Wednesday, December 19, 2007
its been a week since i last updated.a hectic week have just passed.lotsa trainings ongoing every now and then.going through the same routine over and over again almost every single day with slight variations.waking up earli in the morning to support either netball or basketball matches followed by road relay trainings in the early afternoon and then heading for softball training.vball trainings in the evening to 1030pm and heading off for cheer leading training till 2-3am and the cycle just repeats.and the best thing is,i doubt i'll ever have time to meet my friends that i've so neglected before exams and even after exams.i really feel so guilty.im not exactly happy with the way im leading my life and it appears to my friends that im torturing myself!!!and to think that im still not feeling well since exams started way back!well,i did gave myself a small break every now and then but then again,the things i do ain't really relaxing at all.
besides training for the entire week,i went for camp mumbo 07.this is a camp i would nv wanna miss and hope it will continue to grow.its like my 10th/11th year with this camp since i was a camper to instructor to Chief instructor...i've made alot of good friends here and this special bond that bring us together really make me feel like part of the family.for the past few years i haven been really playing a major role for the camp though i was suppose to take up a role which bears a big part of responsibility for the camp.things changed and i really don't feel as close as before and with the new batch of instructors and me not spending enough time interacting with them and being part of the camp really makes me miss the speical feeling of being a instructor like before.this year i did wanted to be a instructor once again but it just seems that i cant be a instructor anymore since i wasn't able to commit to that level of commitment level the instrcutors have to give.so im basically a freel floater doing anything saikang that needs to be done.hate that kinda feeling and the best thing is i have to travel to and fro from campsite to sch for softball match on last day of camp whereby obstacle course was the highlight.on top of that,i was busy preparing the batam cable ski trip for the sports club GL.and the best thing is i was totally cut out from my com for that past few days which make communcation difficult!
heres' some pics to show you guys more abt the camp.i seriously hope i can go back and be a instructor next year.i wanna take care of kids and interact with instructors.its nice to see instructors that were once in ur grp growing up and being more mature and more capable in being an instructor.it really feels good though i didn't really do much...i look forward to the next camp and i pray hard that i'll be able to commit enough to be an instructor next year!!!
Group Banners...theme for the year= Hairstyle
2nd day outing at ECP.all our kIDs!!!
my fav campers all over.they're DAMN CUTE!
Crazy and enthu instructors putting up their instructors' item
Campfire closing...Cheers and sad songs.
softball on 3rd day of camp.we lost 8-2.it was quite jialat from my point of view and we didn't really take it seriously.to a certain extent,i would say we're pretty complacent and that lead to our downfall.now we'll have take a longer and tougher route which means no room for mistakes.losing to hall 5 was quite unexpected and the feeling of losing when u have a much better team is worse.oh boy...i just hope we'll be able to win the next 2 games and proceed from there.the thing that i just dun understand is we always dun have full attendance for training!how the hell we can train under this kinda condition!!!arghx...
GL batam cable ski trip!damn shag day and i still couldn't complete one round of wakeboarding!!!arghx...sianz but it was quite fun and trying it over and over again!shall upload the fotos as soon as i get them.
then was my co's bday!went for her 21st and had a couple of drinks before heading back to hall!we were making hell lotsa noise on the LAST TRAIN!!!it was damn funNY and we had lotsa fun!then cab back to sch before heading down for cheer training.im tired already but oh well...its gonna end soON and so i should just hang on.
game this sat against hall 3.really wanna win it and we'll be thru to the quarters!!!it will be intertesting!!!we can and we will make it!and because of the match and the cheerleading camp,i wont be able to attend the xmas partY!haizz...probably another session which will make me even more off!!!already felt abit leftout and now i cant even go and join them.WAT TO DO???
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:24 PM
