Thursday, April 05, 2007
well...had a small talk with fang today.well,i seriously believe i'll execute my oscar winning move one of these days.at least i noe i did my best and whatever happens,at least i'll be able to turn back asap!thanks for the encouragement and i seriously realised we're in deep shit.so much things to do and no focus.distractions and stuff.how i wish im back in those days at CJ.just play and no worries.with my classmates being my only source of support as well as my odac mates.jacq ber burnz bel ning was always there.there's also edm and boon whose consistently barking at me.all my odac mates that's always there to push mi to study.right now in ntu,i feel so lost and confused.can't really differentiate whose my real frens and whose not.but well,at least i noe i'll always have jonas and kenneth there!ALways.thx alot man.i miss my classmates.seriously.the times i've spent there were the most enjoyable and peaceful.there wasn't any politics,no motives/ agenda.well,i also have to thank you peeps cos w/o u ppl,i wouldn't have been able to make it this far.seriously.though we rarely meet up nowadays,but well,u guys is already part of a very impt chp in my life story.life here in ntu ain't that great after all.it's really confusing!!!i hope you guys are having a great time else where and hope you guys are enjoying urself every moment.
fell asleep damn early this morning.like 5 plus am before waking up earli in the morning to head for my chem quiz @ 1030am!!!i tot im so dead but i was wrong.the paper was easy and i managed to score well.10/10.but im still not happy.seriously.nothing to be very happy abt for the simple reason that i think im still lagging behind.i need lotsa time and focus.i need ppl to constantly remind mi to study!who will be the one?will you?
planning stuff is really taking alot of my time.i'm gonna stop all this nonesense and stop getting involved in stuff that's damn not worth it.what's there to invest when there's no returns.and i dun like to hold on to things which i enjoy doing but giving others a hard time every now and then.its really mean and i'll make up for it after exams man!and that means no way to relax after exams!!!arghx.that's bad.
blasting my music and stoning away.waiting for supper and trying to focus.flying to nbs reading room to study and study.that's how im gonna spend my lonely weekend over in pulau NTU till the end of me.study hard ppl!!!im seriously very very tired...
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:36 PM
