Saturday, January 19, 2008
many things happened and as usual,ppl gets kinda emo every now and then.it seems to happen quite frequently esp in my this phase of my life.im no longer as happy and go lucky like before.having to think alot more cos of consequences tat will affect others.so how,i also believe that i've already kinda put others before myself for most cases such that im suffering in silence.AMAZING change...
just random updates here and there:
1. Team se7en volleyball males finally got pass the QF to the Semis!!!and we'll be playing hall 3 once again.i believe we can do it together as a team and i trust that we'll give our all at this SF which i dare say is the most exciting match of the entire IH vball season. Underdogs vs team 'IVP'.
2. Cheerleading comp drawing neearer and i freaking can feel the excitement already.i wanna win and i believe that's wat the rest wants too.doing full routine just keeps me awake.really damn excited now and i believe we have wat it takes to be the champions this year!
3. Ran my 1st 4x400m comp with spike shoes for the first time.and yes,its done w/o any training.timing was quite bad but then,i did my best on that day with all i could.that's like aft sleeping 4 hours the nite before after cheer training and heading to hall 2 court for vball friendly with hall 8.played for like 4 sets before being summoned for the run due to lack of runners.hahaha...
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problems always happen every now and then.things just ain't that fair after all.and wat's fair to me might not be fair to you and so how the hell do we define fair?from my point of view,i do understand how you ppl feel.yes,talk abt changing of formation and not enough mo qi.YES i do understand wat's wrong.but on the other hand,with the change in how things are managed = better chances for the guys team.its like being caught in a situation whereby sacrificing one means benefiting the other.and the best thing is both parties belong to the same family.
from wat i see,it just points down to being resistant to changes,not being able to adapt.besides,its just being more emotional than being logical and getting the big picture.it also boils down to the fact that we do things without thinking of consequences.i really find it hard to say all this in ur face ppl.1st i will sound like a bastard and 2nd,you'll just think that im selfish cos it'll benefit the guys team.yes...after much thoughts,i still tot it would be good if things remain the way it is right now.
the best thing of the day is wat came out from u ppl.supposingly matured ladies with years of playing experience."if IH is like that,then next year i dun wanna play liaoz".where's the passion for the sport?and it just makes me feel worse cos u're trying to use this as a threat to place someone in a difficult position.trust me,i did actually tot of wanting to just let them use the previous list instead of wat's happening now.cos if the change really affect u girls so much,stupidly,i tot that mayb we should just sacrifice thinking that we have already achieve our target for the year and exceeded expectations and anything else is just a bonus.BUT please...i cant bear to do it cos i know we guys have been training much more and we want it more than you girls want it for sure.the lack of mo qi is all ur own excuses and fault for not wanting to train and just wanting to play and win.if i were to do that to ensure that you girls win and jeopardise our chances of going further,its not going to be fair at all.
and frankly speaking,i believe you girls can still do it since you ppl played without SJ against 2 before and won.not that its going to be a sure win game but i just wan you girls to noe that we're confident with the team.Mo qi is not something that comes naturally,you girls need to train and if you dun bother to train,you cant blame anyone for that.
where...no matter wat,i hope we're learn from this incident and grow with wat's gonna happen.be more objective and not emotional!!!it doesn't help at all!arghx...im so damn frustrated now!
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:49 PM
