Saturday, March 07, 2009
there's a chinese saying "wan shi qi tou nan" which keeps running thru the back of my mind lately.i also had a couple of encounters with people who keeps telling me stuff like that. one of them is ah long. His a worker in my internship company who taught me quite abit lately since we've been hanging out almost everyday!his a super nice msian and he really shares alot with me.i felt like i've grown.thx ah long.
lingy also spoke to me something like that lately on msn.and that's probably why she's a GPA 5er while im just a sec lower arse that monkeys around.its really nice to know that you have frens that really cares and she's one that i would say we are on the same frequency.i really miss those days when she's in hall being so DEH and stuff.hahaha...she really made my day.oh gosh...im digressing.anywayz,i really agree with that saying and i must try and solve this problem of mine.no matter how tough things may get in my way, i must learn to take action early and not postpone everything to the very last min.please wake up ur bloody idea!
getting emo is bad for health.like totally.i've this fren whose super duper cheerful.at least she appears to me she's 24/7 full of smiles and when i see her smile,it just feels good!like seriously...its not that im in love with her or something but im probably in love with her smile.
in love with her smile.
and dearest sunshine, hope everything's fine for you!just wish to see ya happy face everytime i cya!no matter wat happens,you know you can always count on me for a listening ear/helping hand!
NOW SMILE :D my sunshine!!!
im a sucker for this and i hate this sucky feeling currently. it feels like whatever i've done is insignificant.i just feel like losing something/someone lately w/o any news.i just felt that no matter how much effort i've put in,it ends up going nowhere.this feeling sucks but no matter wat,i should still be happy.i will.
as days pass, it also means i'll have to make a decision soon too. amidst the stress from work, there's this internal struggle existing! do you give up watever you have in hope of starting afresh, or give up ur hopes and lose a totally new (good/bad) experience and regret later for not choosing the latter?i do have high hopes for our team this year.i really wish i dun have to do this but it really will depend on the outcome of the list which i hope will be settle soon.i really hope...
*learn to cherish*
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:14 PM
