-change!!!on top of that,i haven't really started on physics and chem which i think i should be able to score at least a B.but im aiming high for a A grade at least.it's so not me to run away from problems right now especially having to take MC to skip this exam.arghx.kind let myself down.but i did give it some serious thoughts before making this decision.1 main factor is that i didn't really put in the effort this sem for this very IMPt module.so i deserved to do it next sem again which means i will have to overload(i think).i guess my focus now have shifted towards the GPA shit which is damn shitty.who the hell came up with sucha lousy no integrity system.arghx.i feel so guilty!
anywayz,i think my body clock is damn screwed.im beginning to be more alert later in the night and sleepy in the morning!oh god...please dun do this to me from tml onwards.i needa sleep early and wake up early and be at my best form in the afternoon!
i've finally covered maths briefly.its brief enough to get a pass grade i hope.but im praying for a B+ this time round.series and limits suck big time and i dun really understand.but i'll try my best tml to learn and memo as much as i can tml bah!as for marketing,i think i'm screwed.haven really absorb any shit in.managed to read thru 7 chapters and i still have 5 to go and my exams' on wed.and well,haven even tag my effective com book yet.nonetheless,i haven even read it too.all the printed materials not out yet.im so DEAD.y m i so slack this sem???arghx...feel like killing myself!!!wth is so damn wrong.im seriously very distracted and i dun even noe wat's drawing my attention away from studies.where's the focus and discipline?i really dunno.
all i know is i have damn alot of stuff to settle after exams.and i really wanna go home soon!i doubt i'll be playing for my CC if i still cant finish all the shit that i've piled up over this entire sem.please let it be over real soon!and i pray for you my fren...dun be too stress too.before we noe,everything will be history!arghx...i need more time!
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:31 AM
