Thursday, May 03, 2007
yeah.just came back from mambo nite and i freaking dun feel good at all.despite meeting up with old frenz,i felt like im so weak.i cant believe that i keep complaining to my frens how much i hate NTU.i finally said everything out after some drinks which made me super high.right now,im still feeling high man.it was a night of full of drinks and nothing else.yuzheng was there for me listening to all my shit and i was glad to see jacq ard as well as nicole.
personally,though i told yuzheng some shit,i still didn't feel good.there was so much more within and i really hope i have the time to say everything out.it was really nice meeting aviel and clive as well as the FASS gang.im glad my co was around too though i didn't really talk to her.though i was abit seh already,was like trying to keep myself sober to take care of the rest.i really drowned myself this time round and i freaking wish there will be no more such cases.im having 2 matches today and i noe i shouldn't have drank that much.im sucha toot.and thx for telling me only on the cab.why didn't u guys tell me earlier?thx ahz...well...come to think of it,wat can i do even if you let me noe earlier?i just hope u guys knew more and tell me more.but then again,wat's the point of making myself miserable.to hell with it and i shall just live on with it.this is something out of my control.tml shall have another session with the vballers in hall.shall try and finish my drinks if possible bah!
seeya guys soon and its definitely a night i would forget.a night whereby i finally opened up...
♥Oh, so vintage... 5:18 AM
