Wednesday, April 04, 2007
things have been going on pretty smoothly lately.starting to pick up the study momentum but still kinda distracted in a sense.things happening here and there and im kinda losing the self composure soon.i must keep reminding myself that certain things need to be done and certain things shall just wait.anywayz, had a gr8 session with my co last nite together with aik!guess everything will turn out fine man!and im sure we'll be the best COs ever and i definitely will wan ya to have a gr8 SU14 to end off ur sports camp final year with a BLAST!and i believe we can do it together man!
today's suppose to be a pretty happy day but then again,it didn't turn out to be that way man!though i got my effective com results for my presentation and it was one of the better ones in class even without moderation yet!haha.i'm suppose to feel happy.but not until i heard facts flying all over.the immediate absorption spectrum was completely stretched!!!well,should have suspected and expected it.but just can't take it lahz!but well,what more can i do?there's nothing within my control for the simple reason that im not the controller.
i feel guilty towards my team for the simple reason that im not joining them for trainings and i'll be playing for them!really guilty!my fitness sux right now and i think my running timing quite cui liaoz!not doing wat im suppose to do.complacency and stuff.arghx.die...
if u ever think you're not being watched by others,think again.perhaps the best thing to do now is to be transparent bah!well,please take care of ur back my frens.you'll nv noe wat's going on.and well,dun ever mislead anybody!its a dangerous game to play.i've seen many such things happening around and things always go wrong.perhaps what started out was a very wrong move from the start.keep dreaming....
well,happy 21st rong rong!!!im glad you still remembered mi after all these years.bu kui shi one of my favourite vball juniors!well,hope you'll come over to hall 7 to play for us one before we graduate man!anywayz,that's provided im not moving out!to be truthful,im reconsidering my plans now.no body's influencing me right now.im still thinking for myself!is there a need for a change in environment.will i feel happier else where?wat do i stand to gain?will i enjoy myself?considering between 1 and 16.i dun wanna have any regrets for making my decision.i still have time.
well,if you seriously noe how i feel,i hope you won't mislead me cos i really dun wanna get hurt over and over again.i may appear strong,but you'll nv noe wat's wrong with mi!this applies to every single one out there.i hate people who lie to me and i hope everything can be as transparent as it can get.well,whether you're comfortable with that will have to be dependant on how well you valuable our relationship lolz.how much value you put into it.im really very tired liaoz...very very very tired.but then,i still tell myself its worth it.to put a smile on ur face is the greatest reward i can ever get right now.thanks my frens.SMILE!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:14 PM
