Monday, April 02, 2007
arghx...i hate it!super duper hate it.Granny's still in hospital!and i dun understand wat the fuck the rest are thinking about man!trying to shift responsibility of whose gonna take care of her and stuff.i really dun understand why they're treating my granny in this manner.she's old and cant really remember alot of things.sometimes she cant even recognise me but i dun blame her.now that dad's overseas and wont be back for quite awhile,granny's problem and i think my mum cant hold on for long.esp when we actually took in my uncle's 3 children when he abandoned them.i noe mum wants to take care of granny but there's just no more space for a additonal helper as well as granny.and to think that granny's son and daughter ain't doing any SHIT!screw them...trying to shift responsibility to every other person.and my mum isn't granny's daughter in the first place.watching mum trying very hard to find solutions to this problem makes mi feel even worse cos i cant do anything to help.arghx...feel so helpless now!now,the main priority is that granny recover fast and get out of hospital first.other things will see how things go bah!i really cant take it liao lah.what should i do.there's so much i wanna do but i cant and dun have the ability to do it while others dun cherish wat they can do and dun even bothered to offer that little bit of help there.
well,din really study alot today but i think my momentum is picking up!im beginning to enjoy readin my notes though readin ain't enough.but then again,i dun have all the time in the world to do tutorials again!so i gotta pray hard i can spot every single shit!im feeling the fear already!seriously.i really cant imagine what will happen to me if i have to dabao this time round.arghx.just cant get that thought out of my mind.and thx for those concern jonas.well,felt so much better after telling u some of the 'mean' stuff i did.hopefully things will just change for the better.
yeah,co...dun wry,i'm always on ur side lah!no matter wat happens,its RAIN or NV!!!dun pangseh me hor.best COs ever.hope u get wat u want man!and all the best for ur supper business!i'll be ur first customer tonite!!!hahaha...
im glad im finally done with the case analysis.all ready to hand in.i need alot of sleep now.for the simple reason that i only have an avg 4 hrs of sleep since last sun!im DYING.can i just die and sleep all i wan???
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:55 AM
