Tuesday, September 25, 2007
finally 1 down.finally completed my graded assignment but then again, 2 quiz to study for next week!i shall not procrastinate and i must work hard!i must achieve my target this year and its a must.
i dunno wat to crap now but im just waiting.but things just doesn't seem to happen?i realli wish the skies will clear and everything will be so much clearer.i just dun like the feeling of being in a grey area.Do you get it?
now preparing the 'speech' for tml's BBQ cos kinda gotta break the news that we're gonna downsize the training squad for vball.it feels bad to do selective training now but then again,getting the team into shape will be more impt than anything else rite now.and being the cap now,i have no choice but to be the bad guy.but i guess its oki since its for the good of the whole team and hope that people will take it graceful and understand my meaning!hehehe...
i missed my IPPT yet again this month cos i didn't know they changed their date to 24th already!DAMN SIANZ.arghx...and that means i have only 2 chances left to take my IPPT!and i must clear it before exams which is like left with 1 chance which is next mth!arghx...die die also must get the 400 bucks.will train hard for it man.
yihao just asked me if i'll be back for road relay this year and i wasn't really prepared to give him an ans.first of all,im really afraid of the commitments esp when i already have so many things.most imptly,im really afraid of running competitively and i really hope i dun have to do it this year.Next thing is i really need motivation to run if i were to run for hall once again.and definitely,from wat i see now,i wont have that kinda motivation which i had when kanan and jean was with us last year.They were the ones that really motivated me to run and train even harder and i really wont forget those memories training with them!come to think of it,really miss those training sessions with them ard.but things aint the same anymore...gRrRRrrrr
m i going to selfwhack myself for another sem or will i actually end everything and just lead a simple and relaxing life?i hope i can find out the answer real soon...*zonk out*
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:58 AM
