Monday, April 30, 2007
like i've promised,here's some pics to go along with this post.anywayz,these pics were taken during the examination period and i really laughed my hearts out upon seeing something so childish happening in NTU!and mind you,the owner of the laundry hanger is a guy!!!
anywayz,i just find it damn amusing and childish lahz!to think that you're like at least 24 and you have this kind of thinking!omg...it really feels good to be young again but then,as time passes,i'm beginning to feel the difference.im getting old and there's alot situations which i've to take control of.responsibilities piling up and alot of things to take into considerations before making a decision.i can no longer be the old me that plays 24-7 and think of nothing but play only.im the only one that can control who and what i wanna be.i wanna be young again...
but then another part of me just keeps telling me to move on and face the challenges ahead.yes,i love challenges but i do hide away from challenges too.im not confident enough in most situations and sometimes im so soft.i really need to toughen up and live by the principle that i cant please everyone.and i shouldn't please everyone to make myself miserable...that's DUMB!!!im trying to change and i hope i can do it.i need more confidence!just alittle bit more...
a little update on today's sales.its pretty good.sold like over 10 pieces today.of course with the help of some other promoters too.this 2 days made mi realised that i'm very complacent already.especially when im not as actively engaging with customers and not learning about other cameras.the other promoters over there,most of them younger than me were damn knowledgable and they know almost everything.hahaha.i really slack alot and that's probably due to influence or rather the so call lao jiao syndrome.yes...when u're just out doing sales you'll probably be very enthu abt every customers and dun do filtering.but when u come to my stage,you begin to chose the customer u serve.differentiating the potential ones from the 'i-come-here-to-see' kinda customer.i shall be more enthu next time and shall work harder for the sake of money!i admire some of their attitude.haha.anywayz,sales not too bad but its more of those luck kinda thing.but still,im not very happy with the workplace.i feel very uncomfortable working there due to their management system and the attitude of ppl over there.its really tough to make a decision to go back there and suffer anot.but meanwhile,i'll probably just enjoy myself first.dun care abt any other things liaoz!time to get real serious...shall go sleep liaoz.tml will be going for my haircut.probably will be dying another round!see how things goes...
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:29 AM
