Monday, September 17, 2007
another weekend burnt on studying.i cant believe it myself.anywayz,just feeling super bored right now.im super disturbed by my mega ucler which i freaking forgot to rub it with salt when i got home for that short few hours that day!and now im suffering from it...its right under my tongue and i freaking cant take hot stuff and its freak painful!!!
as you sit back relax and enjoy moments of silence and peace,what do you usually think of?well,i finally have such kind of peaceful times after such a long while.as for wat i've been thinking,definitely the first person on my mind is YOU!there were random thoughts just flying all over my mind which really questioned me for a moment.somehow,life has already reach the stage whereby things aint that simple anymore.besides,it no longer depends on your personal choice alone.you have to take into considerations alot more other factors and being happy yourself aint the way it works for me anymore.i've come to learn that wat we do nowadays is just to please certain ppl and make life easier for yourself in a way.doing things out of passion is no longer wat the idealistic way of leading a ideal life should be.im really tired...doing things here and there to please ppl all ard.it has come to a point whereby there's alot of question i dun even noe how to answer myself anymore.i wan my ideal life yet there's so many obstacles on the way.but then again,come to think of it,im really one fortunate arse.arghx...wat m i thinking man.well...all i noe is i should choose to believe myself more than anyone else cos life ain't that simple anymore!
feeling damn sleepy right now but still i must carry on.to study hard and get good grades.omg...i cant believe im saying all these.m i crazy or something?arghx...i wan my weekly beach sessions.i wan to bum some balls on the beach.i wanna enjoy an ice cold coke on the beach on a sunny day.and what happened to my life???
anywayz, i spent almost 3/4 of today slacking.going grocery shopping and cooking back in hall and shopping for CDs.instead of getting Yiruma's piano collections,i actually bought vanessa mae's CD.that's like my old time favourites in primary sch.we used her piece and choreo a rope skipping performance.it was my 1st ever performance right in front of the entire sch and it was well received!!!train like crazy for that man and at that time,rope skipping was the in thing and we were like heros after the performance man!hahaha...*childhood memories*besides doing all these,i went down to harvey photo centre to print out my 100 free prints.the quality of the prints not too bad except for some.but since its freeeee...DUN CARE.just anyhow print!hahaha...im a happy man!
*will you tell mi what to do?will you give mi the strength to carry on?or will you just leave me alone? and if you're lost,just follow ur heart and hopefully you'll find me...time to time.*
more GL steamboat dinner fotos:
combine 'laojiao' and 'xinjiao' foto!
the 'laojiaos'
and i seriously need to get serious about everything in life right now...no time to waste and i dun wanna live with regrets.who noes i'll be gone the next moment.things just happen every now and then and you wont noe when it'll be your turn.
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:48 AM
